posted on Apr, 16 2011 @ 04:10 PM
Gday, and thank you for your thoughts. I remember a time, although much younger when I felt so very positive about life, although the things I spoke
of back then are coming to pass. Oh how I wish I had been wrong, I was seen as crazy yet some of the people from back then have admitted now that I
was correct and that there is some group undermining our civilization. Your positive spin brings a tear to my eye from the hopes and dreams I had as a
younger man. Hoping we as a race would wake up before it was too late. Now it seems to me that in these times everyone around me is lost and life
feels a bit meaningless. My hope has become pessimism and I am now recluse. My material objects mean nothing. I own my home, two Porsches and a few
other nice toys and yet no longer wish to leave my home, So I enjoy none of the things I worked for.
Thank you again for your message, another of the millions on youtube which will get lost amongst the crap. How I wish it was different. I am glad for
you that you have hope, as for me, I am not looking forward to the future we are creating together.
Now I will pray that the humans will not destroy themselves, I am lonely enough as it is.