Today is April 7, 2011
Been a bit busy the past day or two what with work and all. Plus, had to go to a Dr.'s appointment, and they want me to get a CT scan of my abdomen
this morning. I think they are crazy, but I guess we shall see. The PA I saw made me mad though, because when I asked what could be wrong with my
thyroid that is causing the hypothyroidism (which is one of the main reasons bugging out into the wild will be impossible for me, aside from being
physically disabled and unable to walk far) she asked, "What makes you think something is wrong with your thyroid?"
I stared at her a moment and said, "Because I am taking synthroid?"
She replies, "Some people just have hypothyroidism, it's normal and lots of people have it."
I again stared at her, and I knew she must have read the look on my face, because she immediately says, "Well you could have Hashimoto's
Thyroiditis, but once you start taking synthroid, you usually have to take it the rest of your life."
I stated I knew this, but shouldn't we look for the cause rather than just treating the symptoms?
Anyway, it felt like a push for big pharma, and I mean this seriously. Anyone watching television for any length of time will have seen the push for a
new diabetic med called Onglyza. After I said my metformin was making me ill, and I couldn't tolerate it, and could she please give me some carafate?
She decides to start me on Onglyza.
Isn't this one of those drugs you see the commercial, and some person in a mild, moderately cheerful voice tells you all these side effects it can
cause, and adds at the end, "..even death may occur in some individuals..."!?
I hate those commercials, because once again, it is treating the symptoms and not the problem. Then, a few years down the road, you see the
commercials from Joe Blow Law firm, and they want you to join the class action lawsuit, go to their webside at baddrugs.com. So you line first the
pockets of big pharma, then the pockets of the attorneys suing them. Pfft, enough for me.
I don't want the latest and greatest in big pharma to fix my one problem while neglecting the cause, all the while this new med is causing *other*
problems and may even kill me! Really? REALLY?! So she gave me free samples. Not gonna do it.
So that's why the abdominal CT, because the metformin is making my stomach hurt. I think I have an ulcer or two, so how about that carafate? Nope.
Got to have to CT and go see a gastroenterologist. *Sigh* Been there, done that, and don't wish to revisit.
Had these problems all my life, I know my body better than anyone, and now - I think because I have insurance, they are going to make me go through
the re-diagnosis again? I am just so angry... I think I am going to have to switch doctors. I work great with my Dr., but he has hired these PA's,
and I haven't seen him for two years now. Not once.
We worked well together, because he understood I was an advocate in my own healthcare. I don't need to prove anything to this PA, who thinks everyone
fits into perfect little diagnosis boxes. I really hate being treated that way. So, when the CT comes back just fine, I am going to go off, and I mean
big time. I fully intend to schedule a conference with my Dr, whom I have been seeing since 1996, and telling him that either he sees me, or I leave
his practice. And that's that.
So much for the rant~
Did some checking on Onglyza, turns out I was right about not wanting to take it.
Of the crap listed it can cause:
Upper respiratory infections
Headaches (which I have enough of)
swelling (which I have enough of)
abdominal pain (which I have enough of)
But it turns out it inhibits lymphocytes, your body's defense against infection. I don't think I need a suppressed immune system too. Are they
kidding?! Just wow.
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I did a walk around through the yard yesterday, summing things up in my head, where to start, what needs to most work, and any issues I might have
missed.
I took some pics I may be able to post later today, but I think I found a nice stand of poison ivy. >.< I will have to clothe up, pull it down, and
put it in a biohazard bag in the trash. Lovely.
The rubbish pile in the back yard from the yard guy, yeah, its pretty big, but it doesn't look like it will be too much to handle. I will just get
the kids to come over and help drag it further back before the back gets too overgrown.
I checked out my persimmon tree. It has never fruited, and we have been here since 1996. It looks like it may have some wee buds on it, but it really
looked like they died before they did much. I think I am going to ditch the persimmon tree. It just doesn't look healthy, and it hasn't really grown
much at all. I think that would be a good place to perhaps put an apple tree, or perhaps some other type. It is close to a *huge* pine, so it will
have to be an acid-soil loving tree, whatever I decide on.
My hydrangea is leafing out nicely. Last year it looked really scraggly, but this year it looks very full and lush. I love the way they change colors
depending on soil sweetness or acidity, so I will be interested in seeing what color it comes out to be this year. I think because we do have so much
pine that it is mostly acidic soil, so keeping that in mind for the garden, I may need to sweeten the soil some.
Well, off to shower and get that dang CT that I think is a huge waste of time and money. I will try to post the pics of the suspected poison ivy when
I get back. Perhaps someone can give a positive I.D. for me, since I know it can mimic a native geranium or something here.