I took a walk around the world to ease my troubled mind

Just a little rant brought on by boredom...

Well I took a walk around the world to ease my troubled mind. I left my body lying somewhere in the sands of time. I watched the world go to the dark side of the moon. I feel there's nothing I can do.

My journey through life is summed up quite well by the above sentences. My search for answers and truth has been relentless, it is a journey of the mind where paradigms and world views are constantly shifting, my body has been left behind in some manner. But in the end, all I've done is learn how completely messed up the world actually is. And I've watched it get worse with every passing day. I truly feel like there's nothing I can do. There is nothing one person can do to change any of this. I feel imprisoned and incapable.

I wonder how it's possible. How we managed to get ourselves where we are. What happened to the values and strengths found within humanity. How we have been so misled and taken down this dark road is something I have trouble comprehending. I guess it's because I have trouble understanding most humans, understanding why they do the things they do. How so many of them can ignore their inner spirit and ignore their fellow human beings. Why am I so different? Why can't other people see what I see?

You call me strong, you call me weak, but still your secrets I will keep. You took for granted all the times I never let you down. You stumbled in and bumped your head, if not for me than you'd be dead.

All I want to do is help people. To reveal the truth, for the betterment of all humans. Over the years I have been labeled as a genius and also a troubled fool. I have been labeled a lot of things actually. I have helped people when they have come to me with no where else to go, when their problem is something I understand. When all others desert a person I will often be left standing besides them. But they will walk away like everyone else, after I manage to help them.

The world is sinking into a dark sad state... but in the near future I believe there's a reasonable chance humanity will either undergo a great transition or face an event of mass destruction. There will be many people seeking answers and guidance in these times. There will be a minimal amount of people capable of providing guidance and help to these people. Only when directly effected, will all the sheeple yell for answers, but maybe by that time your greed and ignorance will result in rejection.

EDIT: Here is the Kryptonite music video for your listening pleasure:

reply to post by WhizPhiz


"I'll pick you up and put you back
On solid ground "

i feel the same way,my soul screams in agony at the fact that the life i truly want seems unobtainable,im not asking to be a celebrity or a multi billionaire, i just want a family which has been so unbelievable fragmented with lack of empathy for even the loved ones, i dont have anyone to talk to that doesnt manage to make me feel worse,noone understands or doesnt care, life anymore doesnt seem worth living,not suicidal but not happy either

reply to post by CUJOCREEP


Yeah, well I know I'm not alone in my thoughts, it's just rare to meet people that actually care if you know what I mean.

not suicidal but not happy either

Yes, and I just want to state I am also far from being suicidal...I wont be killing myself any time soon, that's just an easy way out. I have things to do, even in those things probably never happen, I can at least try.

reply to post by WhizPhiz


We will go crazy and may one day be called super men/women… for we are the voice in the storm. The calm in the aftershocks...the peacemakers of a new age.

reply to post by staciebee

We will go crazy and may one day be called super men/women…

I remember when, I remember, I remember when I lost my mind. There was something so pleasant about that place, leaving your emotions at an echo, and so much space. And when your out there, well out there, I was out of touch, but it wasn't because I didn't know enough. I just knew too much. Does that make me crazy?

Hehe...I love good song lyrics.