posted on Nov, 15 2010 @ 09:58 PM
I'm really enjoying reading all of your experiences, and to answer the death questions about traveling through space...yes, it was like a wormhole.
I died in my dream, I floated up, and I could see the earth. I turned and looked out into space, and it was then that it became dark. I suddenly
became aware that I was dead and very, very, VERY alone! It terrified the hell out of me, and my thoughts were not necessarily about me, but about my
family. I felt my heart racing in a sheer panic, and I remembered thinking, "NO! I'm not ready to go - I'm not done yet!" Then WHOOSH! The
stars zoomed past me so freaking fast, with me traveling toward a light, and it felt as though I literally slammed into my body. The feeling jolted
me so hard that I not only woke up my spouse, but I almost fell out of bed. I was crying, I was shaking, and I swear to you I have never been so
terrified in my whole life. The experience itself wasn't bad....but the emotion and the realization that my life was over and I had to leave my
family....THAT'S what got to me. I was more worried about them. Even in my best moments of imagination, I could never have duplicated what I felt
at that moment. No one can ever tell me it wasn't real, because it most certainly was. Nightmares are a lot different.
I like theorizing about the dimensional stuff. Even if we're all off the mark, SOMETHING will be correct. Just by the mere fact that we're
discussing it, the idea is becoming conscious. Maybe this will be one of those 100th Monkey Effect kind of things. I'm leaning towards the belief
though, that even just by imagining something, we've created it, and it WILL exist somewhere. If we imagine it, yet don't act physically on it,
then we've chosen the path of no action. Somewhere, another us has imagined it and chosen to act on it, which is a scary thought, considering what
many people spend their time thinking or obsessing about. This reminds me of the ancient Chinese notion of "see no evil, hear no evil, speak no
evil", since the belief came from the fact that what we hear influences our thoughts and words, what we see influences our thoughts and words, and
our words come directly from our thoughts, which create the universe.
I'm reminded of the verse in the Bible that states:
John 1:1
In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.
How much more clearer can it get than that? Perhaps the debates should never be about religion, but more about "what" God is. It seems to me that
God is energy, and that same energy is within us to be able to direct and apply for good (God's will), not for selfish reasons (evil), yet we are
babies and have no clue what we're doing or that we're even doing it. Again, I'll use the analogy of giving a loaded gun to a toddler who's never
seen a gun before.
This goes a long way in helping me to understand WHY meditating is important. It clears and relaxes the mind....the engine room of the creative
forces in the universe. If I am at least partially correct in ANY of my theories here, what a fascinating world this will become very shortly!