posted on Sep, 17 2010 @ 02:45 AM
Hey everyone, Ive been reading over this site for a few months now, and finally joined a few weeks ago. I havent really felt the urge to post yet.
It seems like by the time I usually read through a thread some has already stated a similiar ideal or opinion. Also, it seems like there is a ton of
arguing on almost every conspiracy thead on here, nonetheless, I find the site extremely interesting.
I got into conspiracies, from youtube, when I first watched Loose Change. It blew my mind. I did a lot research on the topic, and have my own
opinions about 9/11 now. But that film got me going. Then I found Alex Jones. I know that a lot of people have differing opinions about him, But at
the time I just watched a few of his films. This was the first time I had heard about the Federal Reserve, Eugenics, Bilderburg, and the New World
Order. Regardless of your opinion of him, he has put out some good information.
My brain was going crazy, I watched almost every government conspiracy video I could find, trying to learn as much as could. For awhile, i could
hardly sleep. I couldnt stop thinking about all this new info, and trying to figure out what I could do about it. I wanted to tell everyone I read,
everything I had learned. I spent hours on the CIA website looking through declassified files. I ordered lots of books by a lot of different people,
I wanted to learn all I possibly could.
After a while, you sort of run out of new info to research, or you hear a new theory that seems plausible and it makes you rethink your old theory.
And then realize there are conspiracy theories about conspiracy theories. And you find out about the death of Bill Cooper, and you wonder just why
the hell is Alex Jones still alive.
Anyway, Here I am today... Still searching for answers, but a lot more cautious as to what I beleive. The most important lesson I think I have
learned is that life still goes on. You realize the great things about life, that dont involve government coverups. The things you enjoy everyday,
that arent part of some global plan for world domination. The world may end tommorrow or 1000 years from now, but You cant live you life in constant
fear and paranoia.
Any way that is where Im at right now. trying to maintain some kind of balance between the the quest for the answers, and the pursuit of happiness.
And the best thing I can do to wake people up is to just get them thinking.
Well thats my introduction. I wasnt planning on doing this, But I went to post a new thread in a different forum, and found out that I need 20 post
first. So, I figured I'd start here.
If you read through it all, i appreciate your time.