Hi all,
I have been reading ATS for about three or four years. I have been apprehensive about signing up until now.
I have always known that if there is a list of 'undesirables' or 'subversives' then I was already there, I just did not want to give them fodder
for thought.
I can see now that if there is a list then it is being held by a group whose time is nearing a swift and painful end, so why not be a thorn! LOL
So, here I am, I am in New Mexico (yeah yeah, the other Mexico). I grew up here but I lived across Texas most of my adult life. Army brat so Germany
was my most influential early years. Ex-Air Force myself, a short career at best, but time spent in the UK was so worth it. Met my Partner in the
Air Force--23 years now...gotta love the military for that!
I live on a farm, I raise chickens, I have dogs, rabbits, budgies, lovebirds, fish and now I have two turkeys. I am a gardener although this year I
have some sad news on the Garden front (maybe good for future posts). I can see the effects first-hand of our Sun and how the plants are responding.
I can attest to the overuse of pesticides, herbicides, and I am witness to insects overcoming the next best products; they are becoming immune where
we are failing ourselves. (I refuse to use Herbicides, and I am partial to organic pesticides), but the farm uses them.
I am witness to Migratory birds who use the Rio Grande Valley. I am witness to Butterflies that use this avenue as well. I watch the stars when I
can, I love Stellarium, it is so user friendly.
OK, well that is it I guess, nothing exciting.
I used to be active in Numerology, but now I am realizing the detriment it has for me. It is best to stop trying to see. I am a natural Lucid
Dreamer; I began lucid states while in the crib. I am happy to report that my last lucid dream was over a year ago. I am happy to report that the
rumble in my ears has stopped. I am happy to report my unexplained vertigo has stopped.
I am empathic. I am intuitive. I am a Scorpio. I have crossed over and returned. I believe in Demons and Angels. I believe in our Lords above!
Spiritually I am both Male and Female. Physically I am Male. Emotionally I am Female. Sexually I am Neutral.
Yes, I still hear voices, everyone hears them it is only a question of whether you understand the voices or not. I am comforted by my own thoughts at
this later stage in my life (I say later because I still think I am in my 20s in my brain). The closer I get to 50 the more astounded I am, it almost
seems like a shift in time rather than living that long.
I am a pretty good cook and have taken to preparing every meal from scratch. This might explain the above about sounds and vertigo. I did the
Colloidal Silver for a year during the Flu scare, I supplement with Iodine now, and I keep Potassium Iodide nearby for that oh-so-bright explosion if
that should ever happen.
I have planted every fruit tree I can get my hands on. I have planted every fresh herb that will tolerate me. I take a great interest in flowers and
medicinal plants, and I have a collect of shamantic plants (uh-oh, they are breaking out the list now). I have a nice collection of seeds. I have a
hobby greenhouse.
I am an End-Times Shaman. I can see the worst of any situation in my mind. I can visualize it all down to the finest details. I discovered a long
time ago that if I can visualize something then it can manifest; I try to limit which direction it takes. It works both ways, seeing the best or
seeing the worst and then watching it unfold. If it was not meant to be I will not see it, or I will see it change as I witness it and then I realize
that there is truly a Hidden Hand above us all with intent.
I Love living things. I Love the Sun. I Love the planet.
That's me in a nutshell. I am sure you will find me quite open in thought.
I type too much! LOL