posted on Jun, 5 2004 @ 07:05 PM
I am looking for information ( help ) for many years now I have seen heard and felt things. Extremely bad dreams about death and evil things. I have
had this on and off my whole life from 5 yrs old, but fairly constant since late 1995. I hear things no matter where I go...they say they are
demons..i can feel their breath on my ears. I see white orbs, black figures,
2 ghosts, a red spider the size of a plate and a black spider that was attacked by a white orb. I saw an aura once when I was a teenager. For a long
time I thought I was insane but I doubt it now. I heard up to seven voices at a time in 1995 and very things would go through my mind and I would
fight it. Now the voices are down to 1 - 3 usually not at once. I am being touched by what I belive to be a succubus ( maybe not ) I am awake when it
happens and at the same time my feet are speared and feel hot. In 1995 I was bitten in a vision while i was awake this person bit the right side of
my head and thats when the voices started. One of the voices from the woods or sky says it's certain real people and claims to be God, Jesus, The
Arch Angel Michael, the devil, the beast from the sky and the antichrist. For the past 2 weeks or so that voice tells me I'm going to die during the
night. I have seen myself die 2 times while awake, both are violent. Needless to say it's real, or I'm nuts or It's real and I'm nuts. I have
nightmares quite often......why can't I just see a UFO that would be cool. ( some comedic relief ) when I try to pray or read the bible either bad
thoughts will pop into my head or the words will change...sometimes dramatically.