A Strange Feeling as of Late...

I know the 2012 thing has been misinterpreted and talked about soooo much, but does anyone think these feelings and experiences are maybe leading up to a culmination at that time? I wonder... the other poster who said that this could be the "beginning of the beginning," does anyone put much stock into this idea also? I don't know a lot about the 2012 thing, but I've read a bit about some different theories.

reply to post by Ellie Sagan


Ellie,

I don't believe the 2012 mass media hype to hold much stock at all.
The MSM will pick up on an idea or ideas as much for disinfo as for control.
By control I mean that if enough people literally buy into the hype, they will probably look to TPTB to save them...so instead of losing their grip on the masses who have start to awaken to the script handed to them, with a minimal amount of effort, they turn the tables and the mental slavery continues. People looking to be led and lied to.

I see things this way, IF and it's a big 'IF', the earth goes through complete destruction, there's not a lot we can do. That's why it's important to focus on what we CAN do, and that's focusing on ourselves - our real selves, not these bodies. You are not a body with a soul, you are a soul with a body. That's where my 'reality' is.

What I meant by 'the beginning of the beginning' is for all of us who are awake, we are now only starting our journey...this is just the beginning of the journey and I'm personally feeling the connection with everyone who is posting here.

Much love...

Originally posted by Ellie Sagan
I know the 2012 thing has been misinterpreted and talked about soooo much, but does anyone think these feelings and experiences are maybe leading up to a culmination at that time? I wonder... the other poster who said that this could be the "beginning of the beginning," does anyone put much stock into this idea also? I don't know a lot about the 2012 thing, but I've read a bit about some different theories.

Hello Ellie,

TS and the rest of you may find this interesting. it's only an idea, but I caught an interesting video from a former Occult Channeler now switched to religeon. not the real point, but some of the things he commented about from his former days was rather.. starteling.

He said that the High priest of the Canadian Occult, dealign with Demons, and the like, had a plan, the demons and such did.

The demons will present themselves as being from far off planets, and giving vaulable advice as to how to save the planet from destruction, and garner in a Glorius new age".

Goto 6:30 in the video.. and watch from there. or watch the whole thing.

THe video is Here.

But speaks of a plan I think ties into the whole concept of which TS spoke of regaring a hyphonated name. Which i will not repeat.

Now i am not a horribly religeous person. you won't catch me thumping any book or such. but. I do believe some things.

Anything is possible, but I figured I'd put this up for the group consumption and see what you all think.

Originally posted by truthseeker1984
reply to post by davidmann

 

addendum: I have noticed, however, that I have been unable to contact my guides, and those of others, at all in the past few months. It's like they are unable to make a call for some reason. I liken this to a massive telephone blackout, except on the spiritual side of things. I am fearing for the worst, and hoping for the best.

[edit on 2-3-2010 by truthseeker1984]

funny you mention that...about being unable to contact guides. I've had one guide for years now that i communicate with regularly. he hasnt been around as much as of late. BUT...there seem to be new guides contacting me. energies that i dont recognize, but somehow they still feel similar. they've been trying to help me to...well, im not sure. they're just trying to help me. they keep encouraging me to relax, and breathe, to let go of fear and to trust the process. they just keep telling me to have faith that the universe knows what its doing, and that theres no reason to be afraid. just to be full of love and acceptance.

reply to post by Cygnis


Cygnis, I watched what you said to watch, and I have to say that this sounds a lot like more book thumping nonsense. I mean, I could see something like this happening, and maybe the reason that we're "waking up" so to speak is to be able to see through the "grand deception." If these beings decide to do this and take flesh and blood forms, they are taking a great gamble at making themselves vulnerable to not only regular means of defense (guns, knifes, swords, whatever) but they also risk dealing with those of us who can indeed see through the whole thing.

I have watched the next part after the one that you highlighted, and it sounds very much like the Christian rhetoric that has been spewed time and time again about how people like us are the deceived, etc.

As far as I am concerned this video and this man is nothing but a Christian Propagandist.

Thanks for posting anyway, because it was an interesting watch.

reply to post by devilishlyangelic23


DA, what concerns me even more is the fact that I still feel that there is some sort of "telephone blackout" on the spiritual realm. I'm not sure if they are doing it on purpose, or if there is some outside force preventing them from communicating, but I am still worried none-the-less.

I have also noticed an increase in the amount of shadowpeople claims, as well as hauntings. This isn't just because of the MSM accounts on the ghost hunting shows, but from my own observations and cases as well. My email was inundated last week with about 20 emails from various families around my area, and as far as 200 miles away asking for my help. I don't advertise and I only go by word of mouth, and friends of friends told them about me. They are all having similar occurrences as far as seeing mysts and shadowfigures, etc. I'm going to be very busy for the next few months, and this is only a part time hobby of mine.

reply to post by truthseeker1984


one of the interesting things that has happened to me lately, is hearing weird voices. i was in the kitchen one night cooking and i could hear a breathing/sighing type sound behind me. i turned to see if it was my dog standing there whining for food, but she wasnt there, she was asleep on the couch. then a few moments later i heard another sighing sound, this one was clearly female. they sounded disembodied, like how an EVP would sound, but i could hear it clearly. and i felt a presence approx 4 feet away from me.

i also had an instance where i was alone in the living room and all of a sudden smelled a very sweet mens cologne. i searched my living room high and low to find that smell. i went through all of my dads (i still live at home) different body sprays and colognes and nothing matched. about 2 days later i smelled it again outside in the backyard. there were no people around me at all, it was a windy day in a canadian winter, and the smell lingered for a couple minutes.

and im wondering what these spiders in our peripheral vision are? i've had some weird encounters with them crawling along the floor, or on the wall next to my head. and im having strange encounters with live spiders too. i had a weird thing happen with a spider not long ago, and i was pretty sure that it was a normal occurrence but maybe not? i had a spider hang out on the bathroom wall next to the sink for almost a full 2 days. probably about 40 hours. out in the open, in the bright bathroom, and it stayed in the exact same spot, give or take a couple inches...but it didnt go anywhere for almost 2 days. is that weird?

*edit to add* that the past 2 days...since the quake...i've wanted to do nothing other than sleep. after close to a week without getting sound sleep, i've been sleeping almost non stop...

[edit on 3-3-2010 by devilishlyangelic23]

Originally posted by truthseeker1984
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I'll be checking in again today to see if anybody had any weird dreams last night.

-truthseeker

Weird dreams. Check! Although, I have been having an extremely difficult time remembering them lately. Last night I had a vivid dream about the Norway Spiral. Vivid in the sense I remember being there up close and watching it, but the details are hazy. I remember it only because it happened right before my usual 2:34am ‘wake-up call’ and it stuck in my memory. Frustration! That’s it! I’m putting paper and pen beside the bed because, it’s starting to really bother me that I can’t remember my dreams with much success for the last few months.

I do believe in synchronicity, as people call it. On the subject of feelings:

Personally, I feel like the universe is screaming at me in my oblivion. And if I ignore something, it keeps coming back in mysterious little ways until I pay attention to it. Things I barely give a second look to will keep popping up. These are seemingly random, but then the ‘EUREKA’ moment occurs, I think, “wait a minute…” It sends shivers down my spine. Not so much déjà vu anymore (I used to get that all the time), it’s more like something that triggers a full-on chain of thoughts and events that lead to what I’m intended to focus on. Things out of the normal run of things. These connections are happening more and more frequently. It’s palpable. I won’t clutter your thread with the many varied examples, but they are there.

Another scenario:

I believe thoughts are key. This is why I make every attempt every day to catch myself if I start to feel negativity creeping up. This is also weird. (I have a point I’m getting to I promise!) Bouts of complete anger and negativity rushing to the surface out of nowhere. It’s as though something needs to be purged. I say this is weird because when I look to my past for clues to my life: The proverbial “shoe on the other foot” has always been my MO. Friendly and optimistic; helpful, reasonable and compassionate. I say this not to stand on a pedestal, I say it because of late, the exact opposite has been bubbling to the surface. What I mean to say is that out of nowhere, for NO identifiable reason, I find all these doom-filled, negative or judgmental thoughts just pop in my head. This is not who I am. This big bad cloud will loom over my head. Walking down the street, I’ll disdain random strangers. My normally patient, happy nature goes out the window. I notice it in others too: finger-pointing and sanctimony where once there was understanding and acceptance. I’m ashamed and saddened by this very recent tendency. It leaves me feeling raw and exposed. It’s like all this negativity or hurt goes right through me. But I take solace and heed the fact that I’ve identified/reconized that it is unusual, and needs to be remedied. The split second I feel this out-of-character negativity pop in, I consciously say stop or no. I try to breathe it out. And it usually works. Could it be that these occurances are what people refer to psychic attacks? I’m baffled. Moreover: I’ve noticed it’s much more blatant during the rash of severe weather events. Maybe because the weather has been erratic with a lot more frequency I’m connecting dots where there aren’t any? Has anyone else been battling this unexplainable anger?

It’s very disheartening. OH! FYI: Just this second there came a rash of sparkles ("white spiders" lol)! Is this a good sign?!! I'm almost embarrassed typing that in, but there you go..

I’m trying to piece this all together.

Edit: typing


[edit on 3-3-2010 by Auntie Matter]

i had very vivid dreams the entire night, and i dont remember a thing from them. the only thing i remember is waking up and wanting to go back to sleep...back to the dream...

Originally posted by zosomike

.......... We're much more in tune with the natural frequency or vibrations, wavelengths etc and as we know, the power of nature/the universe, is infinitely more powerful than anything synthetic.
These 'feelings' of unease, 'speeding-up' , sleeplessness etc might be simply a universal 'signal' (as it were) as a 'jolt' (that so many have also experienced) to make sure we are awake and aware.

Could it be that the more of us realise who we are, that our collective consciousness can raise?

I reckon we're experiencing the 'beginning of the beginning', and it's a pleasure to be on this journey with all of you!

Much love...

Lovely, thank you for this. I just re-read this post. "The beginning of the beginning..." I love that.

I believe it IS a matter of choice: to wallow in speculation and despair, or to embrace hope and optimism. CHOOSE to focus on the good at the heart of it regardless of all evidence to the contrary. I find the hardest thing to do is to disregard that which saps you of your focus and energy. To truly discern from within is a tall order with all the apparent chaos surrounding us. The distractions that confuse the underlying magic of it all: our combined experience. We are tuned in, whether we choose to notice or ignore the signs is up to each of us. Personal responsibility for all our thoughts and actions is the key. Let your actions follow your heart and the chips will fall where they may.



[edit on 3-3-2010 by Auntie Matter] Darn typos!

[edit on 3-3-2010 by Auntie Matter]

Originally posted by devilishlyangelic23
reply to post by truthseeker1984

 

i also had an instance where i was alone in the living room and all of a sudden smelled a very sweet mens cologne. i searched my living room high and low to find that smell. i went through all of my dads (i still live at home) different body sprays and colognes and nothing matched. about 2 days later i smelled it again outside in the backyard. there were no people around me at all, it was a windy day in a canadian winter, and the smell lingered for a couple minutes.



[edit on 3-3-2010 by devilishlyangelic23]

Did it smell like Marzipan??? strange question but there is a reason

Strange dreams, not that I remember, although I wqs attacked again last night. by whatever decided it wanted a go. Soon dispatched.

Although once more I have a banging headache ......again!

reply to post by JakiusFogg


i dont know what marzipan smells like it smelled like an expensive sweet mens cologne...distinctly the smell of cologne

Okay, I have some updates in my life that have happened to me recently that I feel would be a good contribution to this thread.

First of all, my dreams last night were insanely realistic. I was utterly convinced what was happening in my dreams was reality. One of the spookiest things I remember from the dream was that someone I know said "but the end is coming anyway, so it doesn't matter." I thought that was really strange and there was definitely a since of urgency in my dream. I was actually packing up my clothes and heading off somewhere, but I do not know where or why.

I have still been seeing those damn spiders! Also Energy fields are becoming more visible to me, and no its not the trailing thing from staring at something for too long. I tested it out today and the trailing thing and the energy fields I have been seeing are two totally different things.

I still have that incredibly ancy feeling. I have to dance to kill all of this excess energy I have, but that's not necessarily a bad thing! Dancing is really fun and relieves tension. I just made a thread about dancing yesterday that you should check out.

reply to post by SolarE-Souljah


UPDATE

I contacted a family member of mine who is very affluent in these types of things, and she has become a very close spiritual mentor in recent years. She has had the same problems that we have all been experiencing, and both of her children are also experiencing the same exact thing, with the addition of seeing moving shadows right in front of their eyes. My family member has seen the same thing.

Her family recently moved into a new house a few months ago. I mean brand new. They had it built. She immediately started picking up on some paranormal activity throughout the house, accompanied by very dark dreams and fitful sleep. She's feeling everything we are feeling, so I know straight away that something is up. She states the same 6-7 day feelings that we are all having. I asked her about the "energy spiders" and she has had no experience and no explanation for them. I almost wonder if the energy around us is rewriting itself. I'm starting to feel a very Matrix-esque feel to this whole thing, in the respects that Neo could see the programming itself. I'm wondering if this reality is starting to unravel bit by bit and we're the only ones that are able to see it.

Very interesting indeed.

I'll be visiting a collegiate library next week which has a very large section on extremely old texts, and I'll be flying through everything from Sumerian texts all the way up to the Bible (for posterity's sake) just to see what all of them have to say about endgame.

If any of you start picking up on names, no matter how crazy sounding they are,

WRITE THEM DOWN

If there are any names, I will collect them and start running them through the books and see what I can figure out.

Keep me updated everybody...I have a feeling things are going to be picking up even more very soon....

Originally posted by truthseeker1984

Originally posted by speaknoevil07
I don't know if this helps but today while at a stop light the ground was moving? I mean it looked like things were out of focus for a moment. This moment last about 30 seconds and I was very concerned....I mean I felt like the view in front of me was wavy-like. I have not noticed this before. It was not my contacts or anything......like time was out of sync or something........
I was silently kinda panicing when the light changed and I reflexly shifted and went on thru the light........I have not noticed any other changes today. I would not have even mentioned it except the OP mentioned magnets........and this is what I would describe my experience as.......like magnets were messed up and I sensed it. ............ it was very unnerving for a moment.
Maybe this is nothing but I wanted to support the OP.

Are you in an area known for seismic activity? It could have been a minor tremor, although I wouldn't discount something else just quite yet. Thanks for your insight...hopefully more people have had the same occurrences.

I think alot of this has to do with seismic activity, and I sense a strong welling of magma for some reason, under the ground.

But there is another kind of headache many are experiencing, due to the high grade energy that is coming in. In August, when it really hit, (and was told afterwards, had no idea that this was happening), had a burning head, strong headache and had to nap for hours in the afternoon, very psi moments, many experiences.

I think this is something that will increase, and many more will begin to remember, and recognize each other, and that they really are family, memories will return and they will activate more and more. Now though, we are affected, and an feel ill, discomfort, emotional disturbances, childhood wounds and scars, lifetime memories can surface.
So a cleansing of issues will occur. For those not working with raising frequencies, this can be harder.

Actually, now that you mention it...

I would say probably sometime around August of last year I felt a bit of a "force disturbance", as you referenced in your first post. It really wasn't anything I was too familiar with. It also was not something like what you described. Mine was simply a "bad feeling" looming over me. Honestly, it just felt like something bad was coming up soon. Keep in mind, this was something like half a year ago. Also, this feeling made itself known shortly after I got into the field of energy work. In that case, it could very well have been my mind playing tricks on me. I cannot be certain though since I had a friend with me who was also into energy work and he claimed he felt the same thing. Now that I've read your post I want to say that the feeling hasn't ever really gone away.

Unfortunately, that's really as far as I can go in the way as what's happening to me. Further more, I have no idea what it could be or if there is any relation between the feelings...My apologies. If I'm not mistaken, you posted your topic in January? It's been almost two months...have the occurrences receded?

edit::
actually, it seems as though I am really late on this topic, this am very behind. Still hope the post is somewhat helpful, I'll read more about what's going on now in the thread. My bad.

[edit on 4-3-2010 by philosearcher]

Stuart Wilde talks about the spiders, and says they come and drain your energy in the night, sounds about right, if we are on the subject of sleeplesness

I wish I could quote all the people who are so spot on with what I am feeling/experiencing at the moment.,, somebody said 'when you move your hand, do you see double'... I laughed out loud to that, yes! Somebody else said sometimes when they are lying down they feel like there is an immense light beaming out of them... yes to that too...

Black, colbolt blue, bright purple, and white light dots are constant,, voices coming out of me that are not mine but appear to be? channeling

Last night I had decided to go to bed early, but woke up feeling like I hadnt even slept at all. In fact this morning was a very strange energy. 3rd March.

Ive been battling with this sleep gig for more than a year now,.. I highly recommend to anyone, 5Htp, and valerian,,, I down the Valerian like theres no tomorrow, (well there isnt), and it 'seems' to help... but most of the time theres that 3am wake up, ... In fact, I feel happy and lucky when I havent woken up at 3am and lay there waiting for my alarm to go off...Its like a little bonus for me!

For a while there I was getting these huge flashes of light out of nowhere while I was lying in bed. I chose the denial path for a while, and blamed my ipod. But it wasnt my ipod...

Somebody spoke about how we are taking from the earth, and nows the time to give back... If that is the case, then... loads of meditation, water, yoga, organic food, sleep when you can and staying positive and calm amidst the panic... I think I can handle the trade

I like your theory Truthseeker, ... the thing that put me on edge a bit was the force that is controlling our minds.. but hey, who ever said we were in control...

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reply to post by truthseeker1984


TS,

I've just posted on the thread you just have!!!
More and more are waking up to the feeling...!

I'm excited as I type this. I also used the word Synchronicity and then reading the rest of the page, saw that you had. The 'time' seems to be right for the positive change we need.

We're on the brink of something great my friend, and the more who become aware, the better for us all!

Much love...

reply to post by Jacqua

somebody said 'when you move your hand, do you see double'... I laughed out loud to that, yes!

I am glad I could brighten your day.

Seriously though, I do it constantly just because it looks cool. I bet I look crazy doing it too...

Have you ever astrally projected? I think being able to see "two hands" is because of this dual/body thing going on.

At least, that is my opinion.