A Strange Feeling as of Late...

Sol, very happy to see you in light of the events of the week. Glad you are still with us.

Timid, I have to tell you I am excited about you being here with us. As you will see as you read through the thread, there are several of us empaths here. Not all of us are still here, but a few are. I am sure we can all give you a perspective on it. It is all about learning your own tolerable levels and then occasionally pushing that envelope. Once you learn what you can take without melting down, you can control your reactions to other people's thoughts and emotions.

For me, events like what has happened and is still happening in Japan are the ones that can take me to my knees. Poor Tragic found that out yesterday when she got a very emotional U2U from me. (I will read that in a minute too sweet Tragic.) The Deepwater Disaster was very hard for me to deal with as well. I feel what those poor people are going through, both currently and in the future and it takes a lot for me to turn that emotion off. I do a lot of praying to my deity, talking to others about it, and then after a bit I can take a step back and be more calm about it.

It is all a learning process about how to make it through and how best to use your incredible gift to assist others.

We are all here for you and all new posters who honestly want to share and experience these changes with us. Come along for the ride, all of you new posters and become part of our journey with us!

reply to post by Metropolis1927


You said, "My dreams are very odd and recently I'm seeing lots of geometrical stuff. A few nights ago the Eye of Horus was in my dream glowing, morphing into words and other symbols, of what they mean I have no idea, but I wake feeling it was important and I have learn't something that I can't remember."

I went through a period of this too and then it stopped. I didn't see the Eye of Horus, but I did see symbols and other stuff. It seemed like I was being taught things also, and then not quite remembering it when I woke. I think someone or something or our higher selves or whatever are trying to teach us. I don't know why though. It fascinates me. My dreams have been really messed up more and more lately though. Fearful and weird things. Things are happening in my dreams that put me in situations that I didn't think I could imagine. They aren't representative of me.

reply to post by timidgal


I am very glad you got over your fear of ridicule. This is a safe place. We don't judge. What you described happening to you lately happened to me too. I'm better now though. I wish I had words of wisdom for you, but I honestly don't know how I got past the "feeling crazy" kind of thing. I really felt like I was not me, and that I had another person living in me and stifling the real me. I had classic symptoms of depression I guess. I think it's a shifting that we need to do. The transition may be difficult, but you will come through. It helps to share here.

Ah the eye of horus ... Is it just me or is there a lot of Egyptian typed theme going around?
(Please forgive grammar etc. Once again on my ipod and it's difficult to fix errors if not caught at once. I need to reclaim my computer from my son!)

Phoenix - Kyushu ... I don't know if you've heard. I just saw this as I was making this post. But Kyushu is an island that just had a volcanic eruption, it's just to the south of Japan I believe (it was such a quick little piece of information) and they're trying to figure out if the earthquake triggered it. I saw it on CNN but I'm sure if you do a search you can find better info than I've been able to relay.

But as for the Eye of Horus, I would suggest you dig deeper into that. I was having dreams relating to what you speak of. It's absolutely amazing what you will find.

Ceri - I'm glad I could be there for you. I only wish there was more I could do. But as you know, anything/anytime you need, if it's within my power I'm always here

reply to post by Tragic


Ooo I'll have a looksie when I get to work, thank you!

- Phoenix

Today was a bizzare dreamlike day.

Recurring dreams that I have been having for the past 2 years all came to frution today...

I can't even begin to describe it...

This week is going to be SOOO event filled you don't even know.

Be prepared.

reply to post by Tragic


It seems you were right, found a thread regarding this (Clicky). Shinmoe-dake, Kyushu (Wikipedia Link) erupted on Sunday 13th March.




Source

When the volcano in question first erupted, it was reported that there was no magma movement beneath the surface, and that means it is unlikely to lead to a full-scale eruption. However, volcanologists are now worried that the moving tectonic plates have forced magma to build in Shinmoedake and will cause a premature eruption that was unpredicted. Out of all the volcanoes in the Kirishima range, the Shinmoedake volcano is the most active.

This is more for my benefit/memory:

dream - 10/3 6-7pm JST
quake - 11/3 2.45pm JST
volcano - 13/3 (can't find time)



- Phoenix

reply to post by phoenix_zephyr


Well, I made the post at 7:18pm (EST time)and at the time as the begining of my post suggests I was actually just replying to some other posts. As i was typing away it popped up as "breaking news" on CNN. It was an extremely short piece on it. So I would assume it would have to be close to that 7:18pm time at least somewhat. If I come across anything, I'll keep you updated.

Love you to pieces

reply to post by Tragic


7.18pm EST -> 12.18am UK -> 9.18am JST I think anyway, though that would make it the 14th? Thank you anyway!

- Phoenix

Yeah that's just when I saw the news alert on it.
But if you look at this post which I tried to link earlier but failed heh
Japan volcanic activity
Hope that one works. But it was posted at 10 something in the morning.

Love you to pieces & sorry about the mess up with the link. I should have checked it before I posted.

Originally posted by Ceriddwen

For me, events like what has happened and is still happening in Japan are the ones that can take me to my knees. Poor Tragic found that out yesterday when she got a very emotional U2U from me. (I will read that in a minute too sweet Tragic.) The Deepwater Disaster was very hard for me to deal with as well. I feel what those poor people are going through, both currently and in the future and it takes a lot for me to turn that emotion off. I do a lot of praying to my deity, talking to others about it, and then after a bit I can take a step back and be more calm about it.

It is all a learning process about how to make it through and how best to use your incredible gift to assist others.

We are all here for you and all new posters who honestly want to share and experience these changes with us. Come along for the ride, all of you new posters and become part of our journey with us!

I was too overwhelmed with what I was going through to even log on yesterday, Ceriddwin, and you described exactly what happened to me (brought me to my knees). Unfortunately, the person I was with when this tide of emotions hit me is an academic and she was ill prepared for seeing her usually rational friend disintegrate like that. She's called me 20 times since then and though she still sees everything though a scientific lens, she says that my reaction was so acute, it truly scared her and she's now becoming one of my biggest advocates in trying to help me through this. I can't even remember what I said to her in the moment be she tells me that it was so profound and tangible that even someone who functions from a purely academic/scientific point of view can't deny the "sanity" of it. I've hidden it for many years but now it appears that the dam has broken open.

Thanks to you and everyone for the assurances that the time will come when I can control it. I really don't want to live an isolated existence and didn't realize how much that was happening because I've been so overwhelmed by the feelings until I started to write here. I've been doing lots of reading on it and might call on some of you for personal guidance if that's okay. I'm finding that the fear I've lived with for so long is pale in comparison to what is going on around us and how selfish it might be for me to deny something that could be useful to others when all is said and done.

Peace and light to all,
MJ

reply to post by Ellie Sagan
Just knowing there's a place to find understanding and empathy (no pun intended) has been such a relief! I feel like Sally Field but instead of saying "they love me - they really love me" I'm saying "they believe me - they really believe me AND I'm not crazy!!"

Peace and light,
MJ

reply to post by SolarE-Souljah
I don't want to leave any acknowledgement out because of my brief hyatus, SolarE. I feel incredibly welcome and accepted and...relieved...to have found you guys (put a lot of thought into that adjective).

Love and light,
MJ

Originally posted by timidgal
I really don't want to live an isolated existence and didn't realize how much that was happening because I've been so overwhelmed by the feelings until I started to write here. I've been doing lots of reading on it and might call on some of you for personal guidance if that's okay. I'm finding that the fear I've lived with for so long is pale in comparison to what is going on around us and how selfish it might be for me to deny something that could be useful to others when all is said and done.

For most folks, it isn't selfish, it is self preservation, and we are all bound to have to preserve ourselves at times. Learning to control the empathy is a self preservation so that you can continue on assisting others. Healer, heal thyself. Please, any time you need to talk or vent or what have you, I and many others are here publicly or privately. Whatever feels right to you. We are all going through it, and we need each other as sounding boards, instructors, therapists, friends, and fellow humans. Please, keep us posted on things!

Originally posted by nivekronnoco
reply to post by truthseeker1984

 

It's probably a brain tumor...
bye.

What IF it is not a brain tumor, as many on this thread had been diagonosed as normal without any defects?

I am sure there are real cases of shizoids, where paronioa often comes into play such as being stalked, imaginary friends, and such like. All of these are actually manmade, the result of our masters' social engineering , such as repressive China and stalinist era, to put fear into us, so much so that the weak of mind falls victim to it. TPTB are fully responsible for such cases.

Then there are cases of those who face post traumatic stresses such as war or failed relationships, that the desires, fears or the situation they face caused them to shift their minds to far pleasant memories than the realities they had to face. These you can easily understand by talking to them and digging the facts out of them, and then assisting them back to grounded reality through care and concern. common emotions we all humans only share.

But then, there are other cases of people awakening to a 'reality' that can no longer be hidden, as their 5 senses as well as an educated perceptive minds tells them so, and not what the social engineering media and masters dictate to them.

It is only a collective consciousness, an awakening of not only about ourselves, but our world we live in, as well as senses that are beyond the 5 senses that our shaman scientists are unable to comprehend today, but not in a future time as we advance up our tech and science evolution.

Some claim religion is a leap of faith, but unfortunately, we are but mere 5 years old compared to the agelessness of our universe, and much is still unknown to us, correctly so for we need the foundations of other sciences in order to comprehend with our trusted 5 senses to believe.

One day as we progress up that ladder, will we, christians, jews, muslims, buddhists, atheists, etc, understand fully that religion had not been a leap of faith, a trust on the part of our common Creator whom love all His children so long as they did not hurt or harm each other, but only science in progression.

And today, that awakening is happening before each of our eyes, and may we be given another chance to reach our fullest potential to fulfill our destiny, and correct the errors made by the greedy few.....

How is everyone?
I don't want to be the downer in an already gloomy atmosphere.
So please tell me this ominous foreboding trash is all in my weary head
and overwhelmed heart.

Tell me I'm wrong and mean it, please.

Where are you Sol, I need some sunlight.

reply to post by Tragic


Positive energy has been sent your way.

Yes yes. Very much so.

You are welcome.

reply to post by SolarE-Souljah


Ahhh, Thank you so much!
I've honestly been up all night (about 3:18am est here) contemplating meditation.
I think I'm going to go give it a whirl now.
Wish me luck.
Hell, wish every single last one of us luck.

Love you to pieces
Rose

I've been dealing with my own "nuclear meltdown" in my body since Thursday. I went to bed Wednesday night feeling kinda "off," and when I woke up Thursday morning, I had a full-blown fever, chest cold, etc. I thank the young children at my new position for giving me this nasty virus. Seeing as I am a long-term sub and am getting paid day to day, I went in Thursday to try and "suck it up." Well, I made it through the day (barely). Friday I woke up with a fever of 102.5 and called in right then and there. I gave up the money for the day because I needed to get well. I've been fighting this thing all weekend, and now it feels like it is on its way out. That I am glad for.

The energies in the air have felt muddled the past few days. I cannot make right from left or up from down right now. My equilibrium still feels like it is off, but I don't know whether to blame that on the cold, or whether to blame it on this weird feeling in the air.

I'll update more when I'm feeling better. I don't want to mistake the effects of a cold for something else in the air.

Much love to you all.




Peace be with you.

-truthseeker