A Strange Feeling as of Late...

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I hope you are having a good time going through this beast of a thread! And yes, I think we have all noticed the lull in activity in the past weeks. I had a theory about ten pages back about these "feelings" going through waves, and I had been working very hard at taking all the empirical evidence from this thread and applying it to real world events (natural disasters, earthquakes, volcanoes, etc.), however, it has turned into a beast of a project, and I have decided that for the time being, I need to put it on the backburner. It was taking up too much of my "real world" time, and while I think it will be a rewarding project once I complete it, for right now, it's just too much. If you have any more personal experiences or events to share, please feel free to!


Peace be with you.

-truthseeker

There is definitely a sense of calm in the air, but it feels like the calm before the storm type of thing.

I see the energy picking back up this week. I already feel it.

Stay in touch all, and let's see what happens.

Originally posted by SolarE-Souljah
There is definitely a sense of calm in the air, but it feels like the calm before the storm type of thing.

I see the energy picking back up this week. I already feel it.

Stay in touch all, and let's see what happens.

This.


I know what you're talking about Sol. It almost feels like a sort of electricity in the air. I've been waiting for a while to comment on it, just to make sure that it wasn't just me. I don't feel it coming on as strong as it has in the past, but there's definitely some sort of energy again in the air. I wonder if this energy that we're feeling is in anyway related to the Middle East conflicts right now? The people over there are putting a lot of tension-filled energy in the air as they struggle for their freedom. Makes you wonder...


On a personal note, I've been undergoing a personal transformation for almost a month now. I've found that my connection to the higher power has been severely hampered for a while now. I decided to take it upon myself to not only change my body, but my mind as well. It's been hard. It's been very hard. My body training started with cardio and meditation, and I have added the weights back in after a bit of time off. I didn't realize that taking a few months off from lifting takes its toll on one's body. On the mental front, I've been doing a New York Times crossword a day (although I never complete them...lol), and I also use the meditation as a way to exercise my mind again. I have come to realize that the body is truly the conduit for the mind, and without a healthy body, one cannot expect to have a healthy mind and a conduit to the forces that are out there.

Anyway, I'm feeling a lot better than I have in a long, long time, and after dropping 8 lbs. in a little under a month, I can expect that the coming months will yield the same.

I hope you are all well. Much love.




Peace be with you.

-truthseeker

hey people!

i have too many things to tell but i'm keeping it for myself... weird times are passing on my life and i'm working very hard in one of those things i always knew and never paid enough attention... it was like recalling i had a drill while i was triying to make a hole in a wall with a needle...
weird, weird times.... but i'm kinda happy and energetic enough to take this as it is!
Love to you all

-Cags

Hey guys. This is a big week for all of us.

I don't know about you, but my energy and power is back full force this week.

Great feeling.

Please check into the thread everyone.

I was gifted with a vision of the stag embodying the youth of this generation, to take up their place as the next wave of stewards for the human race. The younger, stronger stag will knock down the old paradigm.

Its happening folks - The tide is turning, and its because of the decisions that each of you are making, no matter how small.

Raise the frequency, and the next wave of stewards that comes after us will completely wash away the shame of the previous age.

Our salvation lies in our deeds, and in the footsteps of our children.

-GM

raising one's frequency is one of the weirdest things that had happened to me lately. I started to feel electrized for a while, now it's only in the mornings... and from time to time is hard to see if i'm awake or still sleeping... weird, weird, weird... but i feel great.

Originally posted by Caggy
raising one's frequency is one of the weirdest things that had happened to me lately. I started to feel electrized for a while, now it's only in the mornings... and from time to time is hard to see if i'm awake or still sleeping... weird, weird, weird... but i feel great.

I've been feeling a constant "buzzing" sensation all over my body since Monday. I've been sleeping better, eating better, and have had more energy for my workouts, and life in general. Whether it's the fact that my body chemistry is changing due to my improved lifestyle, or the fact that the "upwave" that we are feeling is a very positive one, I can't be sure of. We are living in some of the most exciting times, and as I have noticed in my day to day interactions with people in my community, more people are waking up. Every day I get someone calling me or emailing me about "feeling weird" and saying, "This is going to sound weird, but..." It's so exciting to think about, and I can only help but laugh to myself about it all. Our feelings are starting to be confirmed on a world-wide stage. We are on the threshold of something great. I said the same thing when I first started this thread, but I'm starting to truly believe it.

Much love to you all.



Peace be with you.

-truthseeker

Originally posted by truthseeker1984
but I'm starting to truly believe it.

Its good to hear, now are you ready to start emanating such things yourself? thats the "idea" behind all of this whether or not it is "successful" will be determined by the choices that are made by individuals.

It has also come to this ones attention that some are downright afraid of these things, even angry.. So, when opportunities arise, do make sure to let your fellow humans know that we are there for each other. We cant change anothers mind on anything, but we can still let them know we will help them stand should they fall.

Has anyone else been seeing "blackness"? I don't know how to describe it any better. There may be a physical reason for it, but I don't know.

My light is by my bed. At bedtime I turn it off, and there is a moment where my eyes adjust to the darkness. All normal stuff there. However, twice in the last 5 to 7 days it has been pitch black in my room and the adjacent room and also outside, for almost a minute. Here is what alarms me. Usually, I can see streetlights, my nightlight in the bathroom faintly shining through my kitchen and living room, and I can see both of those light sources reflecting off different reflective surfaces in my bedroom. Not very dark normally. The times it was dark it was really dark. Black. No light at all it seemed. It worried me. The first time my husband was with me, so I say something like, "Holy crap it's freakin black in here! Where is the light?!" and he says, "What are you talking about?" I say, "There's no light! don't you see that?" He says, "No, I can see everything." I feel stupid and then shut up. The next time it happened he was working late so I was alone. I was just scared because it was so strange.

Is there a possible physical reason for this that anyone knows about? Have any of you noticed this recently or EVER?

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Hi Ellie I have had that happen a few weeks ago. I awoke and opened my eyes and there was nothing, blackness, no street light shining in. I sit up and even then it is still black as I look around I cannot even see my dogs. Then a weird mesh-like image starts to appear, not coloured still black but in a kinda 3D effect blackness. I lie back down as I think I have went blind, but in a millisecond the whole room goes back to normal. My dogs are still lying on the floor, not moving, no alarm from them. I get up and check that everything is 'real' go to the toilet and when my head hits the pillow I am asleep immediately. I know it wasn't a dream as I didn't flush the toilet as there is toilet paper in it the next morning, so I did get up.
Freaked me out something bad but I tried to rationalise what I experienced but no good explanation comes to mind except the movie The Matrix?
I did a psychology degree and learning about how a newborn sees this world fascinated me as they don't see what we see. Everything they know is learned from us. They don't see their cot, the room, their surroundings the same as we do.
Makes me think that maybe in that split second of consciousness our minds reverted back to the newborn stage and we are seeing what she/he sees in those first few weeks before the brain and body get 'conditioned' by outside influences?

hi everyone,
I hope everyone has been doing well. I've been keeping up with the thread but alas *sigh* I was sick again. Still getting over it. It was a beast of the flu. Fevers of 104 that I couldn't break. I pray none of you catch this round of it.

Anyhow, as far as the blackness goes, I havent experienced that one. Sounds scary, unless I am misunderstanding it. For me I have been getting this strange ... vision... I don't know how to explain it really but I'm going to try. Ok, so it's always as I'm going to sleep or waking up. But my eyes are closed and I can see everything. I've had this happened for the first time, I believe it was about a year ago and it's been happening more and more. I may have even written about it here when it firs started, I don't remember. Anyway, It doesn't look how things would normally look though. It's a darker kind of sight with a bluish/greenish hue to it all. It's not just things in the room I can see. It's through the walls and outside or slightly into the next room. And it doesn't even occur to me that I have my eyes closed until I instinctinvely open them and say "ah wtf". Then I try to close them again in attempts to make it happen again but it doesn't work.

Now, when it first happened I thought ok that's so weird but I know my house. I know where everything is down to what shelf and placement the last yogurt is in my fridge. But then I moved to a new house. So, the whole familiar surroundings theory went out the window for me. I don't know what to make of it. I'm not complaining about it, it isn't frightening, just odd. Anyone else had this happen?

Originally posted by truthseeker1984
I've been feeling a constant "buzzing" sensation all over my body since Monday. I've been sleeping better, eating better, and have had more energy for my workouts, and life in general.

I had this happen for about a week or so I want to say about 6 months ago or so. It was right around the time I went to the Smashing Pumpkns concert here. It was the most lovely feeling. I was happy and I felt 'right'. I'm a bit jealous of you for this. I want it back! hehe Hopefully all in good time. Until then, enjoy it and cherish it.

Majix has been happening very very often for me.

Okay, let me just say, this whole thing about manifesting your reality....

It has taken on a whole new meaning.

I mean seriously, the amount of synchronicity and coincidences as of late just makes me giddy with joy. I love it and I feel oh so powerful.

So many others are feeling it too. More and more and more.

Very good.

Tragic, that vision thing you have described has happened to me twice now. Same situation. Lying there, seeing everything, and then realizing my eyes were closed. VERY strange thing to experience, but interesting too. As soon as I realized my eyes were closed and then opened them, it stopped, just like it did for you.

Sorry to hear you were sick again. I have been battling a head cold for over a week now. Very happy to hear from you though since I was thinking of you last night.

Tragic,

That happens to me all the time, believe it or not. I'll do my afternoon meditation (sometimes "napping" on the couch, which consists of a half-asleep, half-awake type thing....still remain in control of my thoughts, but my body falls asleep), and I can see all of my surroundings through my eyelids. I have read that this is one of the first steps to having an OBE or being able to astral travel. It's actually encouraged in some books I have read. Very interesting experience.

Ellie, I can't personally say that I've ever experienced something such as this, so I can't comment too much on it. Being the person that I am, I like to take the scientific approach before going the route of the paranormal. Perhaps your eyes take longer to adjust to darkness than others? I know that sometimes I'll wake in the middle of the night and everything is inky black. I live on a major highway in my area, and across the street is a gas station with huge flood lights. While they don't directly shine in my window, my bedroom is usually illuminated more than if there were no flood lights (it also doesn't help that it's still snowing like a beast here, and the snow reflects all the city lights too). It's taken my eyes several minutes to adjust at times, and I've chalked it up to a delayed response with my eyes. Perhaps this is what you've been experiencing? Just a suggestion.

Sol, yes, the synchronicity is amazing lately. Looks like we're in for another wild ride.


The buzzing sensation that I had all week last week has subsided as of early this morning. Actually, I feel quite dreadful....not in the physical sense, however. I woke up with a feeling of desperation, anxiety, and I feel cruddy. I can think of one real life situation that would make me feel this way, but I don't really accredit it to that.

Anyone else wake up feeling this way?


Hope you are all well, otherwise. Much love.





Peace be with you.

-truthseeker

Originally posted by truthseeker1984
I woke up with a feeling of desperation, anxiety, and I feel cruddy. I can think of one real life situation that would make me feel this way, but I don't really accredit it to that.

Anyone else wake up feeling this way?

Yup, I woke up to the sound of a crying baby this morning, freaked me a little, especially as I have no children nor do any of the neighbours.

Haven't posted/visited the site in a little while, not really known what to put. Dreams were virtually non-existant for a good couple of months which is odd for me. They seem to be back to "normal" this past week or so though.

- Phoenix

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Thank you for your reply, kalenga. It is a bit (only a bit, hehe) comforting to know that someone else knows what I mean. My incidents were different in that when things became visible again it was only a gradual lightening up of the place, no wierd grid thing like you described. Anyway thanks for your reply.

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Hey truth, that could make sense what you say about the slow adjustment to the darkness. I guess what alarmed me was that I never ever had that experience before, so it really seemed unusual. If there is any slow response time, maybe related to age? I'm getting older now.

Originally posted by Ellie Sagan
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Hey truth, that could make sense what you say about the slow adjustment to the darkness. I guess what alarmed me was that I never ever had that experience before, so it really seemed unusual. If there is any slow response time, maybe related to age? I'm getting older now.

I'm not really sure Ellie, but that could be a reason. I'll do some reading today and see if anything comes up. My parents have both been in the medical profession for years, so I'll ask them as well. In this case, I don't think it's anything paranormal...probably just your eyes getting older and taking longer to adjust.


Phoenix, that's really weird that you should mention the crying baby thing. I've woken out of a sound sleep before to the sound of a crying baby...almost like a phantom voice. It was as if it was crying right into my ear. Very weird. It's good to hear from you!




Peace be with you.

-truthseeker

Heh the crying baby deal; I've had that quite a few times. I do have a young child (3 now) in my home but when I would jump out of bed and go to her room she would be sound asleep. I've just been chalking it up to stress/light sleeper/ always afraid I wouldn't hear her when she was crying/ dreaming. And it still could be one or all of those things. But it didn't sound like a 3 yr old's cry. It's an infant cry. Strange.

Hey Ceri *hugs* How have you been? I hope your daughter and yourself are doing better. I had a dream one evening about the navy and war about a week ago. It made me think of you and say a quiet prayer.

As for the dreadful feeling. I don't have that. I'm sorry you've lost the vibrational high. I wish I could say it comes back for sure but I don't know. I'm certainly hoping so. This is like the first day I've woken up and not felt like death warmed over so I'm pretty excited about that. Stress level is through the roof though and I couldn't tell you why. Everything seems fairly calm as far as I can tell.

I'm so happy I'm feeling well enough to get back into meditation. I've missed it so much (hm maybe that's why my stress is so high) Maybe it will nduce the vibrations again. *fingers crossed*

Love you to pieces