A Strange Feeling as of Late...

reply to post by SolarE-Souljah


psshh, its a drum circle, brother!

come join in!

I'm bored enough to come and tell you all what happened to me last night and the reason why I'm still a little bit creeped...

I was trying to sleep well last night because this weekend was very agitated in my normal waking life... I was laying flat on my bed and started to feel that my hands and feet went to sleep but i didn't... changed position because I started to feel something on my left hand, i don't know what it was... then, i felt like someone was grabbing my wrist and pressing my body down on the bed, then I started to fight and yell "stop this, you bastard! let me alone! I'm more strong than what you think! DON'T MESS WITH ME!" and I bouned back to my body. It felts like I was having an OBE and something was trying to keep myself on my body. All my barriers failed last night, and I don't know what to do to be safe this night so I'm staying awake...
what was that? did somebody else around here had an experience like this?

reply to post by Caggy


Yes. Like I was telling you in chat. But let me share again.

Last night when I was drifting off to sleep, I fell to the floor and felt myself being held down. I kept going like, "no, you cannot do this! I shall resist!" So I jump up and try turn the light on, of course it doesn't turn on. I'm still fighting this entity and I run and try turn on the light in the bathroom. Doesn't turn on. So I run to the living room still fighting this thing.......

And then I wake up.

So yes Cags, I had a similar experience.

reply to post by Caggy


Yes I've had a similar experience very recently, waking up to a forceful entity.

Wrote a thread on it here: www.abovetopsecret.com...

The pot is being stirred so to speak, in different ways for each of us. But the dream time is manifesting things from without and from within that we need to deal with 'right now'.

Can't say why, but we just need to be brave and embrace that immortal part of ourselves that has no reason to fear the darkest of nights.

Let me know if these events continue to persist for each of you, perhaps we can do some shamanic work around it.

Much love and blessings.

-GM

reply to post by Gradius Maximus


Thanks for your answer, Gradius. I'm too shy to share experiences like this one with people I don't know too much, but someone told me you were a good person to talk about this things (ok, it eçwa Truth, don't tell him or he's gonna kill me). If something happens again I'm going to contact you

Wow this thread has really slowed down.

Just wanted to check in.

I am personally doing fantastic. I am keeping very positive and overall the vibes in the air are feeling alright actually. Hope you all are doing decent too.

Please check in and share your thoughts.

Another strange day...

So intense how much life has changed recently.

The world feels different yet I can't quite put my finger on it.

reply to post by SolarE-Souljah


I believe it was quiet due to a general lull.

How is everyone doing?

A Strange Feeling as of Late?

Yes.

This thread has died down recently, but I shall bring it back to life.

TS1984, we were both there when this thread started.

Man, how much has changed, huh?

The things we talked about a year ago... We are now living it.

Every day, more and more.

I feel it. Big time.

We are in the time.

Yeah.

I haven't read the entire thread, so I'm not sure if anyone else feels like this.

For the last few months I have been feeling completely off and very disconnected. My mind feels disconnected from my body and even my mind itself if that makes any sense, sometimes it feels like my "third eye" is pulsating. Everything around me has been feeling like an illusion. I've also been having really strange dreams but they're nothing of significance just a whole lot of random stuff happening...unless there was a message underneath the chaos.

reply to post by DanDeath


Yep, everything you say fits right in with what we have been discussing here.

I encourage you to skim through the thread and find things that resonate with you.

Hey, newbie here to this thread I've read a few pages and I'm just so glad that there are more people that are feeling somewhat similar to what I am feeling. I have a very long post, so bear with me (if you decide to read through it haha).

The past few months of my life have been very, very, strange, and the past few weeks were spent looking for answers on what I was experiencing. I have experienced sleep paralysis since early childhood, to the point of having it almost every night. I thought it was a common thing for everyone, and was surprised to find out later in life that most of my friends had only experienced it once, and it was a big deal to them.

Although the sleep paralysis never really bothered me much (I just had to turn over to get out of it), it has blown up into something really strange in the past few months. This past year in general has been very amazing in fact. I've had a shift a shift in personality- with a more spiritual rather than material focus. I've found very good friends (one who lost a sister in a car crash recently), and all we ever talk about is life in all it's strangeness.


So it was during this changing period that my strange dreams and frozen wakeups became something more. A few months back, me and this good friend of mine noticed lots of strange coincidences in life. Of course, for the most part they were indeed what I just called them- coincidences, we still liked to believe that they were something more. We would talk about strange things in real life, dreams, and just our general search for purpose. Motivated by all these talks, I stayed up late one night reading about near death experiences. Most of the things I read followed me to my dreams as I proceeded to have the strangest night time adventure I had ever felt. I fell asleep at approximately 3 a.m. in the morning, and proceeded to fall in and out of dreams every two minutes. My dreams would be strange scenarios being fixed by the guidance of my friends. I would wake up in between each dream and start thinking very strange things, or even saying things aloud. I would fall back into sleep to see what I thought were "hints about life". This kept happening for about half an hour. Finally, I said outloud "now it is time to find out more about life". I was delusional, it was the middle of the night, and the dreams were getting to me, and I have no idea why, but I swear, that I said that out loud and can recall it perfectly. After saying that, I fell back into sleep. Suddenly, I felt a huge buzzing in the head. I felt vibrations in my head as well. I heard the dead moaning of a thousand people in my head. Then, it felt like it was travelling through my whole body. I could hear myself screaming in my head, saying "NO! NO!". I thought I was dying and going to hell. I tried to break free but it felt so real. It started going higher and higher and louder and stronger, like a climax, until finally, I saw myself looking up. It felt like I was on the side of the mountain, suspended in midair, looking up at the sky. What I saw in the sky was a fan (one near my bed when I fell asleep) at the top of the sky facing down on me. The picture I saw was black and white. I continued to scream until I woke up. As I woke up, I saw the whole picture morph, with the fan that I saw in the sky turn over and go back to it's original spot. As soon as I got up, I wrote down the whole dream (8 pages in all) and showed it to my good friend the same day.



I tried to brush off the experience after it happened. I was confused- if this was some premonition of me having to change my ways, it puzzled me as I was a way kinder person at this point in time than I was before. Why was it such a negative thing?

Life continued after that experience, with the same life talks with my best friend, and just more of the regular hanging out with friends and summer parties, much like before. The same material life with a few glimpses (or dreams) of something more. Then a month after that dream, I had a dream that was almost the opposite. On a random weekend morning, I had a very positive dream. It was just a very profound dream where the general message was "I am _____ and I matter". I woke up, and then decided to take a nap about twenty minutes later when I realized that I was still tired. The dream I saw was me and my cousins (the people who I hold the biggest bond with- I've known them since I was born) huddled in a circle talking. I'm not quite sure what we were talking about, but after a certain amount of time, the picture I saw started zooming out. I saw myself in the circle talking, but the picture I saw continued to get further and further away from it. Then I heard a voice ask me if I was ready to go. I said yes. Then I felt a very strong feeling of being pulled up (still in a dream) while I saw flashes of things that, while I can't explain what they were, I was sure that they were positive. The only word I could describe this as was 'ascension'. Although I was aware that it was a dream, I decided to go with the flow. After a certain amount of time though, it felt very very real. I felt like I was actually about to go somewhere else. At the last second I thought to myself: 'I am not ready to go'. At that point, I woke up without a hitch. I didn't yawn or have any sort of wake up confusion. I woke up, completely aware of everything. I have never woken up like that before. This was all experienced in a dream, but much like the first strange experience, it had a profound effect on me.

Another few months passed until just three days ago. I was visiting those same cousins that I dreamt about. We stayed up very very late, talking about a lot of different things (we had spent the night going out and celebrating new years day, as well as playing a lot of video games ). We were all very very hyper from the night time rush you get. I decided to bring up the topic of dreams, eager to share the two dreams I had. After everyone shared, I told them the first dream/experience of 1000 voices in my head and the vibrations. As soon as I mentioned that, one of my cousins told me that I was having an out of body experience. I told her that I didn't think so. She then told me that the feeling of being pulled up/rising out is the first step of the out of body experience. I was still skeptical, and eventually the topic changed.

Flashforward to yesterday. I started looking up the "symptoms" of near death experiences. This was after unsuccessful attempts of finding anything related to 'ascension dreams' which was the only way to describe what my second dream felt like. After a while, I found an article describing different ways to have an out of body experience. I was shocked when I read the similarities. It talked about different stages leading to an ideal out of body experience. About reaching a point where you feel vibrations, hear auditory hallucinations that eventually die out, and are paralyzed. Everything written was exactly how I felt. So just last night, I tried it again. After a while, I felt a vibration in my head, and eventually in my whole body. I started hearing sounds that I cannot remember for the life of me. I remember realizing that this was the ideal point to try to break out, but I was scared to death. I started picturing really scary pictures in my head that I could see vividly. The sight of a door swinging open, scary lifeless dolls, and an assortment of other random things. I really wanted to break out and I was almost sure that I could, but I just thought that it was too damn creepy. Through the whole thing, however, I was almost positive that most of the scary things popping up were my own thoughts, trying to scare me out of it. I woke up, and decided that I just wanted to sleep. However, I had a lot of trouble, as every time I tried sleeping would just lead to sleep paralysis, and similar vibration feelings (which I would try to snap out of as quickly as possible).

Life has just been giving me very strange feelings as of late. Feelings of something bigger, feelings like I've known people from maybe a previous life or something? Strange "something is coming" feelings, but I'm just so blessed for the great friends I have who actually love talking and thinking about it. The scenario of life just gives me hope that there is something. We can question our existance but never know the answer. Being selfless and kind doensn't mean that you'll be always rewarded or happy, and yet we choose to do so anyways. I don't know that the answer is, but I hope it's something positive. And I have honestly felt SOMETHING coming as of late.

reply to post by SolarE-Souljah


Alright, will do

One thing I'd like to add is that I feel like I don't belong...but I've felt that since I was a kid.

Very intriguing posts Dan and Trumpet. Welcome to the thread!

We've all been taking a break lately, as it seems the energies that be have calmed down for the most part (at least for right now).

Our discussions in this thread have taken us from dreamscapes, to OBE's, to ancient civilizations, and to Mars and back. However, the one question we all have still rings true: "What the hell is going on in the world, and what is this strange feeling that we are all having?!"

Both of your stories reminds me so much of many of us who have posted here on this thread over the past year. We have all had similar experiences, and for the most part have become awakened to a higher state of thinking (at least I know I have). Through the wonderful people who are the "regulars" in this thread, I have found many useful anecdotes, meditations, etc. I think that if you truly take the time to go through the entire thread (I know, it's a beast, but it's a good read, and there are a lot of gems throughout it), that you may find a lot of tidbits that resonate even more deeply with you than when you first perused it. This "strange feeling" has morphed, shifted, went dark, exploded, and went silent again many times throughout the past year, and as these events happened, we all shared our own personal stories, our feelings, and our gut reactions to these events. I do agree that we are on the threshold of something big and life-altering, but what that big thing is, I have no clue (and we've had a year now to discuss and contemplate on it).

If you are interested in reading some very prophetic dreams that I have had, feel free to click on the links in my signature line. I made it a habit many years ago to start a dream journal, and have documented the most mind-blowing dreams throughout the 18 years that I have been writing in it.

If you feel that any of your friends would benefit from reading this thread, and possibly sharing their personal stories, urge them to read it. You are not alone, and we are not alone anymore. Through the friendship that we have all gained from discussing our most personal stories, I think we have all become much better people, and much more open people.

Thanks for posting, and I hope we'll be hearing more from both of you soon!


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To all of my friends, I hope you are all well, and I hope that the energies are treating you well. I have taken a hiatus from posting because I'm still perplexed on a dream that I had a few weeks ago (the second dream in my signature line). I've been doing a heck of a lot of reading to determine what it was that I was seeing, and how it relates to our current situations. I think about all of you all of the time, and when things start to pick up again, I will become a much more regular poster again.


Much, much love.



Peace be with you.

-truthseeker

Hi TS! I've missed you so much !
in my personal case, the energies are at their max. I'm working again with some magic, and i'm getting great results by turning the bad into good, and using all this weird energy flows on my favour. I've read lots of books lately and I think they're almost all bull, still, some bits are good enough to create my own working system, and it's working for now. I'm keeping a magic journal so maybe, one day, when everything goes as expected, I'm sharing my system with everyone who wants to hear about it.

that's it, love to everyone, I miss you all
- Cags

Good morning all,
It's been awhile hasn't it... I'm doing alright personally. I hope you guys are too.
Ceri- i'm so sorry about all that went on with your daughter and all i can say is i
Firmly believe that everything happens for a reason. The good is there even though
it may be hidden at the time being.

Welcome to our newer members and to our regulars, i've missed you guys.

I'm going to cut this short as i'm writing from my ipod and it's difficult and
not to mention it's like 3:20am or so. But i wanted to sign in and send my love
and assure you i haven't forgotten you.

Love you to pieces
Tragic

Sup guys. Just checking in.

Wanted to say major progress has been made these last couple days.

If only you could feel what I feel. Maybe you do feel it as well.

Lot of change on the horizon.

Originally posted by truthseeker1984
Very intriguing posts Dan and Trumpet. Welcome to the thread!

We've all been taking a break lately, as it seems the energies that be have calmed down for the most part (at least for right now).

Our discussions in this thread have taken us from dreamscapes, to OBE's, to ancient civilizations, and to Mars and back. However, the one question we all have still rings true: "What the hell is going on in the world, and what is this strange feeling that we are all having?!"

Both of your stories reminds me so much of many of us who have posted here on this thread over the past year. We have all had similar experiences, and for the most part have become awakened to a higher state of thinking (at least I know I have). Through the wonderful people who are the "regulars" in this thread, I have found many useful anecdotes, meditations, etc. I think that if you truly take the time to go through the entire thread (I know, it's a beast, but it's a good read, and there are a lot of gems throughout it), that you may find a lot of tidbits that resonate even more deeply with you than when you first perused it. This "strange feeling" has morphed, shifted, went dark, exploded, and went silent again many times throughout the past year, and as these events happened, we all shared our own personal stories, our feelings, and our gut reactions to these events. I do agree that we are on the threshold of something big and life-altering, but what that big thing is, I have no clue (and we've had a year now to discuss and contemplate on it).

If you are interested in reading some very prophetic dreams that I have had, feel free to click on the links in my signature line. I made it a habit many years ago to start a dream journal, and have documented the most mind-blowing dreams throughout the 18 years that I have been writing in it.

If you feel that any of your friends would benefit from reading this thread, and possibly sharing their personal stories, urge them to read it. You are not alone, and we are not alone anymore. Through the friendship that we have all gained from discussing our most personal stories, I think we have all become much better people, and much more open people.

Thanks for posting, and I hope we'll be hearing more from both of you soon!


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To all of my friends, I hope you are all well, and I hope that the energies are treating you well. I have taken a hiatus from posting because I'm still perplexed on a dream that I had a few weeks ago (the second dream in my signature line). I've been doing a heck of a lot of reading to determine what it was that I was seeing, and how it relates to our current situations. I think about all of you all of the time, and when things start to pick up again, I will become a much more regular poster again.


Much, much love.



Peace be with you.

-truthseeker

edit on 20-2-2011 by truthseeker1984 because: (no reason given)

Just the first part of your post validated something for me- energy for me has calmed down astoundingly in the past week. My post was a message I had actually sent to my friend a few weeks ago, back when this was a big deal. I copy and pasted it into this thread with a few tweaks since I finally found something relating to how I felt. I have felt energy extremely calmed down in the past while, but still I feel something on the way.

I am now going to go through the whole thread, I'm sure it'll be a great read. Thank you all

reply to post by trumpetthief1


Never underestimate the work you are doing while asleep. The casual explanations of OBE's while sleeping is a half assed theory to tell the story of an ancient consciousness that is a human being doing their inner work while they sleep.

When you leave this waking world, the restrictions of time and space vanish and every hour is as long and arduous as your consciousness requires it to be in order to complete their tasks.

Never forget - every human being is an old soul by our standards - an ancient construct of consciousness ripe with potential.

Tragic, TS, et al, just wanted to give an update. As of this moment in time, it seems she may be able to remain in the Navy. They are working with her and don't want to lose the quality soldier that she is. The doctors she first saw on base after this incident are being investigated for their behavior towards her, so that is a good thing. My life is calm right now, fairly peaceful, though I am sleep deprived yet again. I feel positive things happening now, even though in general they don't appear positive. I just get an underlying feeling of positive changes. I like it.

Welcome to the thread new posters. I agree with TS, reading it is a huge thing, but will yield huge answers for you most likely. Please, keep us posted on your progress and with the changes that occur for you.

Love you all,

Ceri