A Strange Feeling as of Late...

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I totally feel ya.

2001 really started it all for me too. It was when I experienced my first reality "glitch." It was like something out of the matrix.

Ever since then, my life has been extremely interesting and I knew there was much more than meets the eye and that reality is not what we think.

Thanks for posting, I enjoyed your posts and I am glad you could join us.

Originally posted by sephrenia
. I've been looking all over the internet since the outage to see if anyone else has been feeling as strange as I have lately and I came across this thread and absolutely had to post. I'm also hoping someone might be able to explain what it is I've been feeling these last 10 years and why it's intensified now.

Anyway, I hope you don't think I'm nuts (at least not too much) but I had to share with you all

I am no spiritual teacher nor adept in the ritualistic mystic arts, therefore, I may be of no help in your quest for explanations. I am just a simple man but would like to share insights on your experiences written from your heart.

Through observations of human behaviour, we realized humans have inherent gifts, and not one human is the same, which makes us all unique and special. Some are artistically inclined, some academically inclined. If we all had the same gifts, then our world would be drab, monotonous and robotic.

But we were not created as robots, but given many gifts upon birth. And it is only through our free will that we develope such gifts, that can either help our fellow mankind, or hurt/harm others if we failed to adhered to moral ethics traditions pass down from our ancestors, they who had made the mistakes but realized it in time, paid the price for it, corrected them and passed down to our generation so that we need not committ such mistakes again.

But such gifts are not that easy to identify, and takes several trials and errors to get them right and believe in it. We humans have a stubborn wall. We will only finally believe in our gifts after banging our heads on the wall several times, in thinking that perseverance is a right course.

For example, if someone is academically inclined, attempts to be artistic, it will only lead to mediocrity at best or disaster at worst. Vice versa for someone who is artistically inclined. Happens every time. But by doing what they do best, to be free, to explore, to discuss, to debate, to work hard on it, only then will such gifts be achieved with the greatest of potential.

You have a gift, and it lays inside your heart. Your call of return to the moral guidance that the bible offers may seem like a coincidence, but if such calls are persistant, you will know in your heart that it is no coincidence. Comprehending what the book says will be important to realize that gift in you to reach its potential.

It may be to reach out to others, to touch lives, not necessarily here, but to others within your community where your heart lays. These are strange times we live in, and will only get worse as time goes by. We had looked upon our leaders for consolation, but realized that they are a self serving lot.

Thus we have only each other. We must then build bonds that are strong, sincere and lasting amongst each other, to help one another, beginning with our family, relatives and friends during this trial to face what is to come with courage and not fear, so that none be left behind.

Good luck and cheers! :-)

About 4 years ago I was sure we were heading for destruction. I knew other sensitives who felt the same way. I started saving clothes, storimng food, etc. slowly, the feelings changed.

The feelings have come back slightly. The difference is, im not worried. I think we will instinctively know what to do.

I am bwginning to think we are responding to potential timelines. The future is comprised of a variety of outcomes. The dark side is resisting being displaced from power.

I just wanted to say thankyou to everyone who replied to my post. It's good to know I'm not alone.

Seekeroftruth101 - Your reply really resonated with what I have been thinking lately, that I wouldn't have had the compulsion to go and read the Bible unless there was a very necessary reason for it so thankyou for putting into words the things I couldn't

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lol was about to say the same thing!

Originally posted by demonid011
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lol was about to say the same thing!

Then you would have obviously not read the entire thread. In a topic as big as this one, you need to take your time to read all of the experiences gathered over the course of nine months.

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To all the new posters: Thank you for sharing your experiences with all of us. I can say for certain that we are living in some very interesting, and perhaps exciting times. The future is always uncertain, but I also believe that we write our own destinies. Nothing is written in stone, and the only thing we can do is be there for others as they "awaken" to the phenomena that make our world so unique. Spread the love, reject the ignorance and hate, and be the "beacon of light" for those still wandering in the dark. That is the best that we can do.


The project for the thread is slow going. I've run into some major road bumps in relation to comparisons of our personal feelings and "real world events." There is a lot of data to go through, and I try to take out an hour of every day to work on it. I'm also working on another major research thread at the same time, and I'm afraid that the latter is taking up far more of my time and energy than the former. This data will come to fruition, I assure you.

Much love to you all.




Peace be with you.

-truthseeker

Good morning/afternoon everyone,

It's been so quiet here, I really just wanted to check in on everyone.
I guess I should leave a small update on me ... Let's see... Nothing to really write home about. Not so crazy anxious anymore, just really really tired. I feel like I'm being drugged (yes, that tired). It's getting better than it was and I hope it passes the rest of the way soon. But I had a stomach virus then a cold then strep throat with a double ear infection. Just finished taking the antibotics (yuck) for that about a week and a half ago. I'm sure all of that has had a good deal to do with my exhaustion. I can't wait to get the real me back.

As for now though, I apologize for spelling errors, and the fact that this post has probably come out a mess. I'm having issues with train of thought and getting the correct words out.
So until next time, I love you all. Keep your heads up and know you're in my thoughts and prayers.

Love you all to pieces

What can I say at this point.....

So much has happened already this year, it is truly beyond words.

Yin and Yang are both raging right now.

Just wanted to check in see how you all are doing.

We have completed another descent in the rolling raves of the ocean, the nauseating fall is now replaced with the intensifying climb. Much has smoothed over for me in the past couple of weeks and I feel as if I can breathe fully again.

Remember your practice - Whatever it is - Meditation, Churches, Yoga, Music, Crafting, Art, Shamanism.

Remember your practice.

The universe takes another deep breath - Lets be prepared for the great wind.

Hi all. Well, I said The Morrighan had changes in store, but they might have been for me. At least seeing the crows seems to have been for me. My daughter was taken ill at the Great Lakes Naval Training Center in Chicago. She was post-boot and in training to go out to the fleet. She started having seizures and the VA couldn't stop them. I flew to Chicago and was there for 10 days. She wound up going to the UIC campus and getting treated there. It became quickly apparent that it was not an epileptiform disorder but a stress disorder. She informed me upon waking up that she had severe relationship issues going on at home. I tried to solve these issues at her request while I was there, which alleviated some of the stress. She has been diagnosed, after a ten minute neuro-psych exam as having conversion disorder, which means she is converting her stress which she can't handle to a physical neurological problem, resulting in the seizures. They are under control now, without meds. Problem is, the Navy says she can't stay in. It is her dream to be there and her CO's did everything they could to work around it, including enrolling her in stress management classes, counseling, etc, but the legal dept. says she can't stay. SO today she is trying to figure out what to do next.

She is an adult, and she and I don't live well together, being incredibly clashing personalities. I have never been able to relate to her every whim and desire, though I did get her counseling and then family counseling when she was a teen. I cannot let her live with me due to my own living situation (roommates), and she doesn't seem to be able to comprehend that. She is going to return to Florida to live with my sister and return to her old job. Now, though, she is not speaking to me and won't listen when I try to explain. On top of that, I lost a total of seven days pay at work and there is nothing they can do for me, as I get comp time but not sick time. So my personal stress level has gone through the roof.

I still feel the changes coming, and coming fast, for all of us. I should have known that the sign of the crows was meant for me personally, as that is how it always is. When I prayed to Goddess to do the right thing for my daughter and that I would trust in Her to do so, I knew, in the back of my mind, that this was going to be the result, though I denied that until today.

I am staying positive, and want to thank TS and Tragic for their prayers and thoughts and TS for the work you did for her. Things will look up, as they always do, and she will come around.

I don't know what tomorrow will bring, but the headaches are back full force. (The ones we all mentioned at the start of the thread.) I ask you all to stay positive and loving and know that we are each going through something, at any given time, and it is by sharing that info here and talking about it that we can track the changes, etc.

Love you all.

I had a crazy dream last night.

I was sitting in my car (wasn't what I currently drive but it was mine in the dream). I was parked on a beach/sandbar by a body of water at night and several other cars were next to me. I think my father was in the car to my right. Out of my passenger window was a street light which lit up the area we were at. Apparently we were being chased by the police for something, but I didn't feel it was illegal, whatever we did (EDIT: I get the sense we were being chased for escaping a quarantine or lockdown or something, but not 100% sure). The police get to my car and ask for my license and information, etc. and see me looking up. In the night sky was what I can only describe as a water painting in the sky. It was a bunch of colors smeared around in the sky (like a gas nebula but it was just outside earth's atmosphere). The most prominent colors were neon green/yellow and maybe some purple; looked like very dense gas or even liquid it was so thick. It kind of looked like a planet or some celestial body was in the middle of it. I was calmly looking at it and the female officer looked at me and asked what it was, but she was saying more to herself it seemed. Everyone but myself was somewhat in shock. I said "It's a sign from God." Why I said that I don't know as I'm not a religious person, but I somehow knew that is what it was exactly. At that point everyone else started panicking and running around but I just sat in my car and I think I was laughing but can't remember.

I woke up after that and my heart was racing. It was very vivid, but not scary. Just intense. A very weird dream. So today is a little odd for me as I am still coming off of that, but otherwise today is a pretty good day.

- Dredge

I don't really put much stock in dreams. Most of the time it's just dreams to me.

But something last week or earlier, I dreamt that sunrise had came earlier, much more than recorded times. It seemed real to me, but I though its just a dream. But next day I read here on ATS about people experiencing earlier sunrises than normal, probably something to do with the polar shift happening here i guess.

Then I read your post about seeing stuff in the sky. I did not see cloud of gases, but ..strange crafts in neon colors - green, purple, yellow against the night skies on the night that I dreamt of the early sunrises.

What does green, purple, yellow and 'out of this polar shifting world' means? More Aurora Borealis to come? Or had the polar shift affected the EMF in our environment that it affects even our subconscious?

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I think in my case the colors indicated a change in the atmosphere/magnetosphere that was in contact with this object/gas. It was only around the anomaly in my dream. The rest of the sky was just a clear night sky.

And I agree, dreams usually are just dreams, but every now and then I have one that feels more real/vivid and it sticks with me. I only posted as it was on my mind; not trying to indicate any type of message from the other side lol.

- Dredge

Hello my friends,

Sorry for my long absence from the thread. I've been dealing with a lot of personal things both in this world and the metaphysical. I've been reading a lot lately, and I just picked up a book today that I would recommend for all of you to read at some point. It's called "Everyday Clairvoyant" by Cyndi Dale. She is the author of a few books pertaining to chakra healing and cleansing as well as having a definitive source for learning what the chakras mean and how they apply to our everyday lives. I'm only about 100 pages into the book I'm currently reading, but I'm already hooked, and I find it very calming in the sense that many of the things that she is describing in the book could definitely apply to many of us here on the thread.

Ceri, your daughter's iron will and your love for her is what got her through her stint in the infirmary. I only had a small part in her recovery. Everything happens for a reason, and perhaps this is something that both you and her need right now. It might give you a chance to reconnect to your daughter, and perhaps mend some bridges that have been damaged over the years. I will continue to meditate for both you and her and for your mutual healing.

Dredge, sounds like a very interesting dream. I had one a few weeks ago that I made a thread about. While it doesn't pertain to what you dreamed about, I think the theme is sort of the same. The link to that thread is here:

A Dream? A Warning? You decide.


I hope all of you are okay both physically and metaphysically. The roller coaster is picking up again, and I only hope that all of our seatbelts are buckled.

Much love to you all.



Peace be with you.

-truthseeker

hi,
thats funny guys, i dreamt simmilar thing two months ago, this is my post> it may sound bit vague, but thats how it was, i was just sort of levitating on place and enjoying it..

was dreaming about something like poleshift today. (didnt read about it recently nor did i think much about it). It was day, clouds were very beutiful, almost like aurora borealis, spiraling around the sky and i was feeling desoriented, dont even want to say it ..
(: uʍop ǝpısdn ǝʞıl

from this thread www.abovetopsecret.com...
not blasted away by that, but could signify something, i would say..


2zarp3333
i got chills on my back when i red your post, but i have to agree..

About 4 years ago I was sure we were heading for destruction.

The feelings have come back slightly. The difference is, im not worried. I think we will instinctively know what to do.

thats deep

Originally posted by truthseeker1984
I hope all of you are okay both physically and metaphysically. The roller coaster is picking up again, and I only hope that all of our seatbelts are buckled.

Much love to you all.



Peace be with you.

-truthseeker

Keeping this ones ideas about chakras mostly out of the discussion, but wanted to say one perspective is that focusing on chakras before... certain things have been "shed," is a bit like trying to count to 10, but skipping the number 1.

Regardless, it is indeed time to start singing again Hope the "break" was restful for all

Originally posted by sinohptik

Originally posted by truthseeker1984
I hope all of you are okay both physically and metaphysically. The roller coaster is picking up again, and I only hope that all of our seatbelts are buckled.

Much love to you all.



Peace be with you.

-truthseeker

Keeping this ones ideas about chakras mostly out of the discussion, but wanted to say one perspective is that focusing on chakras before... certain things have been "shed," is a bit like trying to count to 10, but skipping the number 1.

Regardless, it is indeed time to start singing again

Hope the "break" was restful for all

I agree. However, I think she says some very valid things so at least people know what chakras are and how they work. I didn't say people should start working with chakras. I only think that it is something interesting to read about and "file away" in our brains for a time when we need them (besides, I only used her work on chakras for a background on who this woman is). Learning everything about a topic is a very important part in our learning process, and I will present any and all information needed to further seek for the truth in things.

We will soon be singing again. I wish you well when it is time.




Peace be with you.

-truthseeker

The energy today is more then overpowering, I can feel it in my chest.

Rising rising rising, and its not stopping, but its a good feeling.

I read in a thread that the earth is ringing like a bell with seismic activity.

Its obviously being reflected within my own body, so maybe its for good reason?

Trusting in love.

-G

Originally posted by truthseeker1984

I agree. However, I think she says some very valid things so at least people know what chakras are and how they work. I didn't say people should start working with chakras. I only think that it is something interesting to read about and "file away" in our brains for a time when we need them (besides, I only used her work on chakras for a background on who this woman is). Learning everything about a topic is a very important part in our learning process, and I will present any and all information needed to further seek for the truth in things.

We will soon be singing again. I wish you well when it is time.

Peace be with you.

-truthseeker

The perspective was more in the direction that balancing ones chakras is natural after "balancing" oneself beyond such things. They simply fall in line as the precious little galaxies they are collisions take place if things are not aligned correctly throughout the containing system. I think some crowds call it "grounded," but as with every-thing, they are beyond our words and thoughts and we must move our arm and not simply think about the movement. I see that our conceptualizations are simply part of what is, but what is exists beyond our mental faculties, perceptions, compartmentalizations, and concepts. But once again, i just felt the need to comment. Not necessarily directed at you, but others. c'est la vie!

Join us in song now, friend. Such harmonies have been.. "a long time coming"

Originally posted by Gradius Maximus

It seems it is a variety of systems, being led by a conductor. this planet might be seen as the metronome in its resonance. Join in when you feel comfortable with your own tune.

"Love is our strength, (...) (whatever one wishes to call "all that is") our condition, and our actions are as the planets forming"

No. Fear. Those based in Love (not necessarily love) have no-thing to fear

What in the world is going on.
Something is happening.

That is all I have to say at this time.