A Strange Feeling as of Late...

Originally posted by amc621
reply to post by truthseeker1984

 

Can someone stumble into a dark ritual AND come out of it better??? I understand about people finding a Dark place without a ritual.

As Truthseeker had so eloquently put it, when one is at rock bottom, the only way is up and out, for many.

But some will find comfort in that bottom, for at the bottom, with the realisation that one is nothing, nobody, only a number, he has nothing to fear or to care...apathy builds up. He will lose his ego, his pride, and everything else, and faces each day mechanically till his time to leave the planet....

To remain there will only eventually lead to the darkside, for a man with nothing has nothing to lose anymore.Unfeeling and uncaring....

The only cure for such humans is love.

When he starts to care for a being other than himself, he will want to provide and protect. And that will be the first rungs of the ladder out of that dark hole. And even if that love proved false or taken away, he may revert back to the comfort zone of the dark hole, but it is only a temporary solace for he knows that something better awaits there, with only another try.

Once one seeks for the path of love, one will begin to care, to learn how to care. From such search will one wander through the spiritual road to seek for answers, answers that are already in our hearts if we but silently listen, for we are created by our Creator with gift of the spirit/consciousness.....

I just had an amaaazzzingg night.

The full moon approaches, and everyone tonight was extremely frisky. I have never had so many cute girls checking me out simultaneously. I am so grateful for this night. Tommorow night is gonna be off the hook.

We got the Full moon, Lunar Eclipse, plus the Winter Solstice. WOWWWWOWOWOWO

good vibes on the wide.

-SES

You must give the ladies hell around where you are. That's the impression I get from you, haha.

You know what's weird... I had a dream about some type of display storage where a bunch of eggs were kept... painted eggs. I was taken in there by a black man and given a date to look for...sort of, can't remember how. I found a date that was very close but not it... and then I went down as though I was looking through a file and I found another that was put away and I took it out of the thing it was in...a pouch I think...black, dropped it but it was hard boiled so that was alright... and I noticed the colors...green and blue and some red I think and I liked the markings on that one... and I knew it was it so I started looking all over for the date and didn't see the date because it didn't have a sticker on it like the others but I knew it was it... then I woke up.

That's weird... anyone else having egg dreams?

reply to post by ChaosMagician


Not dreaming about eggs, but the dream scape is very intense these past few nights. I've been waking up repeatedly which is unusual for me. Its as if during the full moon I cannot control my brain waves and I am being pulled into either meditative, sleep, conscious and unconscious states of mind throughout the night.

Something is definitely twisting and turning on our world, and im feeling it big time.

I have taken a few days of meditation and contemplation in an attempt to center my energy and ground myself through this turbulent storm of energy going on right now. I don't know about the rest of you, but I feel like I am hearing every radio station at once, and they are all coming in as static. My dreams read the same way; A blur of images with no defined "story" or "plot." This is a completely metaphysical event that I am feeling, and this time, has nothing to do with earthquakes, wars, famine, violence, et al.

I am finalizing my preparations for tonight's astrological spectacle, and I only hope that the cloud cover clears up in time for me to watch the full eclipse of the moon. I will be celebrating the solstice in solitary meditation.

For those of you with power stones, tonight would be a good night to place them outside or near a window so that this unique event can cleanse and re-energize your stone's effectiveness.

That is all I have for now. Today is a rather busy day for me.


Peace be with you, Happy Solstice, and Blessed Yule.

-truthseeker

Yeah, I've been not so much being pulled at but actually feeling literally separated then pulling my self together... it's weird... but I have to say it pertains to a pretty defined story.

what a day. life is crazy. kinda pissed off a few minutes ago but now I'm more relaxed. it's all about the station of things, I guess.

now would seem like a time when something happens... after some recent revealings, but you know these things always seem to get drawn out.

No telling what else I will stumble across.

as for that dark void that seekeroftruth was stalking about.. I guess some know that place pretty well. I have been thinking some interesting things along the lines of darkness and the void and nothingness, but I don't feel like going into that. something and nothing are counterparts, everything that is is a counterpart of complete void... so it wouldn't surprise me... the significance of that void, whatever may be learned from it. I won't try to go any further into it than that.

Everything is lining up for tonight. I am telling you right now, magic will happen tonight. The magic and wonder of the world will be back in our lives after tonight. I feel it I feeel it.

So excited. I am preparing all my amulets, stones, trinkets, and other spiritual helpers as I get ready for the intense event happening tonight. It really hit home last night the signifigance of the things going on tonight.

I had an intense dream last night. Basically, I was preparing to go "home" in a spacecraft. It felt so right too.

Anyway, good luck all.

It is so nice to see others excited about tonight as well. It is so rare I share a dream, but this was mine about a week ago and it has stayed so fresh in my mind on a daily bases.To make it short as possible, I was outside watching unusual lights flashing in the clouds. Then I noticed like a stairway coming down to earth with masses of shadows coming down it. When they got closer, I realized they were lambs. It was important for me to pet the first lamb, but when I did, the lamb turned into a very old dear friend that I didn't know in this lifetime, but yet, I knew so well and was so happy to see. Each lamb turned into someone that others around me knew. There was so much rejoicing and happy tears for everyone involved.. I actually woke up with wet eyes to tell you the truth. Was a very powerful dream for me.

So yes I myself am looking forward to hopefully clear skies tonight as well. Freezing my butt off to watch this spectacle is nothing compared to catching a glimpse of a once in a life time magic moment.

Magic and wonder I wish for all of you this fine starry night....

So, my patron goddess is Cerridwen (obviously) but Morrighan has made her presence known in my life at different times, so I have learned to look for the cues of her presence. I have been noticing HUGE flocks (murders) of crows flying around. I mean, HUGE, as in hundreds of them, over the last week. They don't usually flock that way, so I started paying attention. I have seen them every day. These crows, in my mind at least, signify change. These crows tell me that Morrighan is out in the world and creating change right now, and we had best be aware that it is coming and prepare for it. The last time she was in my life this way, it was just a couple of crows and I had a major life change. The fact that there are hundreds of them now has me curious as to what it is going to be.

I still can't say if the change will be good or bad for most, but for me it still feels like change because it is needed. There still is no good or bad feeling (to me). I do feel it ramping up again though.

Skies finally cleared enough that hopefully I can see the eclipse. Hope your night is an excellent one my friends.

Also, if you have read my White People short story, you know the childhood event that happened to me. I watched the movie Knowing for the second time tonight and this time something occurred to me. Were you to take one of the aliens from the end of the movie, when they return to their light being form, and put a hooded cloak on them, that would be very similar to what I saw that night. Just to give you an idea of what those things looked like.

I don't even know where to begin. I have had dreams about lambs. Strange dreams. Once I had a dream about one lamb who came to my front fence. His throat was cut and he looked very ill but was still trying very hard to tell me something but he couldn't. I will never forget his huge black eyes. I woke up extremely disturbed and could not stop thinking about it. Now I know it was symbolic. Both for that current time frame and again recently. It served a dual purpose. It was a pretty powerful dream. Very vivid.

My mind has been going through many details today and it feels slightly fried. I'm pretty tired.

I found something I didn't want to find but I also realized just how important perspective is.
We seem to go through dangerous cycles of perception sometimes. I was kind of angry there for a little while but all the more reason to move forward. Something is still irritating me, maybe it's all the thoughts... crap you have to realize you know. I can't quite put my finger on what it is though. Maybe it's the waiting game. I just want to go past all the bs so I can rid myself of all the stupid thoughts people have to go through when the mind is moving really fast... or thoughts are moving through it really fast rather.

It's tiring thinking of all that stuff. I'm going to stay up a little while to maybe go out and look at the moon. Something better happen... one of these damn days. I can't say I'll be prepared because it's unlikely we will ever know when, exactly, that is going to be.

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This may have already been said but it could be from stress. I recently have begun treatment for PTSD(Post Traumatic Stress Disorder) for the abuse I suffered. Before I sought treatment however I began to have the worst headaches I could ever imagine anyone having and somehow surviving the ordeal. My headaches have been diagnosed since as Vestibular migraines, possibly of the Basilar type. Which means roughly that it isn't just my head that is affected. Sometimes my legs won't work or my vision goes. It's become clear however that these horrible migraines are directly connected to the stress and pain I have held inside for so long. If you are an empathetic being(meaning you feel a high level of compassion for your fellow human beings), is it possible that you've internalized the pain or darkness you've come in contact with more than you were aware? That hearing people's stories or being in close contact with their stress has left a residual affect on your own psyche? I imagine no matter what precautions you have taken that such a job must wear on you after a while. I cannot imagine it not leaving you drained. Helping others is a great act of service, but it does take it's toll if one does not take time for themselves. Are you taking care of yourself?

That being said, there are always those among us who feel a deep foreboding and sense of despair for what the present is and what they fear the future will hold. It's important to keep hope alive. Remember that no matter how many prophecies we hear or how dark we feel it's getting around us, we are still free to live however we may. Nothing is written in stone until it has already come to pass. At the risk of sounding like I come straight out of a disney film, keep believing in the best of humanity.

Boredom is really getting to me.
My brain is too tired to be creative. I should eat or sleep.
You know, for all the exciting # that the universe is constantly doing... there sure are some long boring spaces. I imagine some kind of hell would be having to wait a really long time with nothing to do and no one to talk to.
Even if indefinite progression isn't the rule of the universe... there at least has to be something to do right now, haha!

*iz bored*
*wants something to do*

reply to post by ChaosMagician


There truly is no need of boredom. Boredom breeds only because we assume that we KNOW it all, but flawed mortals that we are, NONE knows it all. THere is so much to learn, to digress, dissect, discuss and debtate so that we may comprehend more, more so the 'EQ' intelligent , so that we may learn the truth, face it courageously for truths are painful, but like a toothache, once it is dealt with, only then we progress.

There is still so much to share and learn. Take time off to meet up with others in the real world, beginning with families, relative and frends. We humans can only progress if we dared to make mistakes and correctly according to norms and secret texts.

Wisdom and intelligence is always to be share. Alone it would be useless, for many are still addicted to the red pill.

Only by sharing, never imposed upon, but throught listening to others so as to gain more comprehension and uderstanding of how we creatures react ot sitiuationn will we all be spared through logooc Pit simply, if the chinese were to pee into the antion, we will all bed dead and worned.

Originally posted by SeekerofTruth101
reply to post by ChaosMagician

 

There truly is no need of boredom. Boredom breeds only because we assume that we KNOW it all, but flawed mortals that we are, NONE knows it all. THere is so much to learn, to digress, dissect, discuss and debtate so that we may comprehend more, more so the 'EQ' intelligent , so that we may learn the truth, face it courageously for truths are painful, but like a toothache, once it is dealt with, only then we progress.

There is still so much to share and learn. Take time off to meet up with others in the real world, beginning with families, relative and frends. We humans can only progress if we dared to make mistakes and correctly according to norms and secret texts.

Wisdom and intelligence is always to be share. Alone it would be useless, for many are still addicted to the red pill.

Only by sharing, never imposed upon, but throught listening to others so as to gain more comprehension and uderstanding of how we creatures react ot sitiuationn will we all be spared through logooc Pit simply, if the chinese were to pee into the antion, we will all bed dead and worned.

...but you see, I wasn't wanting to learn. I had been learning all day, it was late- I was tired yet bored. Sometimes you don't want to think but are still awake.

Insightful post but I'm not sure what some of that last stuff meant. I'm not sure if that's a really obscure and important saying or typos, maybe you can elaborate on some of those words... actually I think I have the gist of of it except the part where the chinese are peeing.

reply to post by ChaosMagician


Sorry about the typo errors. Was distracted while typing.

What my last phrase had meant was that by listening first to others, we will hear their versions of events that are related exclusively to their lives. When prodded and encouraged to talk, many details and their problems will spill forth, and you will get to see a new perspective on how others live.

From there, you can touch his/her life, if you yourself had been through such events and survived, or know of successful ways to solve issues, by sharing a part of that knowledge, logic and reason.

Through it all, it benefits everyone by sharing and will become stronger by it.

'Pit simply, if the chinese were to pee into the antion, we will all bed dead and worned.' re-edited - 'Put simply, if the 6 billion chinese people were to pee into the sea at the same time, many others outside china would be drowned and would thus be worried'

It was meant to imply the power of collective action of humanity.

With an awakened humanity, we do have to the power to change events for the better, with simple acts, and it begins by listening and then sharing to touch lives. Our times, knowledge and experiences need not then be wasted staring at the four walls alone.

oh ok... yeah, that makes a lot of sense. Staring at the four walls is rather boring.

Made a new thread which ties into our awesome thread here.

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What can I say, last night was a huge step forward in the right direction.

It's finally here. The healing is taking place on a larger and larger scale by the minute.

Anyone feel like we are the playing the waiting game right now?

I seriously cannot wait until New Year's Eve. I already know it is going to be a magical night.

7 days away. I shall work on storing up as much positive energy as possible.

Hey everyone,

I just came across a few threads and videos in regards to a theory by Terrence McKenna called Timewave Zero.

In this model created using the I Ching Terrence was able to map out a line of compression and apply it to the source of creation as its beginning and oddly enough it ends exactly on december 21 2012.

His theory speaks about the idea that we are spiraling inward, experiencing the same amount of change that may have taken 6,000,000,000 years in only 500,000,000 years and then to experience all of that is only taking 20 years, and once we tip through that 20 year mark, we will experience the change in a year, then in a month, then in a day, then in an hour, the last 20 minutes, the last moment all of creation will be compressed.

I would only assume that the end result is a bursting through the veil into a higher dimension, but still I will let you watch the videos and read the threads if you find it interesting.

This absolutely ties into a strange feeling of late. Because you and I are all experiencing the culmination of every being of all time from moment to moment, we are the observers - perhaps the strongest ones available to be here in these last moments of compression. I can only imagine the babies who are born in the last few years how strong they must be if this theory is in fact truth.

Enjoy,

-G






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