A Strange Feeling as of Late...

Relax, Chaos, I surelly have a "plan B", I'm not going to die alone , and certainly there's a big % of probabilities that it doesn't work anyway, you know, distance and the like. I stopped searching a partner here not for that reason, but because I plan to move to another country and cause of my age, if I find someone here it's possible I stop wanting to leave the country. Leaving here, I'm open to any relationship again! (something like this happened to one of my cousins, he had everything ready to start a very big job in a physics research institute in Germany, and his plans went down because his wife got pregnant... he's still here in Chile. Now his two children are big enough and he's trying to get another research work in Europe but he hadn't had any luck... and he's half german)

and about friends... well, I prefeer not to talk about that too, it's a very weird situation! If you let me, I prefeer to stop talking about this topic, is something very personal for me and well, I usually don't share it with anyone. I just mentioned it because of the dream...

Ok everyone,

I don't usually dream that often but i've had one so I thought I'd share.

I had a dream there were a number of objects me and a few others had for some reason, throughout the dream it turns out they had a corrupting power and a number of people in the dream fought over these objects and became possesed by evil entities, even pets. It was at this stage when there was some sot of struggle in the dream, then I woke up.

I've only just woke up, it's now 3 am and I've been awake for 10 to 15 mins



Even weirder, I just checked my horroscope:

You might feel like measuring the balance of energy in your life, HID MY NAME HERE. You could analyze certain relationship and habits that you are involved with. Maybe you will see that in some situations you give too much of yourself. Although you have a generous spirit and a warm heart, beware of being so generous that you deplete yourself. Take stock of how energy is flowing in and out of your life today.

I find it quite interesting others on this thread have mentioned energy shifts and the moment I get a dream I have a horroscope talking about energy, probably just a coincidense but food for thought

Last night I had one of those dreams that I know one day will come true.

These dreams have a special kind of feel to them, and the one last night had that feeling.

It was a great dream too, so hopefully it does in fact show up in my life at some point.

Today is a strange day, but in a good way.

I feel a weird sadness tonight. Really, there's no cause for it, just a deep sadness...
It's sort of a holiday here because of the damn "faketon" (tv campaing to get funds for handicaped children, that's almost fake) but I feel so empty and sad....
someone else is feeling this way?

Originally posted by Caggy
Relax, Chaos, I surelly have a "plan B", I'm not going to die alone

, and certainly there's a big % of probabilities that it doesn't work anyway, you know, distance and the like. I stopped searching a partner here not for that reason, but because I plan to move to another country and cause of my age, if I find someone here it's possible I stop wanting to leave the country. Leaving here, I'm open to any relationship again! (something like this happened to one of my cousins, he had everything ready to start a very big job in a physics research institute in Germany, and his plans went down because his wife got pregnant... he's still here in Chile. Now his two children are big enough and he's trying to get another research work in Europe but he hadn't had any luck... and he's half german)

and about friends... well, I prefeer not to talk about that too, it's a very weird situation! If you let me, I prefeer to stop talking about this topic, is something very personal for me and well, I usually don't share it with anyone. I just mentioned it because of the dream...

ok...well, usually when people bring up certain things, they actually do want to talk about it but just don't want to talk about certain aspects of it perhaps.

And now you are sad. A deep sadness you say. Sounds to me like you want to talk about something and that this something that often makes you sad.
You should consider my questioning an invitation for you to elaborate on things you seem to want to talk about that seem to be often bothering you. I'm just a random person trying to pave a path for someone who seems a little lonely...for the sake of conversation and for the sake of making another person on the internet feel as though someone is interested in what they have to say... and again, I have my own personal experiences on deep feelings of connectedness but since it seems you are not interested in hearing any of that, I will completely skip it altogether.

As for your next post... I would have to say no... I'm not sad at all. A little bored... a tiny bit concerned about something that has recently crossed my mind about someone who others used to know who has since seemed to vanish... or perhaps he is just playing some elusive game. It seems to be the kind of thing he likes to do. I'm in the process of trying to find out from an old acquaintance about the last time he has seen him.

well Chaos, we can always chat hahahaha, If you want to, then send me a U2U and I'll send you my msn, skype or AOL, wichever you use =)

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Im not feeling that way, but then again I don't have the same abilities. I wonder if I ever will.

The new moon is having its effects tonight...

I am feeling absolutely pissed off right now.

I went down to the beach, and was having a great time.

When I was approaching the parking lot, I noticed 3 people in their late 20's looking extremely suspicious. I noticed two of them appeared to be watching to see if anyone was coming. Those 2 saw me and immediately called to their other friend. They act all nonchalant, but I knew they were up to something.

They walked by me, and one looked extremely guilty of something...

Anyway, I go to my car, only to see that the locks were completely busted open. I was like WHAT THE F---!

They failed at breaking into my car, but still man, I am pissed off right now.

It ruined my day.

reply to post by SolarE-Souljah


what did they look like? Did you chase after them? Before you got to see them did you sense that something bad was about to happen?

It was a very strange event...

Yes, beforehand, I did feel something, and I have this special rock, and it was...

It was a very peculiar moment over all.

They didn't even make it into my car. Sheesh, if theyre gonna do it, at least do it right.

Anyway, I am better now.

It has left me feeling strange though.

This special rock I have, it fell out of my hand on my walk back. It was as if it knew and wanted to to approach the parking lot area at the exact right time...

Yes, you can say I am feeling strange as of late, as in right now.

Originally posted by SolarE-Souljah
I am feeling absolutely pissed off right now.

I went down to the beach, and was having a great time.

When I was approaching the parking lot, I noticed 3 people in their late 20's looking extremely suspicious. I noticed two of them appeared to be watching to see if anyone was coming. Those 2 saw me and immediately called to their other friend. They act all nonchalant, but I knew they were up to something.

They walked by me, and one looked extremely guilty of something...

Anyway, I go to my car, only to see that the locks were completely busted open. I was like WHAT THE F---!

They failed at breaking into my car, but still man, I am pissed off right now.

It ruined my day.

that sucks! Did you call the police? I had one of my cars robbed before... and then I got my stuff back by someone who "knew" the people who did it by mere description of their faces. Stupid kids from the sheriffs boys ranch. Oh how I love their little psyche games.

Even if the police can't help you should make a report to them for the insurance.

Knowing me, I would have followed them. i'm not so stupid I would try to fight them on the spot but things like that make me a little psycho. I would have gotten their plate numbers and tried following them home attempting to act real casual...as I am on the phone with the police reporting the whole thing.... not exactly advertising the fact that I am following them to the police...keeping distance and an alert amount of tension appropriate for possibly violent confrontation.

I am feeling anxious and a little jonesy. I hate that.
I guess I will drink some more soda. It sure beats smoking a cigarette. i want some brownies... or some cheesecake...and some chocolate pie with whipped cream... and maybe some nachos...peanut butter pie with coffee flavored crust and chocolate sprinkles...a mint coffee shake...grrr!

I just realized this has nothing to do with sensing anything!

Ok... I feel I should go somewhere tonight and get some cool fresh night air... somewhere there's food.

I have been noticing that most songs that i hear on the radio are making me feel weird. they have always made me feel a little weird but they are making me feel REALLY weird lately. so poetic and meaningful... it's weird.

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I know I could have done that, but in that moment, I was just so flabbergasted I didn't get a chance to write down their license plate.

But yeah, they weren't even able to unlock the doors. Fail on their part.

I'm over it now. Things could have turned out much worse.

And your thing about a confrontation?

Well I live in Hawaii, and we have many meth heads and crazy locals here... I think it was best that I didn't confront them.

Whatever.

Anyway, I have also been getting some super profound meanings from the songs I hear. It's like they are speaking directly to me.

Hope everyone is doing good.

Oh Sol, Im sorry that happened to you. But like you said, it could have been a lot worse and thank goodness you showed up in time. Guess someone out there is trying to keep an eye on you. Either way, I'm glad you didn't go after them. You never know what kind of psychos they could have been or even been armed. I woud still report it though as suggested previously. That would be a smart move. Myabe they could ge some prnts off the car.

All that aside ... It's almost 2:30am here. I'm so amped up, I can barely sit still let alone sleep. I even took a nice hot shower and my sleepy medication yet here I am. But I'm thankful I feel good. No feelings of impending doom, no anxiety, just aware, aware and happy.

Hope everyone else is having a wonderful night.

Love you all to pieces!

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First off, I'm sorry to hear about what happened to you Sol. At least you still have your life and property in tact.

Tragic, I know what you mean. Last night my mind was racing for what seemed like an eternity. I was feeling very antsy, and almost anxious, but it wasn't a bad feeling persay. The oddest part about all of it is that I feel like the "wet blanket" has been taken off my head, and I'm starting to pick up on stuff again. It was a very short lived phenomena. I haven't watched the news in a few days, so perhaps I will watch it today to see if anything coincided with that wet blanket feeling.

As klain had alluded to in his last post, we are working on something for the thread that could very well be some very interesting data. All the credit goes to klain for coming up with it. When we have finished the preliminary stuff, one of us will post a link for you all to look at.

I hope everybody is feeling good. I know I am. World of Warcraft: Cataclysm comes out at 12:01am tomorrow morning, and I'll be in line waiting for my copy! It's one of my guilty indulgences, so I am mad excited for it!


Much love.





Peace be with you.

-truthseeker

reply to post by SolarE-Souljah


I'm doing good thanks for asking. What songs are you listening to that you are getting messages from?

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I'm feeling good as well. What is World of Warcraft? I might sound dumb asking, but I don't know what that is, I'm assuming that it's a game. Online? videa? Board? Just curious.

Originally posted by amc621
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I'm feeling good as well. What is World of Warcraft? I might sound dumb asking, but I don't know what that is, I'm assuming that it's a game. Online? videa? Board? Just curious.

Wow, have you been living under a rock for six years?

It's an online game based on a Real Time Strategy game of the same name. You create characters, go on quests, etc. A typical gamer type game. It is the only one that I play anymore, because 150 bucks a year for that game is far cheaper than 60 bucks a pop for console games (which I typically beat in a week or less), and it is my entertainment, since I don't watch too much television, and I have grown out of the bar scene, unless a jazz band/combo is involved.

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So now that many of us have answered the Psych 101 questions, I had a few for you, if you don't mind me asking.

I notice that whenever any of us posts a question pertaining to how the other members are feeling, you always post that you are feeling good. Is there ever a time where you feel bad, whether it's emotional, or otherwise? Care to talk about them? Do you ever have inklings of the waves that we have been speaking of lately? Have you ever in your life had an unexplainable occurrence where you just could not explain away through psychology or scientific means?

I pose these questions, because we all may be better equipped to understand where you are coming from, and perhaps focus our answers to a format that you may be more familiar with.


Peace be with you.

-truthseeker

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World of Warcraft sounds cool, I looked it up after my post also. I don't play many games, so as far as the gaming world, I have been living uder a rock

Good question. I can honestly say for the last few months I've felt good. As I've posted before I am a MSW, so I've been trained from a scientific/medical point of view to look at how people are feeling. Usually there is cause (I.E death in the family, drug or alcohol abuse, broken relationship) for people I talk to about feeling "bad". I have times of not feeling ok, and I usually have something to associate to that, out too late, not eaten right, traveling and not sleeping, a very bad client case. I've not ever questioned finding a medical or scientific issue, but like I said that's what I've been trained to do. I've not had much experience with people like in this thread to give me something else to think of. I've been paying close attention to my client base, now I have something else to think of then looking for the sterotypical reasons of feeling bad. I would like to tell you that I've seen someone that might fit this group, unfortunately I have'nt.

I don't think I've noticed any wave changes, but since I've not experienced it knowingly before it's hard to say. I can say that reading this thread has at least gave me an awareness of other options.