posted on Mar, 4 2010 @ 02:03 AM
NephraTari,
Your case is truly scary, and, since your children are involved I figured I would jump on here ASAP to offer you what I could.
- You say that you no longer feel like this "thing" is something paranormal. That you believe it is some kind of an inter-dimensional being only
masquerading as a spiritual entity. My first bit of advice is to STOP that train of thought. As soon as you remove this being from human
religious/spiritual theology you give it the freedom to deny human ritual and rites that might have otherwise worked against it.
Just because it seems to be outside of paranormal bounds, doesn't mean that it really is. If your family is confused and uncertain it may be using
those loopholes in your faith as a means to avoid being damaged by any religious/spiritual actions you take against it.
I had a similar problem with a Rakshasa. I thought that it was some kind of lofty necessity in the spiritual world. So I didn't try to combat it, but
instead looked towards Hindu ritual and rites to appease it. That was exactly what it wanted. When I turned to magick (theosophical magick, not
witchcraft magic) it started to huff and puff and put up a million different resistances. I bound and warded it though, because I still believed that
my own spiritual background gave me precedence over it.
I would recommend the same thing for you. Whatever this is, it feeds off of your inability to expel it. It perpetuates this by causing you to doubt
your own abilities and strengths. Utilize salt circles under beds, water in the four corners, sage burnings, white candle magic, prayer, spells of
health and vitality, and whatever else you personally believe in.
Be relentless, do not let up. No quarter for this thing, chase it out as only a mother protecting her young can.
Best of luck to you, NephraTari.
~ Wandering Scribe
EDIT - Typos
[edit on 4/3/10 by Wandering Scribe]