posted on Jan, 17 2010 @ 11:38 AM
Hi Bestideayet:
First off, let me express my sympathy and support for you in your struggle with life. As you have read, it's all too common.
I would like to suggest that the knowledge in this book has been having a powerful effect on you, far beyond what may be visible, as disturbing as
that has been.
Two offers of advice:
Give the OTHER book a chance to affect your life. Specifically, Ephesians 6:10, which has no condemnations, but lots of excellent answers. It
outlines the energies/existence of powerful beings all around us, and has details that help us to absorb this information. It might be eye-opening
for you. Only you will know. I will say this: it's for warriors, and you sound like one to me.
Relax. You are a strong person yourself, from your biographical information. If you were going to be taken down in a direct confrontation with
whatever may have come from that book, you wouldn't be here today.
Ongoing battles wear people down, so victory could belong to whoever is still standing when the other falls. Find some strength you can really count
on, that is not hiding and playing games with you. In short, are you desperate enough to pray to God and ask for His help, if He's real?
Please remember these words, my friend. Look at your own past, and prepare for the next round. Ask God for wisdom, for the eyes to see, for the
belief and information you need. If He's real, you'll experience more than the confusion and pain of life so far. What do you have to lose?
It seems worth the risk, if you're serious, and I think you are.
[edit on 17-1-2010 by Copperflower]
[edit on 17-1-2010 by Copperflower]