posted on Nov, 30 2009 @ 07:39 AM
There's 2 very different sides to this particular coin.
But here's a little story. Its complete fiction, but is based on a few facts and real events that I have witnessed.
I know this guy. Lets call him Simon
Simon was a good kid. Straight-A student, top of the class in high school. Popular guy, did lots of stuff, was well organised - basically, he had
everything. Didn't drink, smoke, do anything 'bad'. But in his last couple of years of high school (UK - lets say he was 15 at this point), he
started hanging with different people. One day, someone passed Simon a marijuana joint. He took his first toke and felt a massive weight lift of his
shoulders - he thought it was the best thing ever.
Now, fast forward 2 years. Simon is 17, studying his A levels. He took one ecstasy tablet in the summer after he left school, but left it in the
past.
He had lots of new friends now - some of them much older, in their 20s and 30s. Smoking pot more, going the pub lots. One night after the pub, Simon
goes with some of his 20something friends back to a house, and gets offered a line of coc aine.
Then Simon's 18th birthday came, and he went on a right bender - pot, pills, coke. Lots.
After this, he got himself a part time job. He was approaching his college exams. However, with all this new found money, Simon got wasted every
night. Bottle of cider, or maybe cans of lager, and a bag of weed. He started skipping class, stopped handing in work. Suddenly, the main thing on his
mind was 'how much weed i got left?' 'How can i get money for more weed?'
Simon stopped studying and spent all day every day getting high. He got high for all his exams, and just about scraped a pass in each. (Big difference
from a straight A student in school, eh?)
Simon then had a rough summer where he didn't know where his head was at. He moved out and started a university course, and again, had lots more
money. He was working more, had student funding, he even got some inheritance money.
He wasn't touching the pills or coke anymore, but was easily spending £20 every day on pot, and was always high as a kite. Bought himself a car,
spent every day driving round with his pals getting high, started selling the odd bit of weed to help pay for his habit.
6 months later. Simon has flunked his course and is only still registered for the free money. Then he loses his driving license, leaving him
devastated. Back on the coke to make it all better. But oh no - he then loses his job later that week, and ends up living back with his parents,
unemployed. This summer Simon starts hammering the coke and pills, and keeping up with the weed. Nothing else matters except having a good time to
Simon now. He even starts taking amphetamines as a cheap coke replacement
He couldn't even eat his Christmas dinner because he'd had a couple pills the night before, and he jaw was outta control, he just couldn't eat.
He was getting into debt he couldn't get out of, every day was a mission to get high and nothing else - and he knows it.
Seeing himself like this, Simon started to remember what his life used to be like before all the drugs. Starts sorting his head out, lays off the coke
and pills and phet (still on the weed but much less.) Simon gets a job again - but loses it within a week, because he went into work high one day, and
the boss clocked him straight away.
Determined to make something of himself, Simon goes back to university. Straight away he finds a guy who does the best deals on weed he's ever seen,
back to the old £20 a day. Might have a couple pills on a weekend, nothing much compared to his past.
Simon thinks he's in control - but if he's not high he's not happy. But he's keeping up with the course, he's enjoying it and doing the work, not
skipping class at all.
But then one day, Simon suffers a massive setback - a friend dies. Simon decided to stay home a couple days, sort his head out, have a smoke. Then, 2
days later, Simon's house gets burgled. He can't believe it, he hadn't felt this down in the dumps since the week he lost his car and job.
Simon started smoking lots and lots of weed again, and the amphetamines crept back in.
Simon has 4 weeks out of uni, he misses his assignment deadlines, he misses a couple of in-class assessments.
Simon thought it was all going wrong again - he'd blown all his money, was so far behind in his course he was actually scared of going in - which is
pretty damn pathetic for a 20 year old, he thinks.
5 years ago Simon smoked a joint. Everything seemed to have gone wrong since that.
I'm going to leave it there - but I think that is a good way of explaining the illegality of drugs.
selfisolated.
(P.S. if anybody would like to know which parts of that are true, u2u me and I'll explain the fact behind the fiction in private.)