posted on Aug, 24 2009 @ 11:24 PM
Well, I drowned twice. Never died though, or had an OBE, so I guess I didn't really drown lol.
But when I was coping with the idea of dying, I was so fixated on the thoughts and fears that I had a dream. I came home from work, two men came up
the drive way and I KNEW they weren't up to any good (I felt them, didn't see them, but felt chased). I run into the house to grab the assault
rifle, loaded it and ran back to the back door. Stupid me didn't shut the door behind me. through the dark peek of a crack of the ajar door, I saw
two flashes. I felt the bullets hit me. I felt hard to the ground. The only grief I had was I could not protect my family from these intruders. I
tried to call out, but nothing. I felt the warm wet blood. Pain ran through my mind that my family were to share my fate.
Then, oblivion. I cannot put into words the feeling. It was black. I was warm. I felt comfortable. Then I awoke in a cold sweat. It was so real I was
lost when I awoke. Perhaps my mind had set this up for me to understand.