guilty of paranoia

im not really a newcomer. i've been browsing the forum for many months under this handle but been too afraid to type anything lest 'they' tracked me and marked me with a colored dot for when the fema trains would start rolling. i was paranoid to point of being called a fool. because the same paranoia about the martial made me pack up and move to china for two months right before NLE 09 started. well im glad i can no longer be considered having been wise... but who knows. no sign of chemtrails here in china. no corporation logos with symbolisms bombarding your vision. just a country still struggling to become fully civilized... by western starndards. it hasn't been worth it so far. now the sitting n waiting game begins. did kissinger really say america will be disarmed by september? its less believable every day im away from my home country. i guess fearmongering is a word invented for gulliable people like me. im guilty of paranoia- at least now i can come out and say it.

Its really easy to eliminate guilt and fear, along with greed, its just a new perspective of mind

reply to post by iknownothingiswear


Well thanks for coming out of the woodwork friend.

Welcome to ATS and I hope we get to see more of your perspectives and discuss your interests.

Let me know if you need anything .

~Keeper

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if you know the secret that makes it easy please do share. because over 2000 years (at the least) of religious practices and good virtue still has the world plagued by greed. if there was no greed there would be no need to fear anyone or be guilty about any regretable actions for there would be no intention to harm others out of personal satisfaction. sadly greed is just one's survival instict amplified to the point of disregard for surrounding elements. so either one needs to be in an environment with infinite resources or lower their ego to the state where resource allocation is prioritized over personal survival. i don't think either of these things are well easy to do. i think the most immediate solution is to build starships and start colonizing other planets to redirect our greed toward the unknown and possibly infinite other than eachother's wallets. that way we're killing off extra-terrestrials instead of our own kind. human brain's already too big for this planet alone. as you might have guessed my belief lies toward the theory that our creators are from out of space and that we are to follow them in strive.

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dang i wish ats had a spell checker... xP

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Share your views and believes! I'm with you all the way : )