Sleep disturbances and the 'time monks'

Originally posted by jackieps1975
reply to post by OmegaPoint

 

If it's okay, I may call on you for assistance. I do not think my old methods are necessarily going to be effective for where I need to get myself to. If I can get one day without rain to put my herbs in the garden, that will help me get into a better state for delving into this! If the sun comes out today I am going to walk right out of my office......

Sounds like you may also be dealing with a ... "time monk"

According to Eckhart Tolle www.youtube.com...

"time bound consciousness" is also at the root of our problems, our suffering, our anxiety, because it removes us from the truth of our being and who we really are, which can only be apprehended or experienced in the present moment, because this is where our life is, and thus, time bound consciousness is not only a constraint, but a killer of life and therefore the enemy of peace of mind and tranquility.

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Okay, that is too weird! That's been my newest 'freak out' thing. All I can say is that I feel 'unsettled ' or disturbed when I'm looking at the sky. I used to love to just zone out and look at the clouds and all that......not so much these days . I even have to avert my eyes because I just start to feel off. I wasn't even going to mention that aspect of it because I thought maybe it was part of the generalized anxiety I'm feeling....but it's pretty damn specific so I can't ignore it. It seems to bug me most when I'm driving. It almost appears to be unnatural, the way it looks, the backdrop against the world........ugh.....this is truly creepy.

I, have had this feeling of unrealness as I look to the sky, too, not danger but like you said unnatural...that's what I feel.

It's funny that you say you've been having nightmares. The funny thing is I have had dream deprivation lately, I used to have all kinds of dreams three or four times a week at least and now it's like one every three weeks. No night mares, but most unusual from what my norm was.


Well, as for the thing that you were alluding you had childhood trauma. I never did all my trauma was in my young adulthood. But, this is what I have been recieptive to lately. This is the word that comes to me often: warrior. I am that. All these things were to build up the strength of our souls. We are waging a war to bring everone else to enlightenment. And it's going to take very strong people to do this. Physically strong, too, as some are going to resist to the very end. They will fight physically and may be needed to be sent out of here physically, no matter how against violence one is, that is the strength I am talking about, the strength to do something even if you are hellbent against it. This is what's been recieved by me in these last few weeks. Simply because there are beings here that are simply incapable of love and are true evil.And they must be dealt with harshly.

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We will overpower them with our love, and overcome all things, and move mountains (of historical causation), and make something very old, new again, um, and a new day will dawn, for those who stand long, and the forrest will echo with laughter..

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First the 'sky thing'...........now this! Wowza! I'm with you on this for sure. I am not a violent person...but I'm no fool either. I know how to shoot a rifle. I think we're going to need a great many things in our skill set that we may not be accustomed to.

I've also been experiencing great urges to expand my physical strength (as you mentioned). Normally, I feel like running my dogs around the lake is enough but lately I've been thinking I should "train".......lol.....that is so out of character for me! I'm not athletic in the slightest and I'm not a fan of hard exercise. I think this is definitely a shift into survival mode.....

For a general update, my latest weirdo dream had something to do with
France getting annihilated. A natural disaster. I haven't had that type of dream in a while, although I am prone to them. I'm not particularly feeling that it was prophetic in nature though....
As always, I'm wondering if anyone is having dreams of this nature.....

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That's strange.

I have been eating lots more and putting on weight, I am the heaviest I have ever been. But I am also exercising more than I have done since I was a teenager. I need to be well fed, fit and strong for something.

...it's been like a ragged cuticle that I /you keep picking up and eventually you end up with a tear in the skin and pain because although you KNOW you need to leave it alone,you are powerless to stop the picking.

I live very rural: lots of wide-open space around me...lots of crops...few neighbors,nothing to obstruct my view of the sky or earth for quite a distance.
Something is very "off kilter" and honestly,I'm glad to know I'm not losing my mind,LOL!

The wind blows ALL the damn time and the "colors" of the sky at all times of the day are "hazy and filtered",never true and clear...they are off.

It smells funny all the time as well...an o-zoney,acidic smell...something I keep asking people is "Do you smell the air,what's going ON?"

They don't appear to be bothered by it at all but I am trying to "tune in" and really "listen..."

I know in my "intelligent mind" that many events are swirling around us and causing some anxiety but I am preferring to stay "awake" as much as possible and try to anticipate a sign of some sort...I find myself looking sky-ward and shivering with cold.

Hard to get a bead on but it's very creepy out here lately.I've lived here for 13 years and it's very different lately.

I don't believe I sleep better or worse but what I certainly feel and I have posted this on numerous threads before is that I'm way more intuïtive and things i feel come to pass and stuff like that.

It's pretty amazing

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I live very rural: lots of wide-open space around me...lots of crops...few neighbors,nothing to obstruct my view of the sky or earth for quite a distance.
Something is very "off kilter" and honestly,I'm glad to know I'm not losing my mind,LOL!

The wind blows ALL the damn time and the "colors" of the sky at all times of the day are "hazy and filtered",never true and clear...they are off.

I'm experiencing the exact same thing. I didn't see your location, but I am in upstate NY (rural area, about 1.5 hr n. of NYC). Our weather has been uncommon and bizarre to say the least.

First of all, it hasn't stopped raining for about a month. If the sun comes out for an hour these days, that's alot. I've never seen such conditions and I've lived here my entire life (minus 5 years but I still visited often). As you mentioned, the sky is constantly overcast...but it's more than that. I can't stop getting the impression that it's just not natural.

Something is most definitely 'off'.....with a great variety of things, from sleep patterns to perception to weather! We've gone over many anamolies in this thread and the list keeps growing!

Another strange thing I've noticed lately is that I am concious of gravity in a way I've never experienced before. I almost feel 'heavier' or rather there is more resistance when I'm moving about. Very odd to say the least. I know it's not me, as it feels completely external in force. Anyone else notice anything like that lately?

Strange days have found us

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South Texas,@ 50 miles west of San Antonio...originally from Upstate NY,LOL!

Great minds or more likely "common consciousness..."

No rain here for months...chatted with my Mom Upstate yesterday and she says y'all are FLOATING!!!

We are in strange times indeed.

The Mind.


Life situation. Clock time.

This is the linear trap of this 3d world.Its the triangle of fear [fire]
The glue is fear which binds all these 3 components together.
All 3 components are illusions and not you.
All 3 components have become large sick entities given energy by an unconscious you.
Visualise removing any of these entities [components] as much as you can.
The result will help ease the spiritual awakening.
This is just 1 obstacle.
Bad karma must be released,
Various life tests need to be confronted
If your sleep patterns are changing their is no quick fix things will never be the same again get researching.

Just thought I'd chip in and say I've been having sleep problems for the past few months as well. I have never had problems sleeping, once I was asleep that was it I was out for the night, nothing would wake me, even after I had my daughter I expected to wake up when she cried but even then my husband would wake me up to feed her. The past few months my sleeping has been off, I can take hours to get to sleep or I'll get to sleep after 20 or so mins but wake up during the night and not be able to sleep which is totally unlike me. I had a few strange experiences and very very weird dreams / marks recently but the change in sleep has been going on slightly longer then that. I've also found that sometimes I'm very awake and almost hyper at night and I'll sit talking about allosrts of things with my husband, he normally falls asleep after 15 mins and I'm sat there thinking about things. See that's the other thing my husband used to take forever to sleep, some nights he wouldn't get to sleep until 3/4am but now he never takes longer then 20 or so minutes to sleep.

As for the weather I have no idea what's going on with that and the forecast doesn't help either, I had a very important day coming up a few weeks ago and I kept checking the weather forecast hoping it wouldn't rain, 3 different sources had 3 different forecasts. When the big day arrived I checked the forecast and it said it was supposed to be cloudy, then rain around noon and maybe some sunshine in the late afternoon. It was a little cloudy in the morning but by noon it was very hot and sunny and it didn't rain at all, in fact there wasnt a cloud in the sky. That's not the last time that happened either, I checked the forecast a few days ago and it said it was supposed to rain at 1pm, this was around 11 that I was checking, 1pm came and went and no rain again it was sunny.

I have this constant feeling of waiting for something and like I have something serious happening and I've forgotten something, you know like if you had a driving theory test and you wear glasses to read(but forget to take them), all the way to the test centre you kept thinking there was something you were forgetting but couldn't remember, something very important and it really pesters you and only when you are put in the situation that it's needed do you suddenly realise what that important thing was? Well that's how I feel, like I've forgotten something very very important and that I'm waiting for something but I don't know what I'm waiting for or what I've forgotten.

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Well that's how I feel, like I've forgotten something very very important and that I'm waiting for something but I don't know what I'm waiting for or what I've forgotten.

That's another thing and it's irritating as hell. I mentioned before that I feel it's on the tip of my brain. It's simply not clicking yet. I believe we come into this world with 'knowledge' and we simply lose our universal connection as we age.

In this thread I know I talked about bugging out on the sky most intensely during my ride home from the office. Tonight was no different. It occurred to me that all this cloud cover seems intentional. As if there is something being hidden in these bizarre weather patterns we are having. I realize this sounds paranoid but so many things have been floating through my head. It's literally been a month since we've had a clear sky. That doesn't happen here.

Originally posted by jackieps1975
over-stimulated a great deal of the time. It seems as if there is pressing in on me. Again, it's hard to explain. I've always been intuitive but now I feel

I think we are under compression. Have you read some of the Timothy Oleary material about compression of time and energies? It is very intense on some days.

Originally posted by jackieps1975
That's another thing and it's irritating as hell. I mentioned before that I feel it's on the tip of my brain. It's simply not clicking yet. I believe we come into this world with 'knowledge' and we simply lose our universal connection as we age.

Of the illuminante is messing with that time technology more often trying to manipulate the future to their best advantage, and we are just sensing the varience. I swear to god things are moving every day. Things are just wierd.

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South Texas,@ 50 miles west of San Antonio...originally from Upstate NY,LOL!

Great minds or more likely "common consciousness..."

No rain here for months...chatted with my Mom Upstate yesterday and she says y'all are FLOATING!!!

That is really funny! Especially considering San Antonio is one of my favorite cities (second only to New Orleans), I was there recently (during Fiesta). Texas will be the next (and last) state I move to.

I don't know if you've followed the whole thread or not but I have been seeking the common denominators between us all. As *cheesey* as it sounds, I do believe there is some connection between the group of people experiencing this discombobulation.

We see alot about labels around here .... indigo, starseed, rainbow, crystal, etc.. The only one I will put stock in is 'empath' and that is simply because it can be correlated to something substantial. Otherwise, terms are useless as far as I'm concerned. I want to know what binds this specific group of people and what the hell are we supposed to be doing?!
There are grand differences between us. Some of us have the sense of impending catastrophy before the great change. Then we have our eternally optimistic new-agers that do not wish to acknowledge any type of negativity, even though it does exist and plays a huge role in what's to come. I personally think we're facing our end as we know it....and I do not feel it's going to be great news for everyone on this earth. That's just me though.

As different as we are, we are common in this strange awakening (for lack of a better term) and it's monumentally essential that we keep connected and continue to share our observations / feelings / perceptions.

I cannot even express how much I appreciate the insights from all of you, on both ends of the spectrum! I get my little bit of peace by seeing so many of us sharing in the same revelation. That is monumental. Please stay active and keep updating your experiences here.
xoxo

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Of the illuminante is messing with that time technology more often trying to manipulate the future to their best advantage, and we are just sensing the varience. I swear to god things are moving every day. Things are just wierd.

Hey SoulOrb! Great to see you on this thread finally. I am thinking it's more than time manipulation at this point. I swear to you, something is going on in NY. At first I was passing it off as climate change, etc, etc. Now it's just plain spooky. I'm sure you're reviewing the thread as I write this, so please read through my posts about my impressions of the weather lately. The bottom line is that it just feels false. My intuition tells me there is a whole lot more at play here. The cloud cover and haze feels unnatural, like something is being concealed.

(For the record, I am completely stable mentally. I've never been treated for anything psychological. I live a relatively *normal* life, work full time, married etc. I come here to ATS to share my impressions with others that relate because my beliefs and perceptions don't really go over all that well in my day to day life)~~~ so that's my personal disclosure for anyone that may happen to come on this thread and tell me to take my meds

Sorry for my delay - I wanted to stop by some time ago and share my thoughts, but I got side-tracked...I'll start off with a dream i recently had. The info below was posted on one of my Timewave threads, and I thought it was actually more relevant here. I'd also like to add that my sleep patterns have been dysfunctional for over a year now, and I rarely get 5 hours of sleep each night, more like 3 or 4...anyway:

On the morning of Sunday May 17, I had a dream...and in that dream I met with none other than Terence McKenna himself. It was all very surreal, yet felt extremely real. I experienced the dream with a lucidity unlike other dreams - not that I was aware it was a dream and reacted accordingly, but that I 'knew' I was in a parallel reality and acted accordingly. Wherever I was, it was a past version of now.

I found myself walking through a maternity ward waiting room with my wife's cousin and one of my dogs. It was possibly in the 60's or 70's, not sure, and we were just walking through this hospital. We finally got to one room and it was full of people like a classroom, and everybody were sitting in rows and were talking like they were waiting for the teacher. I sat down and just listened to conversations around me for a little while. It became apparent the the guy sitting to the right and one chair ahead was Terence McKenna, though he was between 17-22 range and didn't really look like him, but carried his persona if you know what I mean.

Anyway he was speaking of some strange experiences and then brought up this idea of the timewave and that history repeats. I sat there not joining in the conversation but just listening, but it was odd - I considered myself really there, I knew it was another time, and I remembered I was from 2009 and was there to exchange info or something. I had never felt like a time traveller before, I was there and processing what was being said by running it through a mental filter that originated from a future time - what I considered to be the Now I was previously embedded in (and would hopefully return to).

Long story short(ish), I was given a chance to ask a question, and really only had the chance to ask just one. What I asked was something along the lines of: "So is it possible that the timewave could be tracking multiple realities at once, or could there be multiple timewaves each representing a parallel reality? How do these other possible realities fit into what the wave is tracking?"

He didn't answer my question, per se...he kind of smiled to himself, wrote something down and then handed the piece of paper to me. On it was one word written in wavy lines - that word was "FINE." The image below is pretty much exactly what it looked like in my dream:

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I had no idea what he was talking about - I thought what, like 'everything's fine'? Or 'fine - you win.' It didn't make any sense...until 3 days later, this past Tuesday.

In the mail I received a $135.00 parking fine. Not since April of 2004 have I received one of those. Then I noticed it claimed I was someplace I was most certainly NOT at a time I was at home ASLEEP. An obvious case of mistaken identity. The offence was given simply as: Not parallel park in direction of travel.

So let me highlight the points here that really stand out to me:

*I have a dream where I'm handed a note with the word 'fine' on it by McKenna.

*3 days later I get a fine in the mail.

*I received the original message by 'traveling' to a parallel reality set in the past.

*The resonant 'real-world' fine accuses me of parallel parking in a direction opposite of travel.

*BOTH occur while I'm asleep.

I honestly don't know how I'm going to prove the location of my car while unconscious, but that's not the point of all this - I'll deal with that situation in my own time.

I then noticed another odd thing about the fine. The offence date was Saturday morning, March 28 (28/03). The offence time was 7:51am. The issue date of the notice was May 17 (17/05) - the same date I had the dream. Each group of 3 numbers add up to 13. Out of curiosity, I added up all the wavy lines that made the word "FINE" in my dream. The total was also 13. The same can be said for the word "TIME" in all-caps. The number is even in the amount owing.

A few interesting and possibly relevant facts about 13:

*The Mayan calendar is made of 13 Baktuns.

*The Long Count calendar began in 3113BC and tracks 5125 solar years.

*The smallest period of the calendar is the trecena which tracks cycles 13 days in duration. (In Mesoamerican divination, 13 is the number of important cycles of fortune/misfortune).

*13 circles comprise Metatron's Cube, aka 'The Fruit of Life.'

*According to the Torah, God has 13 Attributes of Mercy.

*In the Great Seal of the United States there are 13 olive leaves (with 13 olives), 13 arrows, and 13 stars. These form a triangle over the eagle with the number 13 on each point. On the reverse the pyramid has 13 levels.

So what does this mean to me? Aside from being an elaborate stream of synchronistic observances, or even a psychosis related to observational over-kill...

it proves to me beyond a shadow of a doubt that reality as we perceive it is affected, shaped, and changed by a constant merging, touching, overlapping, and interplay between parallel realities. The answer I requested was given in the simplest form possible by an intelligence I have determined to be an external entity (maybe McKenna, maybe not). The form of the answer was a mere 13 wavy lines spelling the one thing that connected two separate realities in my own personal life.

It foretold the future in a way, and brought the impossible into reality (unfortunately costing me $135). I sure would love to see what the parking officer was actually looking at that morning.

***Update***

On June 16 my wife got a phone call - it was the 'debt recovery office.' They had received my letter or protest and through a bit of research and cross-checking they found that the traffic officer was in fact mistaken. So I'm off the hook - and rightly freakin' so I might add. I then noticed the date: 6-16...another 13.

The whole experience leaves a lot of questions for me, however at least on a personal level it confirmed beyond any doubt that there is indeed more to our perception of time than our percieved linear experience of it. I believe, rather than experiencing an intuitive dream, my consciousness actually did experience a parallel reality, and somehow I got an answer to my question from an entity within that reality.

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That's interesting, so, in a roundabout way, his answer was no, not parallel universes in the timeline (direction of travel), but by the manifestation of the fine itself, possible different timelines in the one universe. Case solved!

Very intriquing..

Regarding the best day to do a 'thought experiment,' I'm not sure if the Timewave reflects that data. If it does, then the next few days could possibly be the best time until August and then October (I'm just going by the major shifts). The real question is: Is it better to do this on the lowest point or the highest point of the graph? The timewave maps out our experience of 'novetly' or change...new acceptances of things being normal which were extraordinary before.

Today marks a shift in the preceding trend. Although the timewave was moving downwards, we saw tensions building as we descended into this area of greater change and 'upheaval.'

Here's the graph, today is in red. I think either today, or the 25th would be good. Otherwise the next even lower point occurs in late October.

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Late June 22/early June 23 (if one can be that specific given varying time zones) is the first moment where the build-up reaches a plateau and then hovers around a 'mean,' or a balanced level of tension. This is like a waiting period - where events during this time determine the nature of the upward trend and the next peak (and every subsequent shift all the way to Zero Date).

*The graph bounces around the baseline until the 29th, however the true upward trend begins on the 25th.

Here's my 'Timewave 2009' video that highlights the upcoming major shifts:

Another thing regarding dreams, last year I had a few 'doozeys' that affected me - a few in particular were 'alien themed' and unsettling to say the least.

The most memorable one was about an alien invasion of sorts where they came and basically 'flipped the lights on' and began taking us in droves. I say flipped the lights on because they arrived at night and suddenly the sky was somehow turned on, but with an unnatural light. It's hard to describe - the sky was still actually black, but everything was illuminated with a flat, diffuse, and indirect lighting (slightly brighter than a cloudy day, but no real observable shadows). There were no stars, and the Sun was nowhere to be seen.

Everything was quiet and damp, like if you've ever been in a cave - it was the same temperature, humidity, and feel. I remember being allowed to travel freely while scores of other humans were being held along the path I was walking along, and many were in the ditch lining the road in some sort of cocoons. I gradually felt somehow accustomed to the environment in the dream, like I had been there awhile, and the initial 'threat' had passed.

To make this brief, it sickened me and stayed with me - it's like it triggered a deep fear in my psyche that had remained dormant until then when I experienced a worst-case alien invasion.

That dream, well at least the environment I described, provided the basis for a short story I wrote last year entitled These Dark Worlds.

I tried to envision how a world that appeared to be lit that way could actually exist, and so the idea of a reactive holographic enclosure surrounding the Earth became the focal point of the 'dark world' in the story.

The plot felt very real to me as I wrote it, and it just flowed out - and i have since had a few synchronistic experiences regarding the story since having wrote it last October.

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