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Originally posted by Jacqua
I have to say that I am so tired (for want of a better word) of lying wide awake every night...
Its been quite a few months, Id even go so far as to say about 5 or 6.
been experiencing much the same as every one else, -- the waking up at 3am, the sleeping one hour at a time... the interrupted sleep....no sleep at all..!
thanx blujay for posting that channel info, I found it quite reassuring, and I shall now embark in my own meditation for blinker removal, which I will start tonight while Im lying there not sleeping, -- something to do, you know
sexual endeavors used to work wonders, now, it just makes it worse, so given up with that one unfortunately
I got really excited when I managed to get a doctor to prescribe some melatonin, as it is (script only) in this country.... but alas, -- it didnt work ... after all that !!!
Originally posted by blujay
reply to post by Jacqua
I actually don't go back to sleep... eek... I am wide awake in the wee hours. Thank goodness it gets light so early now, I take a stroll along a beautiful cliff overlooking the Monterey Bay, great way to start the day and casually meditate the positive energies in.
Originally posted by jackieps1975
reply to post by survival
yes the ascension process in rising daily. As for myself, although I have completely forgone having a job anymore, and am only packing my brain with knowledge, alongside spending the darkest moments here sitting outside staring into the sky, i do not really have sleep disturbances.
Honestly, I wish I could quit my job and devote myself to other endeavors but I hang on to 'what should be'. Therein lies my personal problem with all of this
It's truly inspiring to have so many people coming forward. This will manifest itself in many unusual ways, that's already become evident in this thread alone. I just wish I knew specifically what 'this' is! People speak of transformation and transcending and while I am very familiar with the concepts, the vagueness of it doesn't sit well with me. I do not have purely wonderful feelings about all of it. My alert level is extremely high and my discomfort even higher.
I consider myself to be far above average in my openess of mind and my appreciation of the paranormal (and extra terrestrial possibilites). My gut tells me this isn't going to be all clouds and fluffy puppies......
Originally posted by ldyserenity
So these are things we know it's affecting...
1.) Sleep
2.)Eating habits(I, too have wanted to become a vegan, I did it for three days, but ran out of vital dietary items, they can be expensive, and my children are refusing to give up meat so It's difficult for me to afford two different diets, however I do not eat as much meat anymore.)
3.) Jobs, I too don't really feel I want to be working at any job for pay, my work is here learning all the things I can gather knowledge on. Several people have metioned this.
And 4.)Anxiety, or a feeling of urgency.
Originally posted by ldyserenity
That's exactly the feeling I had the other night while I was tossing and turning, I felt like I was TRYING to come out of my skin!!!! And yesterday while driving I had that feeling in my Brain...like it wwanted to 'Pop' out of my head...wierd. I wish I could grasp what is going on, what the energy wants to get through to us. Sometimes I have been feeling way too anxious lately, too. Like something is coming(usually it's my sense of impending opposition, not destruction or anything grand like that).
Originally posted by ldyserenity
Originally posted by blujay
reply to post by Jacqua
I actually don't go back to sleep... eek... I am wide awake in the wee hours. Thank goodness it gets light so early now, I take a stroll along a beautiful cliff overlooking the Monterey Bay, great way to start the day and casually meditate the positive energies in.
I'm sorry you didn't get back to sleep. Where is this Montery Bay...sounds beautiful.Lately I have been dreaming of being near mountains and cliffsides. Well not sleep dreaming, I mean daydreaming/wishing to be in these areas. Maybe another connection involving these energies. I know that ancient civilizations beleived that mountains were mystical places and many civilizations beleived the "Gods" lived on mountaintops.
I work in IT but I am now finding myself daydreaming about living off of the land, living the simple life, and working with my hands. Simplifying life, and slowing things down. I think humanity (at least much of western society) is learning that our rate of increase in life, job, and everything else is unsustainable. There was a time where a household could be supported by a sole provider working a 9-5. Now both adults need jobs and work longer hours just to "make ends meet" and that is increasing annually. This cannot continue.
Originally posted by ldyserenity
Omegapoint, I didn't fight it last night and I slept better than normally.I just kept saying 'I am ready for this, I will be fine' and I slept great!
Also there was another post about the left/right brains becoming equally funtioning, this meant something important to me because, though I am female I tend to function in the left brain, and since April had terrible migraines in the left side of my head/temple area. Last night was the first night I didn't have a migraine because I let my right brain get some say. Pretty odd.
[edit on 11-6-2009 by ldyserenity]
-Amaterasu
You mention here "vibrations..." For about 6 months now I have noticed a "tingling," like superfine vibrations through my body. I only really notice when I am still (they do not interfere with my normal functioning). They are strongest in my head, hands and feet.
Do you suppose they are related (they have been becoming stronger lately)?
-Bluejay
each and EVERY one of you … are living in a time frame whereupon you are experiencing an integration of Higher energies that have not been present upon your plant for eons of your time...."
** If someone had shown me this post two years ago and said it was written by me in the future, I would have laughed my ass off.