posted on Apr, 22 2009 @ 09:45 PM
Doctors are human just like everyone else. In most cases where ECT is concerned, I think most people just don't know any better. Being happy with a
result, no matter what it's form, is all that matters at the time and when you've been told that the side-effects are temporary, your first instinct
is to try to be patient and wait it out; not get upset about it. More study is needed and we really don't know everything there is to know about the
effects of ECT on the human brain (in adults or children).
Fortunately, most psychiatrists won't perform ECT on patients under 18 now. I would like to see that minimum age raised somewhat (at least to the
mid-20s) since the brain is still developing, even at 18. The Homewood Health Centre no longer accepts patients under 18, which is good but I do not
know whether or not they are forcing treatments on any of their current patients either. I would invite anyone who has been at Homewood recently to
comment in this regard so as to minimize the inaccuracy of our evaluations here. I do know that the psychiatrist who inflicted this trauma upon
myself, is still working there and that concerns me deeply.
I would also like to see thorough neurological exams given throughout the entire series of ECT treatments. Inventories used now (when they are
incorporated at all) are woefully inadequate and are incapable of detecting certain types of brain damage. I was not given any neurological exams at
all during the sessions I had and it was clear that my well-being was not their first and foremost concern at the time. I will, however refrain from
blaming Homewood's general staff (i.e., nurses & other doctors) for what happened to me as I believe just one person should ultimately be held
accountable (my psychiatrist). Although staff were aware of my unwillingness to participate, I believe they were simply following orders; possibly
under the threat of losing their jobs. Their actions were not a personal attack on my character and I do not take it as such.
ECT, as it is performed on willing patients, with proper consent, is altogether different from the same procedure performed on unwilling patients
under duress. I can no longer take chances with mental health professionals and take steps to avoid them altogether. The abuse which I endured at the
hands of this particular psychiatrist was facilitated by my misdiagnosis and so it is also imperative that precautions be taken to guard against the
frivolous labeling of patients in order to justify the prescription of copious amounts of psychiatric drugs. I might have been in a better position to
resist had my faculties been completely intact. At the very least, my family should have been consulted beforehand and given the option to refuse on
my behalf.
I continue to try and go about my life as if none of this ever happened. I do not ever expect that the doctor responsible will be brought to justice
for what he has done. All I can do at this point now, is try to understand how this happened so that I might contribute towards preventing it from
happening to someone else. Awareness is key and if prospective patients and their families come to recognize the risks associated with ECT,
particularly the fact that it may be carried out on involuntary basis, then they will be in a better position to guard against the life-long
consequences they would otherwise be forced to endure as a
psychiatric
survivor.
[edit on 22-4-2009 by X-tal_Phusion]