posted on Dec, 26 2008 @ 11:12 PM
This election season managed to deaden me to interest in many of these subjects. About ten years ago I was really into the subject matter of this
site. I researched the topics. I made connections in my mind between networks of people with power. I connected the dots and realized the web was
broad and you could never tell who was good or bad, like counter spy activity in the movies.
Then, this election season occurred. By that I mean the last two years. I researched every night, probably watched 3 to 5 hours of TV and was online 2
to 3 hours each day studying the candidates. I grew disgusted and for the first time in my life I had my world turned upside down. I saw the good guy
as bad. I changed parties...well I'm not affiliated, but I changed my vote.
I don't trust ANY of them. ANYMORE. And so, I don't trust any new source. I therefore find myself disinterested. I keep logging on to sites and
looking for something to draw me in...but it fails to happen. I used to logon to ATS and peruse the day's posts like I was standing in a candy store.
Now the post topics seem vacant or thin or uninteresting or so yesterday.
Can anyone tell me anything..a fact...a thread...a subject that might reinvigorate my curiousity? Anything that will reignite the fire to deny
ignorance or at least to believe that I'm not reading ignorance? Thoughts? Kindred spirits? I miss caring.