posted on Dec, 22 2008 @ 10:19 AM
Sorry i didn't have enough time really to post anything up there... i felt like i was being rushed to go to bed.
At 9.37 Mountain time and about 43 minutes before (dont know for sure), I was using my meditation binaural beat system. Usually sitting in a chair i
was using it and (there is a first thirty minute session to amplify your brain into delta waves).
Nonetheless, through the first 13 minutes or so (light brainwave frequencies during this time) I was getting this vision of all black underneath my
eyelids and the sole focus of one white dot that my brain was focusing on. From here it got very crazy...
My head and body felt somewhat queasy (especially my stomach) and i was having a hard time keeping it in a calm and relaxed state. So i proceeded to
crawl under the covers and lay in complete relaxation. All through doing this i was keeping slight attention on this "white focal point" in between
my eyes.
As i began to transcend deeper i was looking at this white dot... i had no idea what it was. With focusing on it - its almost as if there was static
in my surrounding "eyelid-vision" - that i was seeing slowly move to the sides. Upon completing this and having a sole clear white focal
point in the center of my blackened vision, it GREW.
From that small tiny dot it began to grow .... like an atom or molecule if i could even describe it. After that it went wild and after 10-15 minutes
(in a theta brain wave state), it was growing and growing, attaining and growing small orbiting molecules around it - now it was looking not like a
growing universe... but almost just like a growing ball of static to put it simply.
Now im not sure about this: But during this time i could somewhat look away from the white focal point (still staying focused on it to not wipe it out
completely), but i could see visions and stuff swirling distantly from the focal point. I think i either caught a glimpse of me in the future (i saw
myself with a beard/very dirty garb, in my mid 30's ALONG with a glimpse of three little children, each in a differend colored shirt and "swirling
frame" around my head that were running away from something). I also am all about astral-projection (recently) and tried to put myself outside my
room in the living room where my roommate and boyfriend kinda guy were... I remember looking at there eyes and seeing kinda of a blank stare with no
static in between their eyes.. It was as if their eye area had 50% opacity and i could see through it.
At this point the swirling static ball was of a decent size (what size? i couldn't tell ya... but it was taking up more and more of the back of my
eyelids) and was making the most beautiful connections to its growth (really... i felt like i as watching something unfold). i kept getting this
growing sense that someone was watching it. I was a little frightened, but stuck with it despite a 'faster-than-normal' heartbeat, & a questioning
of WTF this was!!
Soon enough though i was having bigger pictures... and through all these pictures.. 4000 characters is definitely not enough to tell all this, my mind
divvied it down to one word, and a word i VERY SELDOM USED and/or knew.
Pleiadians.
I'm somewhat baffled as to what happened.... and coincidentally on 12-21??!!! I have no idea what this entitles.
I already believe in kundalini awakening/spiritual awakening - and for some odd reason have suddenly taken all of this stuff (meditation, yoga, SUPER
healthy diet, scared of gov. vaccines, qigong, and energy flow) up in research in the past 5 months now...
If someone can relate i would be so gracious
P.S. I have to put this in here.. but whenever i close my eyes now (im writing this the next morning) i can see this white focal dot... although it
has a lot of static around it from - my scattered thoughts i want to say.