Hi. In Desperate need of help here! Please don't toss this in trash bin as usual.

Hi, everyone. I'm in desperate need of help here.
The problem is that, unfortunately, what I have to deal with on a daily basis is so crazy, that telling you about it will turn you off.
I've seen people with similar experiences on these boards, but their topics get marked as hoax and tossed in the trash bin (so, no, you won't find anything like this on here anymore).
If you continue to read this, I am telling you here that the rest of this may be incoherent and in broken english since I am like crazy drunk and have some kind of "psychic" in my head that has been there for a very long time 24/7 (will be at least 3 years on August 18). See how crazy that is?
I usually just grab some liquor, and after I've drunk enough am able to get enough sleep (which really means very little, but there's no way to communicate this to you), so that I can get to work the next morning.
Unfortunately, today (a day on the weekend), I am so drunk this morning, that normally I would be able to get back to sleep after waking up early (as always, so I don't die of sleep depravation).
Okay, so far you are probably saying to yourself "Yeah, this guy desperately needs some help"!
Here is the part where they toss my posts in the trash bin (and please don't this time, okay mods, I mean, they'll find out...).
The reason that I can't get to sleep is because I've got something chasing me around. Well, see, its so crazy that I can't really describe it without getting tossed in a mental institution. Well, the real reason I'd get tossed in a mental institution is because everyone works for Aliens or something, but...
Still with me? Okay. Cool. Pretty rare.
Now that you understand that it is difficult for me to accurately describe the situation without my post getting tossed in the trash bin (yeah, that's when the aliens are really involved in it folks), we can try to spill the beans and get me some sleep.
Before I continue... keep in mind that I make a descent amount of money (as I have discussed here a few times). Anyone that can help me out here (human, alien, hybrid, whatever) has alot to gain. There's enough folks that have access to this somehow to where they can get what they want by assisting me. I mean, these folks know nothing here, I've got loot, and I can help you out with anything. Seriously, I'm that desperate.
Okay, here we go...
I'll can't go straight from start to finish, It's too crazy.
And again, I have little control over what gets typed... it will all sound messed up. It's hard to think with aliens and what else in you head (as I constantly backtrack to fix typeovers).
Hmmm... I tried typing some stuff out just now, and it was just pointless... I'll try it anyway... here it is... (keep in mind that stuff involving aliens is really crazy!)...
At the moment, I suffer from "the psychic", "the fart", the "pain in my side", "the voices in my head", "the snore", and "the burp" (can barely type this stuff out)... and all that at the same time. Looking at the descriptions, could you imagine going to work and solving complex problems for PHD's a zillion times a day? I would think not!
Imagine going to work and "fart" sounds coming out of your butt (sometimes it actually comes out of my back!), "burp" sounds coming out of your mouth, and then one of your head bosses walking by as you're with a customer, trying to tell him "thanks", but instead "the pain in your side" has you screaming in between each word?
Okay, I know what you're thinking. Why didn't you go to the cops.
Actually, I've called them 4 times in one night on one occasion (a long time ago). Each time I wonder if it is really the cops, since obviously they play games. The only person that acknowledged that they know what I am talking about is a head investigator for a district attorney.
Okay, so now back to why I can't get to sleep....
So, I lay down at night, trying to get to sleep, and "snore"! It doesn't sound like a snore, but it is close enough. Okay, I'll stay laying down, and then I get the more recent "burp"! It sounds nothing like a burp, but whatever!
This goes on all night unless I get enough liquor... or at least it was like that for a year or so.
At the moment, my tolerance is sky high, but no matter how much liquor, it is not enough to get me to sleep now. I woke up this morning, started drinking, but to now avail!
More people have these types of issues, but unfortunately, instead of attributing the folks chasing them to "anomalies", they attribute them to "demons" (like my mom did [I had to save her from a drug overdose because these folks are so deadly]). Oh, yeah, and don't ask mom about it, since she has no idea what you're talking about.
Does anyone have any suggestions or anything? My brain is so scrambled that I can barely think like you do (it looks otherwise, but I am usually more intelligent that this. Furthermore, I could usually care less about aliens and other "anomalies").
Please, by all means, consider providing information. Do you have similar experiences?
Oh, yeah, and anything can help here, whether it be human, alien, or whatever. I really don't care at the moment. This is the perfect time to try some crazy stuff! The most hideous alien could come on down...
And, by the way, I live in Parma Heights, OH. If you see any other black folks walking around, it's gotta be like time travelers or something... 1105 characters left, phew!

I am being VERY serious when I say this - you sound like you are suffering from schizophrenia, and i highly recommend you seek medical attention immediately. I am not trying to be funny or mean - you really need professional help.

Detox is the only thing I can think of that will help you. Find a nice center out in the country with a lot of trees around and nice gardens to walk through. You need to get the drugs, alcohol, heavy metals, benzene what have you out of your system. Then the aliens will leave you alone. You might want to also treat for intestinal parasites. I would start on that right away. The toxins given off by parasites can drive you crazy, give you cancer and bad dreams and even drive you to drink. Take care.

Originally posted by WatchNLearn
I am being VERY serious when I say this - you sound like you are suffering from schizophrenia, and i highly recommend you seek medical attention immediately. I am not trying to be funny or mean - you really need professional help.

Just finished reading the OP and was just about to type exactly that WatchNLearn typed above.

There are just too many undesirable issues at hand here; i.e. the mention of ''loot'', ''police playing games'' etc aligns mild schizophrenia with possible psychosomatic illness - not a great combination if you ask me.

Nevertheless, if your post is true, please seek help from a medical expert. Drink solves nothing. I hope you use your ''loot'' for specialist help!

Best regards and good luck.

Breifne


[edit on 17-8-2008 by Breifne]

reply to post by MegaCurious


You need to stop drinking. I know what you are going through and I know what you are saying is real, but the fact is, you have to get sober. Every time you drink, you tear the screen wider and wider. You are in control. Do you understand that? These things are around you all the time and they use you like a puppet. I'm serious, Stop Drinking. Get some sleep, LOTS of it. Don't drink anymore...also, tell them to shut up and go away. Tell them they have no right to be in you or around you, but they won't go if you keep damaging yourself, that is the problem, I promise you. I know because I've been through it.

Please for you...listen and do...Peace to you, my prayers are with you.

it seems this has been going on for a while ?

seeing things hearing things aliens everywhere ?

www.abovetopsecret.com...
Definitive Proof That Aliens are All Over The Place!, page 1

I have to agree with WatchNLearn. When I started reading your post I thought this was just a joke ,but the more I read I got a very unsettling feeling that you
are truly trapped in a terrifying place. Please! If you are being serious find
medical attention asap!

Originally posted by letthereaderunderstand
reply to post by MegaCurious

 

You need to stop drinking. I know what you are going through and I know what you are saying is real, but the fact is, you have to get sober. Every time you drink, you tear the screen wider and wider. You are in control. Do you understand that? These things are around you all the time and they use you like a puppet. I'm serious, Stop Drinking. Get some sleep, LOTS of it. Don't drink anymore...also, tell them to shut up and go away. Tell them they have no right to be in you or around you, but they won't go if you keep damaging yourself, that is the problem, I promise you. I know because I've been through it.

Please for you...listen and do...Peace to you, my prayers are with you.

The best post I see here, but keep in mind I can't get to sleep without drinking lots of liquor. And, of course, this is not what I choose.

Seeing the other posts clearly means that I should stop posting this stuff... they clearly don't understand. If I ever get the chance, I'll see to it that everyone on the planet has to go through what I experience! Most definitely! How dare they!

I'll try to keep this stuff to myself, and try to survive by drinking from now on. Seeing what happened to a sister when she went to the doctor (she eventually ended up biting into an "alien cracker" and needed insane amounts of pain drugs daily which kept her out of work for a long time), that obviously isn't the issue or the solution. Seeing that you're the only one that saw that, I give up on the rest of the folks.

The rest can suffer the consequences of ignorance, and if they survive the future (whatever it may bring)... I just might still be around here...

As my fellow members said above.
Please see a doctor.

MegaC

Please seek medical help. You seem to be in a manic phase and are suffering from delusions and psychosis.
The copious amounts of liquor you are also consuming is going to do irreversal damage to you body.

Good Luck

Fish

reply to post by MegaCurious


Hey there MegaCurious,

Sounds like you're having a rough ride of it ... and I do actually believe your story.

First of all you need to take back control ... and some of the things you will need to do to reclaim controlmight be quite difficult for you. So you have to ask yourself ... how badly do you want to be rid of these anomolies and live a normal life again ?


1/ As others have already suggested, STOP DRINKING ... the alcohol is only feeding the problem not helping it.


2/ I don't know whether these anomolies you mention are 'real' in the literal sense (they are obviously very real to you and that's what's important), or whether as someone else suggested the symptoms of schizophrenia (or something similar).

Either way you have to know one way or the other ... right ?

My next suggestion is going to be very difficult for you and I understand that (I really do). Because you might not trust the people in the medical field are who they claim to be ... in the same way that you don't trust the police are who they claim to be.

3/ It is vital that you either see a GP or go to the hospital and explain everything to them that you have just told us here (print-off a copy of your OP to show them).

The reason this last point is so vital is

(a) If these anomolies are REAL they won't be expecting you to challenge them like this ... it will put them off-guard ... and likely flush them out (they only use people they think they can manipulate as hosts) ... by calling them out like this and exposing them to the medics you are calling their bluff and reclaiming control.

(b) I these anomolies are the result of psychosis / schizophrenia or some other psychological illness then it's even more important to seek out medical help (even if you think you don't need it ... because that could be another symptom). If these nightmarish things are the result of illness they can either be cured or treated ... either way and as before you reclaim control

Whichever probability turns out to be true you have to grab the bull by the horns and seek help ... however difficult it is. Do you realize that by taking this step you are about to display more courage than most of us could ever imagine. And once you get whatever help you need and reclaim control of your life ... you will be a stronger man for it my friend.

DO IT NOW !!!

Blessed Be. Woody

Hey, dude. You sound as though you are really in some major distress and you really believe that what is happening to you is external. At the risk of looking a bit foolish and in the interest of NOT passing up a chance to help someone who really needs it, here's what I suggest.

I have friends who teach shielding and protecting spells and rituals. I've never tried any of them myself but .. well, they're my friends and they're really good people so I just accept it and go on. Different people claim to be able to teach you spiritual shields, psychic shields, mental shields, and other types of protective spells, rituals, and practices.

You can probably find people in your area among the paranormal community who can also teach you these things, or if you'd like u2u me and I will link you where to go so that you can ask my friends for help yourself, or read posts on their forum that will clearly tell you how to build shields.

Best wishes. No one deserves to be going through what you are going through if you are being honest.

If you are being sincere about the voices, you will never be able to chase them out. but you shouldnt. I learned the best way to deal with it is to interact with them and and acknowledge them. You can only do this rationally if you give up the alcohol, refuse all pharmaceutical drugs, and a lot of other pollutants that the general population consider harmless delicacies and stop being afraid of them.

Acknowledge the presence and request as much information as you can, only doing so sober. If you are intoxicated with anything the you will be overpowered with dillusions due to lack of mental structure and discipline.

Learn to keep the dialogue in your head and not verbal, or others will think your crazy. Only a few can be as blessed as us, you just need to be instructed into how to deal with it.

If you go to a medical doctor you will simply be pumped full of pharmaceuticals and the problem will manifest in another manner. Not to mention due to your dependancy on liqour you will likely ignore the warnings and drop the pills with your drink, leading to possible death.

That is what those in charge want you to do. Don't do it. You have to e strong and give up the liqour, and learn to interact rationally with the entity, otherwise it will only be a matter of time before you reach failure and your soul is overcome.


That is what happened to the man in the Grayhound incident in Canada recently, do not let it happen to you. If you reach the point he did you will be begging to die, please dont do that. Only a few of us can be blessed enough to utilize the information we can gather from the entity, and we need as many working towards the goal as possible. Seriously consider what has been said in this thread, your life hangs in the balance.

well...seems to me, there are 2 possibilities here...
one is you need to go get some medical help here...there's is something very serious happing in your brain...
or two, you are completely sane, but well, they is something very serious happening in the spiritual realm, I do include "aliens" in this area.
either way, you would do good to cool it on the drinking. I'd go as far as suggest a nice vacation, in an environment that you are not customarily around.
if it's a medical issue, well....the alchohol isn't helping any I don't think and well, a nice detox facility would help get you through the withdrawals and would be watching for any danger signs on that part.

but if it is something spiritual in nature....
well....they identify by kind of what your vibrational level is...each one is unique. someone who drinks alot will change that level by ceasing, someone who is running down the straight and narrow, well...drinking, using drugs will change it. someone who is used to city life, well, a nice country setting will change it. change the level, the spirits can't find you as easily.
or well.....the spirits can only affect you if they carry part of you within them...where have you sent you energy to, good or bad, ect. start reclaiming that energy, focus on where you are sending it, ect, and well, try to be more conservative, more conscious on what you do with it .

As stated by the previous posters please try to stop drinking alcohol.
It is hurting you mentally and physically. I speak from my own experience of years of drinking shots of Wild Turkey 101. I created my own personal hell.

I have a question for you. This is a serious question even though it may not seem so. Are the pain in your side, burps and passing gas a result of the drinking or of whatever is bothering you? I am asking because I have all those problems too. I double over with the side pain.

Please do seek the services of a doctor. He can prescribe something to help you sleep and get over detox. It can't hurt you, it can help you get some peaceful rest that you need.

U2U me if you need an ear to listen to you.

My best wishes to you. I'll keep you close in prayer.

Originally posted by MegaCurious

Originally posted by letthereaderunderstand
reply to post by MegaCurious

 

You need to stop drinking. I know what you are going through and I know what you are saying is real, but the fact is, you have to get sober. Every time you drink, you tear the screen wider and wider. You are in control. Do you understand that? These things are around you all the time and they use you like a puppet. I'm serious, Stop Drinking. Get some sleep, LOTS of it. Don't drink anymore...also, tell them to shut up and go away. Tell them they have no right to be in you or around you, but they won't go if you keep damaging yourself, that is the problem, I promise you. I know because I've been through it.

Please for you...listen and do...Peace to you, my prayers are with you.

The best post I see here, but keep in mind I can't get to sleep without drinking lots of liquor. And, of course, this is not what I choose.

Seeing the other posts clearly means that I should stop posting this stuff... they clearly don't understand. If I ever get the chance, I'll see to it that everyone on the planet has to go through what I experience! Most definitely! How dare they!

I'll try to keep this stuff to myself, and try to survive by drinking from now on. Seeing what happened to a sister when she went to the doctor (she eventually ended up biting into an "alien cracker" and needed insane amounts of pain drugs daily which kept her out of work for a long time), that obviously isn't the issue or the solution. Seeing that you're the only one that saw that, I give up on the rest of the folks.

The rest can suffer the consequences of ignorance, and if they survive the future (whatever it may bring)... I just might still be around here...

Bro, like i said. Honestly I know what is happening to you and how frightening it is, but the rest of the members here are saying the same thing. It doesn't matter what we think it is, what matters is it is happening to you and you are going to have to stop it.

Listen to these guys about the detoxing, please...cause your breakin my heart. I feel the dread just speaking of it. People who haven't had this happen have not a single clue what you are going though, but none the less there advice is correct. Please friend...listen...all these people care about you and are giving you sound advice. You can take it from me as well...start by throwing some Epsom salt and a splash of bleach in a hot (shallow) bath and soak in it, this will help you immediately, then get sober and throw the alcohol out. Do you have a friend you can call to keep you company for a while? Having someone around will draw your attention away from them. They are only as strong as you make them....Please be well to yourself, please....

What everyone here has already said, you need to take some time off work, go out to a retreat in the middle of no where, detox, and try to learn how to turn your brain off for a bit.

I like you have incredible problems sleeping, sometimes I will go 3 - 4 days in a row without sleep, and I know that this is like having a bulldozer crash around your subconscious, after only 24 hours the world starts to become very fuzzy, even when you get "used" to it.

I find relaxation music works well, things like guided meditations (caitlinfae did a very good one as a podcast to help people sleep on this website), using the Solfreggo frequency to help put me in Delta state, or Alpha music to help put me in Alpha state, so that even if im not capable of going to sleep for whatever reason my body and mind are still able to get some rest.