posted on Jun, 2 2015 @ 09:03 PM
Hi ATSers,
I have also noticed feeling 'odd' and 'outside of time', which is as strange as it sounds - but over the last few years, I have had several strange
things happen, the most freaky being falling careening ass over teakettle all the way down my steep and narrow-stepped staircase, hitting the bottom
on my back and whacking my head against the heavy duty entry door.
As my head connected with the tile floor and the door, I heard breaking glass falling all around my head onto the tiles - and I raised my arm to
protect my face as I knew the most likely source for this glass was the panel set into the door above me. I remember feeling the need to get back up
the stairs quickly or I would not be able to move, so I crab-crawled up the stairs and managed to get to my bed. But I could not relax as I worried
about my kitty hurting his paws on the glass, so I got back up and collected the dustbin and brush and went back down the stairs to clean up the
glass.
There was no glass on the tiles. Nothing. The glass in the door was still intact. So where did the glass I heard quite distinctly come from and/or go?
I remember a surreal quality to the whole thing: as though something more had happened than I really understood - but I couldn't quite grasp what was
different. I remember thinking I should have broken my neck based on how my head hit the door (90 degree angle)...but I had no bruises, no sprains,
nothing. Like it never happened.
One of the main things that changed afterward concerned an oddity in-and-of itself: over the previous three years or so, I had developed a physical
twitching of my head/neck, which was sometimes quite dramatic and always hit when I sat to relax in my recliner. Right after the twitching started, I
would 'fall asleep'/trance-out (which my hubby thought was quite weird - he would watch me go into this fugue state, so I had a witness and knew I
wasn't going bat***t crazy) - and the scene of my living room would shift somehow - like an overlay had been applied. So I would still be in the same
living room and sitting in the same chair, but the scene was slightly different. I would often be doing something with my hands, like reading a
magazine, book, or even knitting (I don't knit lol) and I could see my hands in the air in front of me, turning pages or repeating knitting patterns.
Very unnerving.
But after the fall down the stairs, all of that stopped. Why?
I also have had things 'disappear' and reappear - small things, but usually something I needed or used often or daily. The main thing that still bugs
me is a vanishing sweatshirt. I'd had a favorite navy one with a hood and white piping down the outer arms. I always had it on the back of my chair
and one day, it just wasn't there anymore. That was over a year ago and it still has not reappeared. I loved that sweatshirt - it was my connection to
my sis who lives quite far from me; it was more than just a piece of clothing. (I have checked every possible place that it may have gone, but I am
tidy and live in a small place, so there is simply nowhere for it to hide).
Any thoughts? I am still puzzled about that fall...did I 'die'? Shift dimensions? Why would a physical anomaly completely disappear?
(And I also remember being shocked that Nelson Mandela was still alive...I also believed he had died years before he actually did.)
Namaste.
GI