posted on Jun, 11 2008 @ 11:52 AM
I performed three tests today, I had the bubbling sensation 2 for 3 times. But it was not on my head, it came out of my hands, and onto my knees and
elbow while in contact with my hands (I either sit indian style, or sit in a chair, at a table I lay one arm over another, with no table I put them on
my knees.) I noticed sparks/sparkles flying all over my arms. Also felt an unusual "heat ring/band" form around my head, I could not see it, the
temperture picked up about 10-23 degrees Farenheit (normally I lose heat and have a freezing sensation). I believe that was about what happened, I go
into meditation for around 7-10 minutes, the first "tint dip" occurs, normally of a purple/blue shade. On numerous accounts while looking at my arms
they begin to shine brightly, then a slim "wave" courses over them, then they recede at times, like the ocean. All of this listed above is
repeatable. After a few times I begin to feel "different" like the weight of gravity was increased, I begin to tire tremendously (which is nearly
impossible, I can finally sit still to meditate, but I have a severe case of ADHD which seems to grant me a never-ending wellspring of energy, I'm
always the one up at 5-6 in the morning on vacations, school days, holidays, and anything that involves being around water. Once I start running even
if it hurts to keep running it feels even worse to stop running and let my energy run rampant through my body with no way of alleviation. I even have
enough energy that I fight while I sleep LITERALLY, I can punch, kick, chop, smash, and practically seek out others while I sleep. I actually kicked
my dad out of bed on two occasions he nearly went through the wall, I somehow made my feet connect with my sister while I was on the ground sleeping
three times in a matter of 15 minutes and she was on a couch, I have actually seeked my own mother, and on numerous accounts I have smashed my bed
while I sleep, a quick punch or kick and I've just smashed a bedpost off, Oddly though no marks ever show, even if I punch at my hardest waking
myself up in the process. I am in no way a violent man, at least while conscious, I abhor fighting, I am a pacifist, I always apologize for the damage
I cause, and compensate for any damages done, then I find ways to prevent me from getting up or even moving at night.) I hope this does not sound like
a bunch of nonsense, but I try to keep everything documented for future reference, and to repeat results, refering to the last section was to list all
possibilities, stimuli, and outliers. If even one part is left out the whole process can be entirely futile. I only ponder over these and document
these to find a true explanation as to my existence, I'm not meant to be a shcolar in that I was literally born with a severe abnormally high muscle
density and growth, and with the experiences stated before, those punches can easily turn fatal, I was even climbing trees when I was three bare hands
no rope, branch, or ladder. I am not meant to be a fighter based on the fact that I reason with others and always seek peace first, and only
persuasion through words or a sway from a comedic stand point, at least while conscious. The fact of the strangeness of my dreams leads me to believe,
based upon what I've heard from numerous individuals, that my dreams are not what most (at least that I know) call normal with elements that are
normally never prevelant in a non-lucid dream. My fighting seems like a deep routed instinct, when I enter a certain state its as if time slows down,
I know where the hits will come and go(if I give them the chance (this is based on my karate class, not random strangers)) and I can even begin to see
strategies from just one step. I do not know how to summon this but it just seems to come and go. The only problem with this is that I try not to
fight but the urge to do so is too great to stop. I have not killed anyone nor do I plan to. sorry if this seem or is irrelavent.