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Originally posted by Jesse Torgerson
Since this took place such a long time ago, I can't recall any items that were missing. As opposed to "missing" time, time "stood still" in my experience. The only strange thing that I can think of at the moment is my compulsion to study and research EBE's and extraterrestrials. I also feel like I have a huge purpose for being alive. Things that are supposed to fulfill me (i.e. college education, jobs, etc.) don't fulfill me at all and it is almost as if I'm waiting for something extremely important to happen which I some how am involved. Maybe I'm just a very ambitious person????
Originally posted by Jesse Torgerson
It was the early evening hours of a mid-summer day. I remember being in my bedroom either playing with toys or watching the television. I fell asleep while playing, and the next thing I remember is floating up into the air, unable to move my body. I remember making many attempts to call for help, but my voice would not function. I don't remember anything after this point, until being "lowered" back into my bed. My initial reaction was to turn on the light via the switch. The interesting thing about my memories at this point is that I was able to move my limbs on the way down. I couldn't "escape" whatever it was the was lowering me, but I did have movement. I attempted to reach for the switch and finally succeeded. When I did, the episode ended. I was absolutely frantic and ran out into the living room where my parents were calmly watching television. I asked why they didn't respond to my screams, and they said they heard nothing. I looked at the clock and no time had passed, although the episode seemed to last at least 15 to 20 minutes.
This episode explains my fear of this hallway, as well as sleeping alone. My fears have mostly subsided now, however I do have the fear of the stereotypical "grey" face. I have considered regressive hypnotherapy, however I haven't decided yet whether or not I even want to know what happened that night.
Enough babble. I hope that I will not receive the "psycho lunatic" replies - perhaps I will find some answers.