Does anyone feel like they are constantly waiting?

reply to post by fiftyfifty


dude i have the exact same feeling and iv had it for about a year aswell..its strange its like ,imagine that you know that something is going to happen say your waiting for a delivery and the company has said that it will be arriving between 8am-5pm....so you have to wait...but the package never comes ...

thats the feeling , but on a bigger scale.

many times iv said that life to me seems like the greatest waiting game ever...you have to wait for everything ,name me 5 things that you DONT have to wait for?

i do feel the "whats the point in doing "whatever" feeeling...but as you said im a happy guy no real worries...just this eternal sence of waiting...

peace x

i just started reading posts on ATS but have been having this waiting since i could understand what wait ment. that has been for 48 years now

Originally posted by BlasteR
Maybe it's all the toxins in our drinking water making us dreary.

I'm thinking this is something important to consider. There are toxins in everything that we consume. I've transitioned to what I believe to be a 100% organic lifestyle but I know I'm still getting toxins from something because I can feel it. Since the water is questionable (even bottled water), that could be the source. When we shower, the water absorbs right into our skin so unless you have a reverse osmosis filter on every faucet in your house (or access to some other clean water source), you're receiving the toxins. Fluoride is just one toxin but there are other chemicals in the water that include pharmaceutical drugs.

So if these toxins are meant to put us in this "waiting" state and looking to the sky for the answers, it could be putting us right where they want us. They (our own government) could swoop in with their "alien" technology... pretending to save the world from the evil-doers (do a search on this site for Project Blue Beam), and we would welcome them with open arms... only to be turned into slaves without resistance.

I could be wrong about that of course... but it's easy to be suspicious when you've already been drugged. I was on antidepressants for 7 years. Not once did any of my doctors suggest that I eat non-toxic food to alleviate the depression. I discovered that little secret myself. I've been off the meds for a year now, and as long as I stay on a clean organic diet, there's no depression. As soon as I eat something that contains toxins, I experienced headaches, RLS, fatigue, skin rashes and depression for several days. These crazy reactions did not occur before I stopped eating the mainstream American diet, which leads me to believe that most people's bodies are adjusted to it so they don't have reactions to it.

But I have to say that I'm not the same person that I was before medication and I know I never will be. My life has changed permanently. I have a hard time accepting the 8 to 5 work cycle week after week and enjoying it. I find myself searching for something more and never able to find it. I watch what's going on around me and wonder why people are so blind to reality, why they are content to be stuck in the matrix, happily eating the toxic sludge whose flavor is enhanced with chemicals that keep them addicted to it.

I am suspicious and question the purpose of everything. I'm not the happy-go-lucky girl I used to be. I've transitioned to survival mode and feel like I am just waiting for something to happen.

On a side note, I noticed that a large number of posters on this thread are new members. Maybe there is nothing weird about that but I noticed it and it raised a red flag for me.

Yes I feel like I'm waiting.
For me it all started with the world wide web.
Once the internet became accesible to the masses, I've spent my life waiting.
Waiting for the next big thing, revelation, direction, answer to what I should be doing.
It is a distraction from what I should be doing and really living.
Everyone lives online these days, findng mates, surfing porn, playing games, buying crap you don't need, or just passing time.
The web has been great, but it is also an insideous part of our lives.
First thing I do when I wake up? check the web
why? cause I'm waiting....

I do agree with you on this point. I to am not a believer in NWO, Illuminati, Nibiru, End of the world prophecies, but I do find myself to be consantly expecting something major to be happening when I check the news latley. I can't really explain it, I have never had this feeling before either, but latley, say the last three months or so, I have had a feeling like something major is coming.

I try not to put much stock in these thing though, as they are after all, just a feeling. Don't let it control you or worry you to much.

fiftyfifty: Google your house number and look at pictures of your home from space (satellites). Walk, bike or drive down any major street and chances are likely you are being filmed by a hidden camera. Shop for groceries, go to the bank, board a airplane, drive up to the parking lot at your work (or any business parking lot) and chances are you are being filmed. Try on clothes at most major stores, get money from a atm, go to the post office, the list is endless. The minute you walk out of your front door there is now the real possibility you are being filmed by some camera. All in the name of "security".

I have expounded for years, that nobody listens to their inner voice, or that they understand the perception of their third eye.

I have known something was very wrong since about 1966. I became increasingly more and more restless with what my so called perception of day to day reality was, and now I am fully aware that the end of life as we know it is happening all around us.

The Insane Chimp Club running the show from Wash.D.C., has proven me right. The Insane Chimp Club, is now working to make sure they stay in power forever in one form or the other, via another rigged election. Or no elections ever again, as a result of a Junta before Nov. 08. ]:-(

We are moments away from Rex 84 like MARTIAL LAW, RED/BLUE LISTS, YELLOW LISTS, Internment camps, death camps, slave camps, labor camps, and re-education camps.
We will be tagged, implanted, tatooed, scanned, DNA indentified and have our own DNA patented against us, relocated, assigned, re-educated, and have no hope.

We have USA Marines who are trained to show no mercy or pity upon ANY US citizen as they round them up, and ship them off to be gassed or microwaved. The Special Forces that are ready to do it , are proud to do it, and can't wait. How twisted and sick is that?

They will also have foreign troops here in the USA helping them.

Many are going to have huge problems adjusting to what is happening.

Nothing GOOD is ever going to happen to us again as Americans. We are screwed, and we had better get ready to defy,resist, and defend our ways of life against the coming SUPER FASCIST STATE. Or you'll be either dead, or the walking dead. Even the richest amoung us, will have it hard as well.

I am about ready to leave this GOD FORSAKEN NATION and head for some other place that is off the map. I'll live off the beach, and die under a palm tree...Old, wrinkled, skinny,sickly, poor but free. Let the sand crabs finish off my corpse. PHUCK AMERIKA!

reply to post by UFOBountyHunter

Sounds like a tough deal there, but I hear you.
But I must add that this feeling of "wait" is international. We are all (at least the ones of us who are awake) sensing the shift of paradigm that is approaching soon. There is a reason for this wait. Something will come our way and no-one will be able to deny it.
Be patient. All will be good in the end. No pain- no gain, so to speak.

Originally posted by kosmicjack
yes, Yes, YES! But I can't remember if I felt like this before I started reading ATS. Same story though, no reason to anticipate any big event or problem - except for the world running out of oil.

[edit on 27/5/08 by kosmicjack]

I felt like this after Halliburtion oil war profiteers gave Bush most donations and stole the 2000 election the 2004 election and surround him with Chickenhawk YES-MEN.

I felt like this night before 9/11. Monday night football, Denver Broncos Ed McCafferty broke his leg LIVE ! Scroll on TV says "OBL , $20mill reward, most wanted man, plans attack"

The boogy man propaganda was too much to dismiss that night. I told the party of 8 guys and gals that those stacked beer cans were Twin Towers and OBL will crash into, possibly bioweapon onboard......kick off the BUSH OIL WARS !

They would not talk to me next day, they were scared, they have never spoke of it since......I look at them and smile.........they know from what I predicted, it's a CIA scheme for oil and Uranium.

Iraq was recently found to have more oil than any country.........hmmmm.

NWO knows you are in fear, they substitute OBL and say this guy is cause of your fear.

You are actually in fear of NWO globalist secret society that you don't believe in . These inbred folks condition there children to believe that you sir, are cattle "goyim" the commoners as Bill Clinton says and elite media often say.

You are the victim, yet they blame you for breathing out CO2.....you take up 6% of planet Gia .......you are sucking up their resources !

You may not believe in Satan either, buddy he believes in you !

It's the darkside of humanity exposed from top down. Yes, the NWO darkness trickles down, kind of like Reaganomics


I'm Grandson of 33 degree Scottish Rite Mason of WW II.
"Never join, they only care about power" (Grandpa to me @13yrs old, after Christain confirmation ceremony)


Christ is the way to understand how "Evil Doers" think.
New Test. left us the tools..........Bible code prophecy is interesting as well.

Why do you think it's hard for rich man to get to heaven ?

They pull a good intentioned Scott McClellan in..........turned him into a gross lier and deceiver to our troops.

Scott knows he has blood on his hands, alot of it.
Scott is fighting for his soul, donating book cash to wounded troops.
Screaming that WH is using same old tricks to invade Iran SOOOOON !

GOD LOVES A DESPARATE MAN...........
IT'S NEVER TOO LATE TO FIND GOD

Ari Fleischer is a dual citizen Jew Zionist NeoCon, who I like.
But his got is not my GOD......His race is not Chosen one to lead.
He brags about himself and entire Bush Cabinet being on CIPRO weeks before Anthrax attacks.....won't say why.........hmmmm.

Everyone serves something.........even so called aetheist and agnostics.
Don't let them undermind Christ in your presence, let them know you are not buying, not today pal !

reply to post by fiftyfifty


I know what you mean
I think you could be right about something huge is about to unfold on this intire planet.

Only fools and or unbeleivers, sceptics will laugh at this but watch the faces when the curtins do fall and reveil what has been prepared for humanity of planet earth.

Lets hope it will be a pleasent surprise?????

Vic

Originally posted by Anonymous ATS
reply to post by Hakii

 

Don't feel alone. For about the last 5 years, i've felt like i don't belong in this world. I don't fit it in. The world seems to luv greed and lies and i just don't get it. I have pretty much alienated almost everyone who was in my life because i can't deal with their stupidity and wanting to bury their heads to what is happening. Feel a strong need and have for a couple years to be self sufficient. I find something wrong with everything but nature in this life. WTF is wrong with people???? How can people just keep going on like nothing is wrong? Why do most people not want to know the truth? To me, that is all that matters. I realize that we have to experience all 'that is' first hand to understand, but i just hope that it speeds up cuz i am tired of waiting for this charade to end and lets get on with peace! No doubt in my mind it is going to get bad, we got to go thru the bad to get to the good, that is the way it works. Humanity doesn't learn thru good times, its thru hard times and most of my life has been really hard times and i suppose that is why i am feeling like i do, this phase of my learning experience is getting too repititious now, i am ready to move on. Let these idiots in this world who luv this screwed up place have it. I have no doubt that justice in all ways will be served!

I feel the same way! I always feel like I am waiting, and the last few years, I don't feel like I belong or "fit in". It is the strangest feeling. Right now, I feel unsure of myself and my actions. I'm praying for God to direct my path, but I'm like, Lord, are you sure this is the right path for me? It is an awesome thing that we are all on this board talking about how we feel like we are waiting. I think that the people who post here are more sensitive or have a higher level of consciousness! I was very antsy right before Hurricane Katrina. I didn't know what it was, but I knew that something bad was going to happen; something very bad and very big, that would affect us all! I couldn't understand how people could just be going on with their everyday lives and not be aware of it. I also feel like America's Protection is slowly being taken away by God. It reminds me of the scripture in Revelations, where it says that "her sins have reached to heaven", etc. I wish that there was a way that this feeling could be measured. Can't some of you very intelligent people on the board figure out how to measure it? (Wink)

^ I know exactly how you feel. I think it's the worst feeling you could feel. I feel worthless. Not, that no one loves me, or things to that extent. I ask myself, why do I do what I do? Why do I work? For money? To mind my family to come? I'm striving so very hard to become a game designer...simply because it is one of the few things I love and I hope, and pray that it is what makes me happy...but I don't know if it will. I'm so depressed these days. Not suicidal, but saddened about life and where the human race is heading.

So much research I've done, all making the wounds deeper. Annunaki, Religion, everything seems to be so corrupted. History is what truth? The truth they tell you? What do you know? And when do you know when it happens, or when it's going to happen?

This feeling of not fitting in is a feeling that has been with me since I was about 6. I have no problem with socializing, expressing my views or even popularity, I just have a problem with commonality. I search for something so deep, I don't even know if it exists. It's kind of maddening. Sometimes, I want to ask God for help(God knows I've done so in the past), but...I do not even know if this God exists. The God that humans worship, to me, from my observation seems...very, odd...and backward, evil in some sense. I don't know. I'm just glad I have an outlet, beside my raps, to express myself.

I felt like that for years - a vague anticipation that "something" was going to happen. After about a decade, I decided to get over it and enjoy life.

I've had that feeling for ages too. Well,I used to. Butthen I saw 2 strange lights in the sky,and was suddenly "into" meditation and stuff. Never been into before in my life,thought it was hippy bs. But it's changed my life,I feel like I've entered the awakening that people are banging on about. I've reached states of pure bliss and vibration. The waiting feeling has gone,but it's been replaced with a need for knowlage. A need to know myself and recognise my potential.

I can't recomend learning this ancient art enough,them old fellas were on to something big. check out a site called wisdoms door. Lots of info about the real you. It's where I started.

[edit on 16/6/2008 by Acidtastic]

My wife and I have been feeling this for sometime. As I was reading the post's I wondered could we all be feeling this way because of the media? They keep us in a constant state of anxiety. Half of the time they don't
wrap up the story's they report on. They will report on a story a couple of days, something else comes up and they drop the story and not tell us the eventual outcome. Or. the outcome will be reported as just a passing little blip in on the news.
So we end up with a these negative events running around in the backgrounds of our minds. And this is story after story after story for years and that's on top of the current events of today. No wonder we feel like we're waiting for something to happen. However...There is a lot of biblical prophecy that appears to be coming into play:

After 1900 years Israel becomes a nation again.

One World Religion.

Christian religions are now being divided worldwide...liberals .vs conservatives. In the case of Rapture, if the liberal faction was left behind you would have a one world church in no time.

Damascus (Syria) is to be totally destroyed (Gods Promise).

Israel and Iran could go to war at any time now. If Syria were to also attack Israel and she had her hands full with Iran, Israel could fulfill this prophecy with one bomb.

One World Government. That's almost a given at this point.

Anyway, those are my thoughts on the subject. I'm going with Gods Word.

I am truly afraid the wait is almost over. The real question is when It happens will It really be It or will it be a prelude to the big It.

I know it sounds like ime making a joke but it is very serious.

Yes!!!!!Yes!!!!!! My whole life (well, since about age 5) I remember feeling just how you described it, as though something big were going to happen. I know it has always been somewhat cliche to say that "the end is coming" and I'm going to get to witness it! I am a believer in the nwo, and a small number of the modern day apocolyptic conspiracy theories going around right now, such as the annunaki, and Babylon, 2012,and such. But I don't think it's a coincidence that so sense this lately. You know how you sometimes get a little "flash" that tells you something is about to happen, and it does? There is a natural evolution of human conciousness that is constantly taking place, but right before a big, perhaps life changing event, many people claim to have a wide variety of psychic, emotional, anxiety, vivid and lucid dreams, etc. I believe that as the next few years go on, there will be a huge number of reports of peoples' strange experiences and thoughts. Pay attention to your dreams, and other intuitions, but don't put too much stock in the obsessive end of it, if there is need to panic, we will soon enough find out; but if not, I would hate to have lived in vain. Talk to people close to you about there thoughts on this, particularly the dreams, and psychic stuff, it's fun, if nothing else. And if it does mean something, at least you'll have some personal understanding of how the potential implications here affect you, and your life. Good luck to you!!

Well I happen to know that there is not only reason to believe in so called 'far out things' such as a NWO (which Bush & others have OPENLY spoken about) but there is reason to be concerned with the proof in the form of just looking at the obvious big picture.

The way I feel is DEVASTATING: I'm REALLY sick of this... I KNOW that there are not reverse-engineered craft in Lockheed etc. just for the look of it... And because I've spent the better part of the past few years working on a site that doesn't even have 1% of the needed traffic to make a difference in the World, add the fact that I've lost my girlfriend & my mother thinks my frustration is 'anger at the World', she doesn't even want to see me... So I'm stuck, left alone, with the truth in my face, while the globalists hand out buffets of lies all over the place.

All you have to do is open your eyes, stop being distracted, & realize that it is more many & cool to be open to things outside your scope of current understanding/world view. You can get others to look at the obvious, & mayby... just mayby, we can avoid this Planet being turned into a massive prison.

- Look at the signs: UFOs being talked about openly in the mainstream, when it was such a thing to avoid only very recently... Larry King, The Vatican saying it's okay to believe in Aliens, etc... I feel, like I should've been the OP actually, but given that he feels something is coming & he doesnt even believe in the NWO, I'm even more concerned.

And BTW; We are NOT running out of Oil -That is to drive artificial scarcity. - What you should be focusing on is that Oil should have NEVER been used for energy.

We are at the crossroads.... The time IS NOW... But given that the esoteric info RE conspiracies is so hard for the general public to take seriously without insultingly laughing, we are ALL screwed... I'm sorry to say; I'm not a pessimist, nor optimist, but I really don't think we will ALL wake up in time, & this Planet will be a victim of the entities that have taken control.... I'm sure there are many other Earths out there, & I wish I lived on the Planet that was .... well, NORMAL... NATURAL, LOGICAL & RATIONAL. - CARING & intellectual... - AND REPTILIAN FREE! - And go ahead... Laugh at me for knowing that the ancient civilizations have records of the Reptilians, people have been abducted with Reptilians in the crafts, etc, & go ahead; assume that I'm just 'following' David Icke's 'Opinions' as Wiki says, when they are NOT his or anyone else's opinions.

Search Google for Reptilian research archives. I'm afraid to post links here, for I keep getting the assumption that I'm spamming.