ideas

we are inside a box. every wall of the box is colorful and and filled with props. At some point you may see outside of this box. at first it seems to be a dark formless void. Broken images and multi-mirroring/dream-coating smooth the edges of the box. but if you can "feel" the pull. The light being sucked out through a hole in the seem. Then, you have a chance to turn around with more than your head. Anyone watching you will not see exactly how far you swivel; for to them your physical body shuts down. At least it does for some. Apparently I cannot be shut down. I do not know if this is due to an enhanced tolerance of hallucinogenics, or a stronger spirit and presence. There are only a few people I know that like myself become awakened to the next level of consciousness. Most people "black out" and can't remember anything. I can tell when they see. I can see that precise moment when the knowledge overwhelms them. the knowledge of what lies in the darkness... I can barely begin to describe. More than just what you see, there is a pervading sense of MEMORY. like continuing a dream at age 80 that you know for a fact paused when you were 4. It is something that has been going on for several lives at the least. so old it makes everything in this world seem like a new piece of sh*t from a cheap factory in china...
=Mobius