Maybe this will help, maybe it will just confuse, if it is the latter, just ignore it; there is nothing "out there" its all inside
There is nothing to be afraid of that will not show you to higher(deeper) understandings
Every single particular thought, realm, digit, or anything of anything, contains the whole, when you are faced with conflicting confrontations, it is
the whole working towards balancing that area of its creation.
Now about Demons, in meditation your experience will take on any aspect you believe in, for example, what a classic depiction of a demon for a
Christian is in meditation, could come as geometric shapes or vibrations or sounds to someone who never gave such energies the manifestation of a
humanoid form, people say demons are evil because they are there to teach you how to overcome something either negative or blocking progress, and if
you just ignore them, its like ignoring a personal problem. A lot of people can live with a priests banishing them, due to their faith, if they dont
meditate, their faith will save/teach them, granted they understand their faith and are not double minded about it.
But for those of us who also utilize meditation, its important to know that we have ultimate power over any effigy's we encounter, and to not be
scared, and always hold our ground that there is only good and love, anything else is a discrepancy of truth.
I think the beam of light was your higher self showing you that ultimate power you hold over demons.
Peace in light and love be upon you in your sojourn
[edit on 4/22/2008 by psychedeliack]