posted on Mar, 6 2008 @ 04:09 PM
Seventy odd years of attention and monitoring accelerated, by no coincidence, around the birth of nuclear energy converted into weaponry to destroy
the body's systems. Ancients described their encounters with celestial neighbors, and in our devolution this knowledge has been burned at the stake
by a dementedly egotistical modernized world, entranced by it's own capabilities as though the world had never seen any such wonders before. The
writings and illustrations of our heritage now long rejected and mocked, our determination to remain in sheer ignorance of others while marveling at
the works of our own hands left us baffled and shaken at the focused attentions of neighbors forgotten. The relatively primitive minds of our world
had found a new toy to impose themselves upon each other, a newly understood function destined to damage the balance of the environment and carry
common hostilities to a darker place. The human failure was now at risk of removing itself from history while scorching it's own habitat in
concurrence.
Man's airborne capabilities were rapidly progressing, and combined with new weaponry, humanity was now destined to carry it's burdens and
self-hatred into the heavens. Atomic destruction and Nazi saucers entered a thickening plot as energies and ideas passed hands after another world
war.
Yet organized governments were now taking notice that they had been noticed. When we were able to retrieve the wreckage of our own instability and
fear, any occupants still alive were caged, bound, and brutalized via man's desire to get answers from something that dared to redefine his
understanding of reality and history.
The deal was made behind the curtain. An empowered group of men were deceived swiftly. In the eyes of the watchers, you manipulate the manipulative
first. Thousands of years of observation revealed man's pyramids of power, and the fallen nature of his own leadership. Deception was a means to stay
ahead, and the terms of the deal intended to be split.
Lab rats are injected and sickened, animals skinned alive and beaten to death, and ecosystems destroyed with almost admirable consistency. There was
no point in showing decency and "humanity" to the "inhumane." The self-contradicting irony of our own terminology was a mockery to sincerity. They
were going to stay in control of their own program always, and we were to ride along with no ability to opt out as a whole. Our self-destruction was
hurting everything it touched, and our bodies were beginning to show the signs within. We should never have ended up this way, but our consciousness
failed to evolve with our machinery. The latter cannot progress ahead of the former without dire consequences.
Pain killers were to be as rare as answered questions. In their unsettled eyes, we have no privilege or right to the needles and treatments that would
ease the trauma or have it vanish entirely. Losing memory of the experience was like a gift from Christ himself. Humanity was a rapidly developing
mobile form of destruction. Too far, too fast... too much with too little oversight. We spread like a virus, an analogy deserved for an inconsistent
nature. Every peaceful messenger sent to us was mocked, and their history and purpose raped within decades of their exits. Their identities were
turned against each other through man's rewriting of history. We could not even accept a gift without soon destroying it's very meaning.
What was once a fear of social disintegration turned into a loss of innocence behind closed doors. One deal that failed to hold, and here we are
today. Black eyes like magic that peer into the mind and soul, waiting for the subjects in focus to pull themselves together. There is no help from
outside as our watchers are not gods. We pull ourselves together, or die perhaps not even trying. Human responsibility at times seems better
understood by others.