reply to post by lundta99
Hi I used to get SP a few years ago, it started gradually then the visuals got more lively and it ended quite dramatically. Well.. I still notice it
creeping up on me rarely when Im having a cat nap but Im so aware of it and that I hate the feeling I snap myself out of it.
I'l list some points then expand.
1. Doesn't matter what position I'm laying in, face up or down. Tho I think Im usually on my side or belly.
2. I hear and feel an electrical noise / vibration at the back of my head, it runs up my head and gets louder, its horrible and it seems to blow my
ears with a loud painful crack.
3. The paralysis sets in.
4. My eyes are always closed, (I dont 'wake up paralyzed'.)
5. Im aware Im awake but not physically, in my visual space is blackness, fighting inside to breathe and move, Im aware if my friend is in the room if
I happen to fall asleep while they are there.. and I want them to shake me awake but I can shout them..
6. feeling myself rocking inside my body, fighting to kick my legs and jolt me awake..
At which point I eventually awake nowadays before the 'monitoring presence' sets in and brings on the visuals.
When I first felt 'the monitor' I was in pitch darkness as it usually is, Im scared so 'I wonder' if its going to hurt me, its obviously not in a
rush if it is. I can feel it moving around me.. or I imagine it is.
Note the electrical noise and vibration in my head gos away when the monitor sets in. Its similar to having a barbers electric shaver shave your head
from back to front.. except the end part where it amplifies in my ears and hurts. But that was in the the 1st most severe attack I had, which I'l get
to. Later.
EDIT --
I always have the feeling that its brought on by somebodies advanced brain mind toys, frequencies and computers, whether its alien or military and for
good or bad reasons, I dont know. But I thought my last experience was a pretty positive one, at the end.. tho I cant be certain either!
[edit on 12-3-2008 by P-a-r-a-d-o-X-2]