posted on Feb, 22 2008 @ 03:05 AM
Now i really liked all that. Its along the lines of how i see things. But, when reality breaks down, it is scary, and i think i am not ready for that
yet, not till im dead i think. When i was in that state of mind", the i saw one pure white light in the middle of everything. Like a beam of energy,
that was never starting, and never ending. and "clouds" of reality belowed forth from this light. And where i was at that moment was so small and
insignificant, it was almost overwhelming. I felt that i was very old" so to speak, and that i was something different before. I was human in a past
life, i just feel it was a long time ago. I did soemthing or wanted somethig, and for that, i am now human. I feel like when i finally open up fully
to that area (i dont feel ready to do so) that i will never be able to go back to the normal life i have. is that abnormal? or just crazy....