posted on Jan, 15 2008 @ 04:05 AM
You need to seek professional psychiatric help before you mental delusions harm your children.
You are not a demon, never have been a demon, and you will never have supernatural powers. Never.
I too once had a fetish of being incarnated demon stuff, but I was a child, and I got over my silliness, without whining to people on the internet for
help.
There are countless books on the subject of demons, I know I read dozens of them before I was ten years old.
You can't be bothered to go read, in your entire life with this 'problem'.?
This just reaffirms my suspicion that you are pathetic person having fantasies
to pump up your failing ego.
Do something useful with your life, get mental health counceling, raise your child safely, and stop being such a pathetic excuse for a human being.