posted on Nov, 13 2007 @ 12:13 PM
To respond directly to your first statement;
Whether or not you believe in something doesn't change the fact about that thing's existence -- or nonexistence, as the case may be. If you stop
believing in God, it doesn't suddenly mean that demons and devils don't exist; it means they don't exist to you. As Melatonin stated,
atheism primarily means you don't believe in a deity, and/or you don't depend on said deity to 'keep you alive'.
Our civilization/society/science doesn't understand enough about such things as 'spirit' and 'life after death', so I don't think anyone will be
able to satisfactorily answer those questions for you. However, if you're walking away from a standard belief system (e.g. Christianity), you will
certainly find your mind preoccupied with these thoughts for some time.
Look on the bright side; Confusion means you're thinking for yourself. Thinking for yourself means no one is doing your thinking for you. Besides,
it's easy to simply assume that God exists, or doesn't exist. Problem is, most people never take it past that assumption.
Good luck in your search; you're also welcome to send me a message if you ever feel the need.
P/S: Don't depend on finding the 'right' mindset -- and especially don't ask someone to tell you what that right mindset is, because no one
knows. There is neither right nor wrong in the real world; only our interpretations of independent events.
[edit on 11/13/2007 by Mr Jackdaw]