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i had a lady friend who left and never came back. i wanna know who or what she was and where she went and if she's okay or was it all just my imagination

first, i have to determine if she's real or not. then i need to know what she really was. i think i should begin by asking:
1. is it possible for an alien, angel, demon, to interact with a person on daily bases without any special thing. just to be around that person?
2. if yes, what could possibly be the reason?
3. from what i read here there are many similar stories and theories but all i want is just.. i don't kno what i want. is there any smart special people with abilities to make contact with others (aliens, spirits, etc) i wanna know what they think of this. and is there test, polling, group, discussion or about people who spent a time with someone that felt different from anyone else though has no significant proof of who she really was or if she ever existed? i read about missing time, i don't know if it's true or how it happens. sometimes i feel like i forget an entire person or a place? and in return, sometmes i remember things that i never knew about as if the memory was not mine. now, what is that all about?

thx for any attention and even more for your opinion. this is what i can remember. i already posted it on another thread.

i met her when i was in junior high, by my school cafetaria.

i saw her a couple of times before, she used to stand by the cafetaria watching the school yard and i noticed her coz she looked different from us; whitish skin, reddish hair (i live in jakarta, indonesia), though of an average height as us.

she came up to me when i was studying for english exam, i was in my junior high, second year (8th grade to you americans). she said something like "hi, little boy?" which was strange and moreover i could hardly understand english at that time.

i can't remember exactly how we talked but we talked for sometime and i remember she asked, with a sad face, repeatedly, "you don't remember me, do you?" and said more of similar things like, "why couldn't you remember me?" to a point she said i should listen to her more than reading (whatever it was i was reading, i was studying for english), saying something like "people like us (me and her?) or our people, when we need to, we will be (able to speak english?)."

before she left she said something like, your name means nature's lover, and i am nature's daughter" and something like "we're family or a family."

for more than a week or a month i never saw her again. and i got scared, afraid that i might never see her again. but she came to me again and when i asked where she had been she said no where, she was there all the time. when i didn't believe her she introduced me to her daughter, who was at second grade and aparently at the same school as i was. she said someting like, my children are here, where else would i be?

when i was with her i began to remember these things:
1. three ladies on a second floor of a house. the one in the middle approached me and looked as if she was about to fall from the second floor but not really. the one on her left stopped her and the one on the right looked at me. they turned away and left. more detail story as to why i thoght this memeory is significant i put on another posting.

2. a stair which end meets the beginning (i remember it from a painting when i was a child).

3. a fallen white castle, crumbling down (i remember it was like the words: broken rainbow).

4. a black army.

5. and i remember two women (in another place, a house), staring at the window, one of them was holding a baby. her face was so sad. the other one held her hand outside the window to catch the snow falling and teased the baby, saying something like, look it's beautiful. and the lady holding the baby shed tears but the lady with the snow on her hand wiped it off. i could remember how the snow on her hand melted with the tears.

i will write more.

1. is it possible for an alien, angel, demon, to interact with a person on daily bases without any special thing. just to be around that person?

It may be possible, yes. Maybe the purpose of the interaction is to be revealed later?

she left in 1992 and i never met her again.

many things i forget about her already. u ever had an imagination and sometimes when you see something or hear some voice or sound and you remember that imagination, which should not be since it was just an imagination in the first place and should not have any reference to a distinct sight or sound whatsoever?

perhaps you might wanna move this to www.abovetopsecret.com... this posting doesnt have a decent title, i am trying to delete it.

she or it.....whatever it was. was a stepping stone in your life. you had a subconcious problem and she helped it. example. while being a child and having constant reoccuring dreams.they were all types of scary.
but needless to say they have gone away..........i think it could have been a spiritual goal.or maybe just dealin with my everyday life in my interpretted imagination

i think yes i do, that might just it, maybe. a subconscious problem. or consciousness problem. i can't control what i see or how to digest it sometimes.

all the time she was with me though she kept telling me she was an angel, i have always considered her as another person, someone who i love and who loves me. and that's all that matters to me.

a funny thing, i wonder if you heard of it, there was a guy posting that he dares to pay 1 million dollar for anyone who could demonstrate any paranormal ability. that guy is like a dog chasing its tail. if anyone really does have a paranormal ability, for real, i think 1 million dollars won't really matter much to her. or him.

i bet if the 1 million dollar dude was around when jesus preached, he'd hand out a can to collect money from the attendees, or told jesus to do so.

the kind of person who'd sell and buy van gogh's painting and hang it on the wall for enjoyment and never understand how could that person be the same person who would just cut off his own ear over an argument.

the kind who'd finance scientists to invent electricity so that he could sell it in retail for humanity to buy for all eternity.

the kind who would put a price tag on the universe and all its kingdoms.

so sad