posted on Mar, 25 2007 @ 11:33 PM
This always freaks me out when it happens. I'm supposing it has happened to some of you before, but let me explain.
Everytime i think about something in an unsconscient way, it turns out to happen. Let me give you an example:
Right now im thinking "It would be cool if Portugal could beat Serbia on Wednesday". But i'm conscient that i'm thinking about this. Conscient to
the point of actually writing it.
Now, what happens to me a lot of times are like dreams that pass through my mind without me paying real attention to them. Instead of normal thoughts.
Like, i'm walking down the street and i think of something, but i kind of ignore what i just thought about. It's like if i'm completely apart of
what i just thought. Like if the thought itself is in my mind by mistake. And i only get conscient of them when what i just thought really happens.
Like "wow, i just thought about that 5 minutes ago".
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Do you know when you are reading a book, and sometimes you just happen to be at the end of the page, but you started to think about something else
while reading, and when you get to the end of the page you realize you paid no attention to what you've read in the last 2 minutes? Well, this is
kind of similar.
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Ofcourse that this could all be coincidences, if it wasnt for happening everytime i've this unconscient thoughts. It freaked me out so much that i
started making an exercise already an year ago where i basically try to keep at a conscious level, ALL THE TIME. I try all my thoughts to be
conscient... but the unconscient at dream level keep happening. I've NEVER had a dream that comes true. Only this unconscient thoughts that are
somewhat at dream level, difference only being that im awake when they happen.
So, simple examples of the last days:
- My friend calls me to his home. On the road i've the thought that i'll get there and he wont be there, only his roommate with the girlfriend.
I get there and his roommate opens me the door saying he hasnt come home yet. Its only him and his girlfriend. The other friend calls a minute later
saying he lost a bit more time then what he was expecting at the market where he went to buy booze.
Does this happens with regularity? No, never besides that day. Also, i didn't even knew his roommate had a girlfriend, i just imagined the situation
and my mind automatically processed her has a girlfriend. She was also blond like in my mind film, and his roommate was using shorts, like i thought
he would. Like i said, its unconscient. A thought that i dont question. I just unconsciently take it like a dogma. Because it's unconscient, im not
really looking for the details in this mind films when i have them, otherwise they would be conscient. So, after having them, and after the situation
happen, the major details hit me. I obviously couldnt memorize a face from this unconscient thoughts, but things like the color of a hair can be easy.
It freaks me out!
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- I had a thought about a girl and her laugh at school and me glancing her. That's all of it. Again, i didnt notice about this unsconscient level
until at school i hear the EXACT same laugh, at which point i turn my face fast to the person who laughed that way(i was freaked out!), and there was
this girl with two friends and she glances for an instant before keeping her way. She was walking, i was sitted down.
When i say exact same laugh, i mean totally. It kind of made a distinct eco in the room. It was totaly alike. That's why i turned around so fast, and
the exact same film was passing, tho now in my eyes instead of in my mind.
- It also happens with very small things. And huge ones. Things like me wanting to smoke weed(an unsconcient thought) and 5 minutes later my friend
reaches home with a piece of weed. And tho both we smoke, we rarely smoke weed. We have been here for almost an year, and he only bought it one other
time. So it freaks out to think about that and happening just minutes later.