posted on Sep, 15 2011 @ 02:10 AM
I am blonde haired, blue eyed and over 6 feet tall and I am short next to others in my family. My family history shows that my ancestors are of
ancient Norse bloodlines. When I was very young I took apart everything electronic and or mechanical to see how it works and always put it back
together correctly so that no one would know what I had done. In grade school I was always bored and often made fun of because I refused to do
homework. I was tested through Alverno College while I was still in fifth grade because they thought perhaps I had a learning disability. The results
of the test showed my level of understanding to be that of a junior and senior level in College. I never told my parents that I stopped taking the
test purposely because I was bored and knew that if I kept answering questions correctly they would just keep giving me more tests. Shortly after I
was sent to a school for the "gifted". My mother is a biological parent to me but my step father adopted me when I was 5. I have never met my
biological father and my mother has refused to tell me anything about him for over 40 years other than he was very tall with long blonde hair and blue
eyes. I also haven't been to a doctor in over 25 years because my body always heals itself so quickly. While I was in the military, they administered
a hearing test and the person giving the test was astonished that I was able to hear things that shouldn't be heard by normal human ears, he repeated
the test several times and each time remarked "Thats Amazing"! I have always felt isolated from others because when I speak about the things that I'm
interested in they just stare at me as if I'm some kind of freak so most of the time I just play dumb. Several of my friends told me straight out that
they feel dumb compared to me so I just keep my mouth shut so as not to offend anyone. Believe me always being right is a curse in many ways, as those
around you either resent you for it or feel stupid because of it and I certainly don't want to hurt anyone. I have been many things in life and done
some fascinating things. I went directly through the eye of a Hurricane on my sailboat a little over three years ago (hurricane Ike). I am a jet
propulsion mechanic, certified computer tech and network engineer, pilot, sailor, welder, musician ( I can play almost any musical instrument by ear
and taught myself ) I am a sculptor, inventor ( I invented the all-in-one printer/photocopier scanner...) and just so many other things. I can learn
anything extremely quickly and have had over one hundred jobs but nothing satisfies me. Not only did I do many different types of jobs, but I was
always excellent at everything I did. Early on in life I learned that the human mind emits alpha, beta, delta, theta and gamma waves. In my youth I
discovered that if I "tuned in" to a frequency I could hear others thoughts and they could hear mine ( I proved this through experiments with friends
) in fact I would go so far as to say it is another dimension that is used constantly by some and only occasionally by others but everyone uses it to
some extent. I have premonitions which always come true and they have saved my life and the life of others on quite a few occasions. I see mechanical
things in my mind that make what we have now look like kids toys and the physical universe just makes sense to me far beyond the knowledge I should
have. I felt like an adult trapped in a childs body as I grew up and now I feel trapped in a society of adult children who just don't seem to see the
bigger picture staring them in the face. I mean no insult by any of what I'm saying, and please forgive me if I have offended, these are just a
fraction of my hidden inner thoughts. I have a huge yearning to build a ship capable of space flight and I actually have the knowledge in every aspect
to do so. I have often wondered if I might be the descendant of a planet that was pulled into a black hole elsewhere in our own galaxy and only a few
were able to escape here to this nearest inhabitable planet. Speaking of which, we have all these awesome biological machines developed over millions
of years all around us and we are killing them off which just doesn't make any logical sense. We have everything needed to colonize other planets
throughout the universe but instead we fight and kill eachother and our own planet for natural resources that are almost fundamentally outdated. I
have only recently learned of the possibility of Nordic aliens and also of Lemuria so now my mind reels with questions. Has there been more than one
evolution of mankind on this planet? Has there in the past been a point where some type of pandemic wiped out most of civilization and we were forced
to start over? Is this ultimately a test given by the Universe and if we don't evolve intellectually as well as technologically in order to pass then
we are doomed to start over again and again?
edit on 15-9-2011 by CaptainKostr because: (no reason given)