How does your body feel?

Just out of curiosity, how does your body feel; and how well can you actually describe the way you feel?

I don't know how it happened, but it did. I woke up one morning and I just really stopped caring. Not so much like school wise and stuff like that, but more like what others thought about me and how I looked and stuff like that. It even helped me to excel more in school and come to realize things that a lot of people just accept because they are so naive. Is this like the end of puberity so to say or did I just have a moment to where my mind had enough? My feelings don't really happen anymore, i.e. before this day I would actually feel things. Now, I don't feel anything inside (it feels like im completely inside, like no organs or anything) and I react to situations because of the way that I think I should react. Thought has become a lot clearer and its like no one else around me has had this happen to them. I really enjoy the new feelings that I have or don't have over myself (whatever you want to call it). What happened to make me this way?

It Happens!!! Sounds like it happened to you at a young age, and that's great!!! As far as: don't worry what others think about you---be who you are!!!! It took me 30 years and a divorce to understand that.
Emotional reactions will change. Just be smart enough to learn early that you can't keep all this stuff in your head.........find someone to vent to!!!!!!!!!

I remember my experience with the "F*** YOU ALL!" feeling. It was a turning point in my life.

When I was about 13/14, I was overweight, due to depression (my parents divorced when I was around 10/11) and I always blamed myself for it... I let people push me around at school, etc. One day, it was as if I was a new person, I didn't care what people thought or said, whenever somebody tried to push me around, I pushed 'em back twice has hard. I decided to lose weight, I went running every evening throughout the summer and lost a lot of weight, which I am still very proud of myself for doing.

After summer, I returned to school for the new academic year, slimmed down, girls and guys coming up to me being friendly... and I told 'em to "stick it" 'cause they didn't give a damn about me a few months earlier, and man, it felt good.

There'll always be somebody who tries to make you feel uncomfortable for being who you are. I get it everyday for the way I dress, what music I like, my beliefs etc.... do I care what those sad, pathetic people think? No!


There you go, "The First Half of Teenage Life of Xeroxed88"