After reading some other threads on this site, I've learned a lot about some really interesting beliefs from some particularly interesting people.
I'm a practising christian, as in, I believe that the fundamental rules of christianity are the basics for my ethics (I care about everybody and
everything that is around me and beyond), that's not to say I'm some brown nosing martyr though.
The ten commandments was a cracking idea and to the most part has structured human nature for a very long time.
However........
Satanism, is, (if you can see past most of the loons who take to it because "No-one understands me" etc.) an interesting philosophy. The idea of
"The self", does have it's plus points. If you go to the
www.joysofsatan.com it has some interesting as well as some bonkers ideas
(Hells army being one), which before I sound like an Anti-Satan, is also true about christianity, which in itself can be interesting and at times,
completely hat stand.
Up to the point I got to hells army, I was getting the feeling of enlightenment, which was appealing.
After mulling over the two poles of religion and taking into consideration Islam, which I see as the fairest of all religions, I have concluded that,
I am indeed an unmovable agnostic.
Faith is an essential aspect of human kinds existence, but when you combine two poles of religion into one human mind, thats when you get issues. For
example, to behead someone in the name of a god, is and always has been an atrocious idea, but look behind the images and stories of ,for example,
Iraq and you will see that most of these people are actually acting on behalf of themselves, personal gain. Be it money, power, fame or all of them,
that's their goal. If I broke it down using my own (no-ones elses) thought patterns, I assume that this is an amalgamation of Islam and Satanism, on
one hand actually believing that your god is with you, but also thinking about an ultimate personal goal.
Every war is fought over religious beliefs or money.......The "All" and the "Self", opposite poles. So I began contemplating the idea of "What if
there was no religion at all"......would that equate to some kind of "Utopia"?
Well no, that's the whole catch 22. Religion does us all a favour by having boundaries, which does in a sense create overlapping beliefs and a
"oneness" to us all, this is then shattered by petty arguements over a verse in one book differing from another verse in another book.
After all of this, I think there is a god (maybe I should say Diety), of some description, whether it be an alien life form or otherwise. I do think
that he has left us to our own devices, he isn't watching over us (If he is I think he is taking the p*** sometimes). I also have come to the grand
conclusion.....
(Drum roll)
Humans are crap, really crap and how we evolved into the dominant species is further from my sense of logic than anything else. We inherited a planet,
buggered its resources up, made communities hate each other and also created an ambivolence to suffering.....
[edit on 29-6-2005 by Monkfish]
[edit on 29-6-2005 by Monkfish]