posted on Jun, 20 2005 @ 08:06 PM
Azoth, i don't think you have read my main question i asked to Mengaurd about 6 or more times now. I don't need to "leave my body" for the answer,
i just need him to answer it.
Now as far as leaving my body and seeing things that look like they came out of a Lovecraft novel, i have done that (not by choice) and i have felt
the cold fear that comes with it (more then once) and i am fairly certain it was not just nightmares. However, i have no interest in writing about any
of it here on this site though as it would simply look like a story i am making up, people would ask for some kind of proof which i can not produce,
so why bother.
I just want a answer to a simple enough question about the contradiction in what Mengaurd is saying the "Ancients" told him because it seems to me
to be a clear hole in his story. WHY would the "Ancients" tell him things that seem to me would help mankind if as he also says they are trying to
hold us back and dominate us? How does that makes sense? It's like me saying to you, look i am secretly trying to keep you from becoming who you can
truely be but here are ways you can avoid that and then become who you can truely become. I'd be defeating my purpose.