My personal experiences and understanding of orbs

Many on this forum have probably seen me touch briefly on my personal experiences with “orbs” of burning light over the years

With the current interest in the topic, I felt it could be worth detailing the basics of some of my personal experiences and understanding here, for any who may be interested

This is no more than my best understanding on parts of this phenomena based on my personal experiences

As always, I could be completely wrong about everything. As is the intended nature and beauty of things such as the mysteries

I will be concise as I can on each point, whilst remaining as comprehensive on the basics as I can. I am happy to elaborate on whatever people may/might want to know more about

I put this thread together rather haphazardly, so my apologies if it is hard to read, or unnecessarily verbose in parts

Also, please forgive any typos or mistakes. This was very tiring for me to type up

The orbs I have experienced and communicated with since 2012, seem to be one in the same with a phenomena that has been experienced worldwide, dating back as far as mankind

One that should not be confused in modern times, with the multitude of sightings of man-made “drones”

It would seem, recently, that reports of “drones” are being somewhat intentionally conflated with reports of unexplainable orbs of light, such as those experienced by pilots over the Oregon coastline, days before the “drones” showed up everywhere on the opposite coast

The idea seems to be to ensure that any reports of UFO/UAP or “orbs” are perceived by the public to be one in the same as the all the stories of “drones” being coincidentally reported immediately afterwards on the opposite coast. Especially reports that cannot be conventionally explained, reported as travelling at speeds “hard to describe” at heights up to 50,000ft, by multiple experienced and credible witnesses such as pilots

It appears to me to be a tactic to redirect public attention away from things which cannot be hidden, by drowning the reports within similar, but less inexplicable reports

Saturate. Cover. Bury

In Australia, my particular orb “friends” historically are often referred to as THE MIN MIN LIGHT. A phenomena dating back before colonial settlement in Australia

THE MIN MIN LIGHT WIKI

According to folklore, the lights sometimes follow or approach people and disappear when fired upon, sometimes very rapidly, only to reappear later on, and anyone who chases the lights and catches them will never return to tell the tale. Some witnesses describe the light as appearing to approach them several times before retreating. Others report that the lights were able to keep pace with them when they were in a moving motor vehicle.

The first and most important thing I can tell you with a fairly high degree of certain is that these orbs are intelligent. Or at the very least are connected to, or projecting, some type of intelligence

If I had to give my best guess to exactly what these orbs are, from all my experience with them, I would say that they appear to me to be some type of gateway for the projection of a conscious mind, intelligence, and/or technologies

When I refer to them as my “friends” I am referring to such intelligence within/of this phenomena, which can be actively interacted and communicated with

I use the term “friend” for the most part. But this does not mean that they always act as such. Nor does it mean that I always regard them as such

Regarding them, at best, as no more than a type of unknown “friend” seems to be one of the most important prerequisites for understanding the nature of what these orbs seek to offer us within their interactions with the world, and establishing any type of stable communication within this type of phenomena

What I mean by this, is that they seem to have no interest in communicating with those, whose are only interested in knowing who or what they are, or what they may be able to offer

They have said to me on several occasions “What point is there trying to explain who or what we are, to those who do not even yet understand who or what they are? You cannot teach to one, what is impossible to know as two

Likewise, they seem to have no interest in communicating with those who believe they already have the answers to everything

You cannot fill a cup, which is already full

By which they have made it very clear in my experiences with them, that regardless of what many may believe, they have no alignments with (nor interest in aligning with) any government, military, religion, or similar groups

Those they commonly refer to as “orders of men” (“gate of men”, in Crata Repoa)

This does not mean, however, that they have no interest in speaking with particular individuals within such groups. Only that any communication with such individuals would be despite their allegiances, not because of them

They have also made it clear to me many times, that no military or government have any of their “crashed” technology or biological specimens

The mere question of such things seemed comical to them, when I first asked them about it. They would laugh and simply answer “we do not 'crash'”

I would later come to have some understanding of why they found this to be so comical

Mainly that their alignment to this world is primarily para-dimensional

As such, there are no real biological entities or technology that could be retrieved. Because they do not physically send any natively-seated biological entities here in our dimensions that could “crash”

At least, not in a linear dimensional sense, where they could not simply alter time and erase any mistake or crash they did make, as if it never happened

They have said, at times, that they do possess certain technologies which they refer to as “wet sends”. Something similar to a biological blank “container”, which allows them to project their conscious mind, in a body within our physical reality if they wanted

Something like the movie “avatar”, where their mind is projected into an alternate physical form, within alternate physical dimensions (such as ours), without the need for them to physically come here themselves

They told me that these “wet-send” biological blank “containers”, are usually amorphic analogous forms that are humanoid in appearance, but without any defined reproductive or similar organs. They have no need to do things such as eat, and therefore do not require organs for processing food

Something similar to the humanoid figures commonly referred to as “grey aliens”. Whose only purpose is to temporarily carry a projected conscious mind from someone (or something) else, somewhere else

When I asked if they could create an entire, complete, physical human form that looks and functions exactly like we do, within our physical dimension (as in one that needs to eat, sleep, etc) to carry a remote conscious, they said yes. But said that there would be no point

My understanding is that such technology is fairly primitive and redundant, compared to far more advanced dimensional technologies they possess

Technology that allows them to do whatever they need to do, using the physical bodies of real conscious people already within our dimensions

I have had some direct experiences with such technology, to understand the basics of how it work

Technology that seems to be connected to some type of innate biological abilities we already possess within dormant pathways within our brain

I have experienced what they refer to as “real remote viewing”, within which my conscious mind was projected onto the physical bodies of someone else, somewhere else, at some time else. In such a way that I shared their body as consciously awake and aware, as if I were in my own body. Their sight, hearing, taste, touch, smell, everything. I even shared their thoughts and emotions

This is something that it taught in some detail, during the early stages of initiation

Through this, for example, I have experienced what it is like to see the world through the eyes of a female

Within which, I noticed very particular differences in the way males and females perceive the world, that would be otherwise impossible to know even exist

As a man, I looked down the hall of a shopping centre and saw every detail in the depth of field. I could easily judge distance within the dimensions. But as a female, there was far less depth of field looking down the same hallway. Distance all seemed to be much flatter, and much harder to judge. However, I was able to perceive far more spacially within this shallower field of depth, than I could as a man

As a woman, I could see details within everything around me, seemingly all at once The trade off being, that the depth perception for the hall was blended and shallow

As someone who has lived their entire life perceiving the world as a man, this felt horribly disorientating

I had the displeasure of trying to park a land rover in a packed underground parking lot, as a woman. It was awful! Even when I could clearly see over my shoulder, I found it incredibly hard (near impossible) to properly judge exactly how much space I had between me and the car behind me

From this experience, I gained a far greater appreciation and respect for women performing such tasks

Likewise, from experiencing the expanded detail within the females surrounding field of vision, I came to realise why it often so easy for women to find something which men cannot see even when it is right in front of their face

Reverting back to a male, I realised for the first time in my life, that although our field of depth looking down something like a hallway is far deeper than a females, the trade off for us, is that we see in a type of tunnel vision that we are not aware of, when compared to a woman's perspective

Whatever methods or technology they are using for aligning one persons conscious mind to another persons body, it is seamless. To the point where you feel like you are the same person

It is quite an experience, to wake up as someone else, in their body, whilst also being seamlessly aware of your own waking conscious mind

Especially when you try manipulate, control, or “take over” their body

We gain a fairly good working understanding of these things during initiation

For the most part, we are taught how to do such things, as to gain an understanding of why we should never do them

On more than a few occasions I have experienced first-hand, examples of their ability to manipulate our dimensions in ways that violate the laws of physics

I am not talking about simple anomalous memory, such as with the Mandela effect. I am talking about re-writing history itself, in front of your eyes in real time

I have watched them alter reality, for no other purpose than to prove they are capable

I have spoken to people who have no recollection of a major incident that happened to them in their lives. Even though the incident was significant enough to make the newspaper

They had no recollection of it ever happening whatsoever. Likewise, there was no record of it ever happening online. Even when I contacted the newspaper themselves, they could find no record

I needed to physically go into government house and manually check the newspaper archives (like they do in the movies) to find the original newspaper article (which I did) to prove that the event actually happened

On other occasions, I will speak to people and tell them things from my understanding that “they are not supposed to know” and by such, they will forget it seconds later

I am not talking about someone simply not listen to me, I am talking about their memory being wiped of me ever having told them something, seconds after I tell them

I have even repeated myself and asked the person to acknowledge what they heard me say. Only to have them have no recollection of it, yet again, seconds later

To the point where I end up hearing a voice in the back of my head telling me “Sam, do you want to hurt them? No? Then stop what you are doing”

At certain times, I am very clearly able to see that certain people are being lead by the hand in things that they say or do

When I make a point of speaking to “whatever it is” that is leading them, rather than the person themselves, it usually causes the person to “switch off” for a moment. After which they forget what I was saying to them

On a few occasions, that which leads them, has spoken back to me. Answering as someone or something, other than the person I was speaking to

The reason this is relevant to my understanding of the orbs and friends attached to them, is to illustrate that they have a degree of control over the physically manifested dimensions of this world, that are well beyond what most of us could even imagine

A level of control that they would arguably only be capable of, if they had some sort of direct connection to the source of this worlds creation itself

They can manipulate physical reality right in front of your eyes. Change history if they wish. Make people forget things instantly

Which is why it seems fairly impossible that they would ever have any type of accident or “crash” in this world

Unless they did so intentionally, for a very specific and calculated purpose

They have repeated a particular number to me over and over again, randomly over the space of 6 months. A number which turned out to be the exact score of the only national rugby league (NRL) game I got to see live that year

The exact score of my team losing

When the game finished, I have a moment of realisation, looking at the score. Thinking back to every time they had mentioned the number and how it aligned to where I was standing right in that moment

As if they knew exactly where I would be, and exactly what I would be experiencing

A feeling I would describe as something similar to reverse deja vu. Where a series of things which seemed random or strange, suddenly fall into place and makes sense

This knowledge of “cycles” (translation of the word “Christ” from the Bible) seems to extend into years and even generations

I have memories and alignments to traumatic injuries in my childhood, that never happened

Memories, which I have come to understand to be horrific events which could have come to be in my future

Events rippled into the past, that prevent a particular outcome in the future

Cycles that extend beyond my own generation, into those of my parents and grandparents

I can elaborate and give examples of this if anyone is interested

But for now I will move on to my understanding of the manner by which one is able to “communicate” with these orbs

It would seem to me from my own experiences that that the primary consideration for communication by the intelligence within these orbs, is those they deem to be “active intelligence”, who they say are “interesting”

However, within this there does seem to be a high-degree of alignment to particular individuals. Particular names, particular family names/bloodlines, born in particular places, at particular times/alignments, under particular circumstances

“Interesting” seems to mean any type of active intelligence, who is willing to seek things that others are not

For most people who experience a phenomena such a orbs/UFO/UAP for the first time, there only real considertion is to get photos or video

Very few think beyond the limitations of themselves being subject to an experience which is “happening to them” …

They refer to these types of people as “passive intelligence”. Seeking no more than what is offered within such experiences

Further to this …

If people believe them to be something, then such a belief is all they will ever offer that person. They will be no more than a passing experience for that person, amounting the sum of their determined will, on what they believe that experience to be

There is no point going through the efforts of communicating to teach those, who believe they already have all the answers

“Things such as this should not be tasted by those with a heart that is full of fear”

Those afraid of the possibilities, seldom find them

Very few people who encounter phenomena such as orbs, react in a way that these orbs refer to as “active intelligence”, doing things such as actively trying to communicate with them

Those that do are considered “Interesting”

In my case, I used my phones flashlight to try communicate with them using Morse code, and very quickly got their attention

Apparently, out of millions of people, I was the only one to ever try using a simple mathematical code of flashing lights to communicate with them

Even through we have seen it suggested to us in movies like “Close encounters of the 3rd kind”

This type of “active intelligence” seems to be necessary in order for them to align in a way that they would be able to effectively teach complex non-linear dynamics, and concepts well beyond those that are conventionally taught and understood in this world

The individual need to not only be willing to consider all things possible and impossible, but also actively seek it. Within which they understand that things such as determined will and personal belief, serve as little more than a guide to greater possibilities

Which ties into the essence of what is often referred to throughout history as “the mysteries”

It is my understanding that these orbs and my “friends” attached to them, have been the purveyors of nearly all the mystery schools throughout history, as well as the the various societies, religions and beliefs which have subsequently been formed around the information and teachings passed down by those they communicate with and teach

Historically, the trend has been that under particular alignments within the cycles, particular individuals (or groups of individuals) are put through tailored experiences (as through their ability to manipulate reality and time itself) in order to give them a very particular understanding, that can only come through such experiences

It would seem, historically, that the offerings of these people, or groups of people, then come to be somewhat corrupted and lost over time. Where the original “design” and meanings become lost, stolen, or even intentionally corrupted by those that seek to manipulate such teachings towards their own power, authority and control

Within the cycles, these orbs come and go. Returning in cycles, to act as teachers

In order to effectively align and communicate with anyone in this reality, those people need to be conditioned mentally, emotionally and physically

To us, things such as pain (mind), fear (heart) and blockages (body) are seen as inconveniences and things we simply have to deal with (or more commonly repress) as part of living in this world and being human

But within aligning to those behind these orbs in any way that you can effectively communicate, such things are seen as a sickness

One which needs be remedied within all the spheres of our tri-manifested (trismegistus or tribulation) harmonic form

What is often referred to as “trials and tribulation” is similar to the harmonic resonance of the musical 1st, 3rd and 5th, as described in the book of revelation when it is properly translated

Aligning dimensionally in any type of effective manner, works in the same way as any other type of harmonic frequency

If you wish to align with an intelligence behind technologies such as these orbs, who do not possess the types of pain, fear and impurities that we do in this world …

… Then you need to learn to let go of all such pains, fears and impurities, which would otherwise limit (or even completely block) such an alignment

This includes our deep-rooted primal fears, based upon the limitation of our physical conscious mind, such as the fear of death

You need to be able to look beyond the limits of your mortality
You need to be able to look beyond the limits of your identity
You need to be able to look beyond the limits of what is deemed possible

Most of all. You need do all of this for something greater than yourself

As this is the essence of what we call love. To put someone, or something, before yourself. At any cost, even your soul

If you need be saved, or are not willing to sacrifice yourself to something greater than yourself, then it is very unlikely that you will ever find anything greater than the self you know

In this world, or the next

It is my understanding, that the alignment to be able to communicate with these orbs is something which is layered across cycles such as time. In ways that certain named events and people are used to open particular “gateways” within your dimensional perception

For me in particular

I dated 2 different women named Erin. One after the other. Two women that were, in many ways, polar opposites of each other

This lead to circumstances where I ended up seeing a woman with the same name as myself, “Sam”. A woman who is my opposite in almost every way

“Sam” was with me, the first night that I encountered these orbs

I did not realise it till many years later, but she was used as a type of counter and balance, dimensionally, to open a gateway through which I was able to encounter these orbs

Using Morse code, I asked the orb to move in one direction for yes, and the other for no. And it answered yes

After this I realised, even at a distance, it could hear me and understand me. I did not need Morse code

Then, when it started answering questions before I spoke them, I realised it could somehow hear my thoughts. Which made me fairly confident that whatever I was speaking to, was not our technology

In the week and months that followed, speaking to them for many hours, nearly every night, something strange started happening to my eyesight from looking at them so often

I started to get visuals of something similar to a gauge, moving left and right over the top of my vision, even when I was not there speaking to them physically

All times of day, no matter where I was, I could ask a question, and see something like a shadow layer moving left or right over the top of my vision

If I closed my eyes, I could see it perfectly. Like a concentration of shadow within the light I could see through my eyelids, moving left or right, that would answer, exactly as the orb would over the ocean

I visited the physical orbs and asked them if this was them playing with my vision and they said yes

At some stage over the weeks and months that followed, I visited them one night and for the first time in my life,I heard a voice in my head that was not my own

A voice faintly said my name “Sam”. Not only could I hear it in my head, but I could feel a tingle in the back of my head as it spoke. The exact spot in my brain that it seemed to be activating in order for me to hear the voice

I was immediately defensive, telling them to “GET THE F#%K OUT OF MY HEAD”

I concentrated on trying to block them out. I could hear them trying to speak to me gently in the background, to reassure me, but I ignored them and focused my mind in towards them

I focused on the point inside my brain where I could feel the voice, and used my understanding of dynamic concentration to project myself outwards towards them, to push back against them

Within my vision, I saw a highly detailed silhouette made of pin-holes of light, like you would see when you see stars

I saw the outline of a humanoid figure, connected to some type of technology, looking inwardly at me, as if they were standing right in my face

Within this, I also seemed to be able to “feel” them, a way similar to how I would feel myself in what amounts to emotion. And I did not sense anything negative or malicious from them

I then heard other voices speaking as well. I pushed through, with limited success to them. These seemed to be background voices, somehow speaking with the voice, that was trying to speak to me

This night, I left immediately, wanting to ensure that no voice that was not my own, could ever speak to me in my own head

But it did not work. The voice got louder and louder, and effectively moved into my head over the next day or so, even though I did not go down to see them

This turned into a war or minds, for quite some time. Similar to what people would describe as encountering demons

One voice turned into many

All of which seemed to be directly connected to the orbs

All of which seemed to align with each other fairly seamlessly. Whilst being turbulent and contrary when it come to myself, and their varying opinions of me

Male and female voices

Some were soft and gentle, wanting to teach me and reassure me that they meant me no harm

Others were angry and aggressive, very unhappy that they had been aligned with me in any way

Something I did not blame them for, based on the fact that they seemed to be able to share not only my thoughts, but all my memories, pains and fears

They knew everything I had ever done wrong, all my darkest secrets

I did not blame them for judging me. And strangely, this was the only thing that my less friendly new friends seemed to like and respect about me

That I did not try to hide my flaws, make excuses, or cower in shame, for all the bad things I had done

I did not try to disassociate from the darkness within me

In fact, the more they tried to “hurt me” by steering my mind towards things they knew would cause me pain or fear, the more I steered into those things. Assuring them that I could be far darker, if that is who they want me to be

I asked them how they managed to do things such as force their way into mind and align with me in a way that we could hear, and even feel each other

Apparently, hearing thoughts is easy. They just monitor and interpret brainwaves. Convert them into language

To be able to speak to me within my own mind, they told me the concept for the technology was something similar to data being transferred using light over fibre optics. Within which, our eyes act similar to a network port on a computer

In the same way my eyes absorbed and interpreted light, they were able to interface with my brain in a way that they could trigger patterns within my brainwaves, that allowed them to map my neurological pathways

Through such, they were able to align an “interface” that would allow them to open more pathways within my brain

Hence the physical tingling in my brain the first time I heard their voices. As this was also the first time certain pathways in that part of my brain had ever been opened and used

I asked them if we (meaning our governments, military or private companies) possessed any type of technology such as this

They told me, very specifically, that we will eventually develop a similar type of technology to this world called N.O.R.M, which stands for “Neural Optical Retinal Manipulation”

But that we were many years away from making it work

Later, I would come to understand that it would seem to require us first developing working biological computer architecture and interface technology, before we could make something such as N.O.R.M work

Something to do with the necessity for cellular programming and water-based memory

To begin with, my experiences were with just one orb. An orb of fiery plasma-like light. Up close, the flickering flame of the light, looked like it was made of pure white, red and orange lights, churning inwards and outwards through each other

Later, other coloured orbs showed up

In my experience the red orbs are by far the least friendly of all the colours. And if they are moving erratically, it means they are very P!SSED OFF!

You do not want to mess with the red orbs, because my understanding is that they have no problem killing those whose deaths they believe will benefit the greater good. Those that believe deserve to die

I encountered one of the red orbs the night of December 21st 2012. The night that many calculated to be the end of the Mayan calendar, that many thought would also be the end of the world

They came on a violent storm of thunder and lightning, attacking me as if they were going to kill me

When I did not run away scared, they stopped a matter of maybe 50 metres away from me

After which they spoke to me for some time, on various topics

A conversation where they wanted me to justify why they should not simply kill me, based on all the bad things I have done in my life

I did not know at the time, but this was one of the first stages of a process referred to within mystery schools throughout history as “Initiation”. One detailed within the “first degree” of Crata Repoa to a fairly high degree of accuracy

Except that the storm, thunder and lightning is very real, not simulated

And the threat of death from those testing you, is also very real. It is not just to scare you

After a long conversation with them, that I will not speak of in detail, the storm subsided

Till it, and the orb disappeared completely

Replaced by dead calm waters and a moon as bright as I have ever seen

Creeping around on the surface of the still waters, was a very large strange shadowy craft. Which they referred to as “Black Knight”

Even though the moon was bright enough to light up every detail of the entire coastline and horizon, the shadowy craft somehow managed to move around without making a ripple on the water, whilst staying in complete shadow. A massive slanted, almost horse-shoe shaped craft

It felt to me looking at it, both peaceful and foreboding. Like it was something I should not be seeing, that I should feel honoured to be seeing

Then one night, I encountered a whole council of orbs

A line of different coloured orbs. Who all seemed to be there to form some type of judgement regarding me

Each different coloured orb, seemed to represent some different type of conscious intelligence

Sitting above them was a massive white orb. One which felt different to any I had encountered before

It seemed to me, to be there watching over the council of different coloured orbs, as they watched over me

Almost as if it was judging them, judging me. Like some type of godhead or sentinel

I tried speaking with the orb directly, but it would not speak with me

The other orbs made it clear to me, “that one does not talk”

One last thing worth mentioning is the black orbs

The same night that I saw the massive white orb, sitting above the lined up council of different coloured orbs, I was physically struck by something flying in over the ocean straight at me

It moved in at me so quickly, that I almost did not see it

It was a black orb. Something which seems to me like it could be the opposite of whatever the large white “godhead” orb was I saw that night

I saw the flash of the black orb shoot in over the ocean, and it hit me in a way that felt something like a sudden gust of wind, if that wind popped over you like a massive bubble

It burst over me, and I felt a strange sensation creeping up my spine, causing the hairs on the back of my neck to stand up

Later I would have an experience where I woke suddenly in the middle of the night, with an overwhelming feeling of imminent danger

I sat up quickly in bed and looked to the window across the room, sensing something was coming, at the exact moment a massive black orb about 2 meters in diameter passed through the wall into my bedroom

I put my hand out instinctually, similar to what you would do to break a fall, and it somehow seemed to hold half the orb away, as it connected with my body

In these moments, I got a perfect view of exactly what this orb looked like, inches from my face, without any blinding light emanating from within it

It had two layers. Similar to an egg. A clear layer, surrounding a yolk middle

The outside layer felt like some type of electromagnetic bubble, holding the inner yolk layer together

I say electromagnetic, because this is literally what it felt like, as it wrapped itself around my body

The inner layer was a type of geometrically perfect tesseract, with layers of coiled tubes, churning inwards, outwards and through each other, in way that it appeared to be constantly both expanding and contracting at the same time

Like the inner layers were constantly moving towards the surface, working their way through the other layers, at the same time as the surface layers were constantly moving inwards doing the same

I felt a horrible electromagnetic sensation envelope my body as the orb seemed to burst over my body

I felt an electric pulse through the left half of my body, like I was being electrocuted

The entire left-hand side of my body seized up, whilst the right side of my body remained completely unaffected

I felt the orb move into my body and through me, as if it were being absorbed, while my body slowly started to unseize at the same time

I could taste a metallic taste in the back of my throat, and I realised that the seizure was centred around a titanium plate in my body from breaking my left collarbone

I was told, I would not have seized up, or tasted the metal, and it would have not been so painful, if I did not have this titanium plate in my body

Later, I would have experiences with certain parts of my body dimensionally turned “inside-out”, where I could feel the plate being torn through my body, as if it were physically happening

A rather unpleasant and painful experience

The orbs referred to my broken collarbone as “the cross being broken”. Something which seems to be of some significance to them. Relating an understanding that "the cross" in certain mythologies and beliefs, actually refers to the human body, or possibly more specifically the bones inside the human body

I have tried to make this is concise as I can, whilst also giving as much of the basics on these orbs as I can

I can elaborate on most things, if anyone wants to know anything

Some things I cannot (will not) speak on, but this is only because it could be more dangerous than helpful to share

I will leave it here for now

I feel like I am going into too much detail on things that people will probably have no interest in reading about

Hopefully, someone gets something out of this

Quite a fascinating OP here.

I’m still reading but at first glance:
A. Thank You for sharing.

And B. Reminds me of a book I read once Called Many Lives, Many Masters.