originally posted by: Mantiss2021
a reply to: chelsealad
"When one tries to Change the Universe, the Universe Resists".
Focus outward, not inward.
I experience this, it seems the more you pervert your environment to idealistically suit your vision or goal, things go wrong and you get stressed
out.
I think the universe matter was once alive, and seeks to spiritually commune out of here. The trajectory of the universe does not favour hard will
against it. I think lie-f was meant to be a get by without too much pain and get out. Not a place to entertain. I think the human TPTB control us by
getting us to screw ourselves against the universe. I think spiritual gremlin predators seek to wrap us all against one another, to make try and make
us spiritually docile and easily misled, or self-defeating.
I think the only "joy" or sensation to be had that isn't woo-woo is sex, food, drink, drugs, music, cars, houses, consumerism, etc. Kind of lame
really. You've got reading, but that's usually wasting your time on content that itself is overhyped and relies on ultimately dull affairs. Or science
fiction, imaginary concepts to delude ourselves with, like religion, even science has a lot of "lost in maths" affairs, with the grounded science
being mainly guided by experiments, and refined as such over many years, by many people, hardly a one man joy achieving great big things by himself.
I seek metaphysics of sorts, but I also don't want time wasting, chasing things that is only upheld by the mind.
It's no wonder, the main emotion I see outside my busy window, is drudgery and flat affect pepped up by knowing it has a media fix or food, drug, sex
fix around the corner...
Very 1 dimensional our lives I find. I used to be social, out seeing mates, drink, music, cars, sex, girlfriend, but, I'm glad in a way, I managed to
circuit break myself, though the sensations were the only real thing to actually enjoy, and I hit it hard, I was not achieving anything, I don't mean
education or a career, but by my owns hands, and mind, I can't see anything that's real that is wonderous to engage with. Travel costs money, involves
planning and I want a hands on thing.
I imagine an alternate reality, but it feels too heavenly boring too. I can guess that a better place can not be imagined, within the confounds of a
brain, bound to a physical universe. And that, planning to escape, just to get out, is all you can do.
edit on 26-4-2024 by JonnyC555 because: (no reason given)