a reply to:
FlyInTheOintment
I have had similar experiences to what you are describing. Where I am murdered, tortured and even violated. Such as being stabbed in the chest from
behind by a sword or spear, so I feel the pain as vividly as if I were awake, tasting the steel in the back of my throat. I always wake up, still
feeling the physical pain of what happened. Sometimes in tears from how much it hurts
In such dreams/visions, I've been awake while surgery is being performed on my spine. Conscious enough that when they were drilling into my vertebrae,
I could feel the pain not only in my back, but resonating in my teeth
When this happened, something transported me, so that it appeared I was laying down in a cinema (a happy safe place), while they were performing the
surgery. And I could feel something hold my hand to comfort me, telling me to relax
I agree with you, that these types of experiences probably have the potential to liberate a person from fear of death. But, it is very different from
the rites of ascension
With the process I am talking about, you have to make a real-life decision to die, with your own very real body and mortality
The distinction lays within the making of a conscious choice to give up your life, and accept that fate
It is something that most people would not, or could not do
It is one of the hardest things I've ever had to do
Much harder the second or third time you do it, because you start to wonder if there was a reason you survived the first time, that you are not
seeing. You question whether there is an importance to the "miracle" of you still being here, and this makes it even harder to give yourself to the
possibility of dying again
But this is only the first part of a much longer and painful process, which takes up to 10+ years
The rites are not about dying, they are about ascension
Dying is just the first step of the purification process. What they liken to "touching a coal to your lips"
Also, you are not given a choice in going through these rites. Unless you choose religion. Which they offer you at the start, as a choice to "free"
yourself from being put through the rites and processes
The ethereal "entities" that carry out the processes are a type of gatekeeper. In Judaism, Catholicism, Christianity, and Islam you would call them
"
Seraphim". The title "burning one" is rather fitting, because the first time I met them was at a secluded beach in the middle of the night,
where I encountered a burning orb of fire on the sea
Some would refer to them as "Watchers". Others would refer to them as "Annunaki". But they are all the same thing
It depends on how you see them, and what you "want" them to be
It is different for those who have not met them and experienced it, than it is for those who have
When you ask them "who" or "what" they are, they would tell you,
"
I am what I need be
When I need be
How I need be"
This means, basically, that "what", or "who" they are, is not important. Only what they offer
There is a slightly misunderstood "YHWH" version of this taught in the Hebrew Bible, which actually refers to "Knowing yourself"
I am told they have no interest in speaking with in those who seek to "know" or "understand" them, or what they are. It is impossible for us to know
if what they tell us is the truth, even if it were told to us, or could be explained. So it is not important
Thinking you can define or "know" them, is a waste of time. People who cannot get past this, are offered religion, as a way to answer the unanswerable
questions
The Catholic Cathedral in our city is literally named after the very phenomena I encountered, "St Marys Star Of The Sea" Cathedral
*"Flame Of The North" stained glass window at St Mary's Star Of The Sea Cathedral, Darwin, Australia*
But when I told them about it, they were terrified and wanted nothing to do with it, or me
As was the case with other Churches such as Anglican, Pentecostal and many others
I was not afraid of them. Which is why they were interested in me
Also, I did not choose to die to align myself with them
I actually did it to oppose them and "their" God
I would rather die and pay my own cost, than ever choose to let anyone (Jesus Christ, or otherwise) die for my sins
I was made to prove it
In the very same as "they" are unknowable, the concept of "God" is too unknowable
I refused to accept theirs (or any other) interpretation of "God", because the only possible correct answer to such things, is that they are by their
nature unknowable
I would not disrespect the true (knowable) essence of creation, by believing that I could somehow define it, or know it, outside of the only knowable
truth, which is self
"
I am, who I am
You are who you are"
And as such
"
Let God be, as God is
Unto yourself, as to your divinity"
I proved I was willing to die, rather than submit to any offerings of salvation or God
More so, that I would die to oppose such beliefs and understandings
They threatened to kill my son Joshua. I told them to do it. Because I would rather see him dead than submit to something who would threaten such
things
Such things should be opposed as a matter of duty. At all costs
So they started hurting the people around me
If I was not afraid of dying, or anything they could do to me, they wanted to see if I would submit when others were paying a price because of me
So I killed myself. Because if I died, they would have no reason to hurt anyone around me
But each time, I woke up, when I should have been dead
They wouldn't let me die
Then I was told "They would never let me die like that"
And they became much nicer
Instead of trying to push religion on me. They offered to teach me anything I wanted to know about the Universe and how it works
I have been going through these teachings for around 10 years now
Apparently, I am not the only one. There are many like me in this world, and we are meant to help bring about a new understanding for the future to
others, through what we are being taught
I know exactly what the planets are. As well as I know myself
It is what the Freemasons refer to as the throne of Solomon
But most people are not willing (or ready) to understand such things yet
"
You cannot force a baby to chew steak"
The concepts and principles have to be explained to them slowly. Which is being done through things such as movies, media, etc
If you tell a person that the sun in the sky and their consciousness are the same thing, they would likely not believe you. Because they have no basis
for understanding, or seeing how such things could possibly be the same
More so, it is a very difficult and long process, to explain it, without experiencing certain processes without your own mortality
There is a difference between "learning" something, and "understanding" something. Experience is the key
We will get there though, slowly
Even if it takes the previous generations and their views on the world dying out, it will happen
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