I lost my father

a reply to: dollukka

My heartfelt sympathy
❤️

a reply to: dollukka

Lost my Dad on 10/5/2020...it's been killing me ever since - we were very, very close. He was a counter-intelligence agent during Vietnam and served by stopping North Vietnamese inflitrators trying to dig into our nuclear weapons programs in South Asia. His work is a big part of why I'm so into the conspiracy theorist stuff here - it was absolutely going on despite what our vile government claims to happen.

He had a stroke (which runs in our family) but he was seriously stressed out about the Covid coverage on TV day and night. Eventually, it took him. I live 3000 miles away but I flew in to see him before he died but sadly I was not there when his life ended. I can never forgive myself for that...I just can't

I blame what happened on mass media. They've created this horrible wave of fear that so many people have succumbed to. My revenge will happen....even if it takes the rest of my life, people in Big Media are going to pay. I promise it...not just for my dad but for our society. God willing, I'm going to apply what he taught me to go after these people.

a reply to: wills120

Hey man i understand your angry with what happened but please do things through official channels not violent means. Take all the good skills your father taught you and apply them with greater understanding. If that means study then do that so you can get to a place where you wish to be. I never understand why i see so many people protesting about this and that when if they really want to make change they have to go to where those in power are, positions of authority then become those people but not corrupt. If you do find yourself some day with that responsibility please don't forget what you've said here, seen too many people become corrupt after tasting a little power when maybe they started out with good intentions. But i appreciate what your saying. He who hath wisdom is patient and does not seek revenge upon others but seeks to make greater change so that the same mistakes are not repeated.

Take care brother.

My condolences I know the feeling of losing parents, one day you'll meet again something I believe in

My condolences to you and your family. May God bring you all comfort and peace.
I do believe that you will see him again on the other side.
None of what we see here in this realm is what it really is like.
This place is a school of sorts and is temporary .
A soul lives on forever.
The body is like a vehicle for our souls.
I believe that he is with you, and always will be right there.
And when its your time to go, I think he will be there to escort you to the other side
Talk to him. Ask for a sign that he is ok.
I lost my Dad in 2018. I asked him to leave me nickels so I would know that he was with me.
When I have really crappy days I find nickels in really strange places.
My fiance died in 2009 and leaves me dimes.
My best friend was killed in 2020 and I believe he's the one leaving me quarters.
Ask your Dad to show you a sign and keep alert for it.
Maybe you will smell him. Or he might visit you in a lucid dream.
Those are the best kind of dreams because you are aware of everything and even know you are asleep. But are in control like when you are awake and can have conversations with your loved ones. It feels like when you are awake and you will remember everything from this kind of dream.
Maybe lights will flicker. Or your pet will act strange. Or his favorite song will be on when you turn on the radio or soon after.
Watch for birds or insects acting strangely. There are many things to watch for and you will feel it in your heart when its connected to him.
Just be patient.
Our loved ones are in a place where time is much faster than ours.
He is going to be in "ordainment" for around 7 of our years learning.. Everything.. And its not easy for them at first to do things so we can get the message or sense them
Just acknowledge him.
Talk to him. Tell him if you get his messages, or they get frustrated and may give up trying to get your attention.
I do believe these things and I also believe in Jesus.
I do believe death is not the end, and you will see your Dad again.
Blessings to you both.www.abovetopsecret.com...

I am so sorry for your loss.

Losing my father a few years ago due to cancer was the most painful thing I have ever experienced.
What was interesting was visiting him in hospital on his death bed I was the calm and level one, but during the memorial service all the emotions I had apparently not been feeling due to having to be the strong functional one came flooding out and I couldn't finish my speech, and made the whole room cry.

So yes we all need to let it out.
I know you will cherish the memories and the love he gave.

My father came to me after his death first in a dream and then gifted me an out of body experience with him. That was very interesting. I feel he was around 'here' for maybe 6 to 10 months but he has long since moved on to new adventures, so I am sure you will feel your father around for awhile and then take joy in the fact he is having new fun and not suffering!

May I ask which country you are in?

a reply to: dollukka

a reply to: mammothtank

I used to think like you RE ' if they really want to make change they have to go to where those in power are, positions of authority then become those people but not corrupt.'
But sadly, at least in the military, you can't really make a difference on the inside the way the command structure is composed. Same thing with intelligence agencies.
The only 'possible' way may be through government but that too is often false as people become bribed etc.

a reply to: chris_stibrany

Thank you .. i sent PM. It has been a dark winter and now it has been raining... Spring and sunshine will come

What do they say? It's always darkest before the dawn.

a reply to: dollukka

a reply to: wills120

Hey bro here's some links that might help you out in the future

www.healwithfood.org...

www.sciencedaily.com...

www.oliveoiltimes.com...

If you goto wayback machine and copy paste this link pickl-it.com... you should find a capture around 2018 with some very interesting info on reducing Acrylamide in potatoes.

Be well be healthy.

a reply to: dollukka

I'm very sorry for your loss. Grieving for someone is a testament to the love they inspired, and the way you speak so highly of your father, he clearly inspired a great deal of it. This anonymous stranger will be raising a glass to him tonight. Take care of yourself, my friend.

originally posted by: mammothtank
a reply to: wills120

Hey bro here's some links that might help you out in the future

www.healwithfood.org...

www.sciencedaily.com...

www.oliveoiltimes.com...

If you goto wayback machine and copy paste this link pickl-it.com... you should find a capture around 2018 with some very interesting info on reducing Acrylamide in potatoes.

Be well be healthy.

I'm sorry to reply so late - not on here as much as I wish I could.

Chemical means aren't going to solve my anger - and no, I have no plans to hurt anyone whatsover but I will be far more vigilant in watching these jackals. I'm watching these media vermin very, very closely.

I have a 10-year-old daughter and I would never do anything to disrupt that but I have learned that some grudges are healthy. When the time comes, I will act legally and accordingly with no violence - and yet, it will sting them. That's all I can do.

Have you turned out all of your back pockets ? Have you checked down the back of the sofa? Maybe he slipped down between the cushions?