Hi guys!
I've been stuck in Oregon since last year - came to visit for New Year's Eve and crashed my car so I'm still waiting for it to be fixed. I gotta say,
it seems a lot nicer than California nowadays. Definitely less crime & homeless, although a few blocks in the cities looked like Skid Row LA did a
decade ago. The people seem nice, but there is definitely an annoyingly pervasive level of wokeness - no Ann Teefa encounters, but I did drive down
one block with a bunch of white grandmas holding various BLM & white guilt signs. Some of them even waved & bobbed their heads patronizingly to the
2pac I was blasting at full volume with all my windows down.
No surprise that Biden is ignoring our pleas to impeach Newsom, but with George Gascon recently becoming DA of Los Angeles County, and me, along with
most of the people I care about, living in Los Angeles County, we have more imminent dangers at the moment. The funny part is, Gascon and his mother's
addresses are both findable on Google, without even having to try very hard. Of course, I don't go looking for trouble - plus, even if he were removed
I bet they have a replacement ready and waiting, who might even act even more evilly and quicker.
Regarding our common lord & savior Q(uantum resonance), I was a bit surprised to find that I recovered from the blow to morale of BIDEN's apparent
inauguration quite quickly. Of course, I have all of you to thank for helping, quite significantly. I've never taken life too seriously - many might
say, not seriously enough - so when the Meme War began, and more & more ridiculous events began to transpire at ever-shorter intervals, I quickly
resonated with, and adopted the viewpoint, of us, today, on this Earth, all living in literal clown world. It's just too ridiculous! As such, I had
never become too diligently invested or attached to any particular outcome - as childishly annoying and fearful on all kinds of frequencies as the
world we live in has become, I know that I, by myself, have no capability to fix all that I see as wrong, and not nearly enough wisdom to have the
slightest idea of how one might fix this mess. Since I can't change the entire world, no matter how much I wish for the conflict to cease, I just try
to focus on changing the world around me. By controlling my mind to maintain the highest frequency I can, and trying my best to spread lovingkindness
to whoever crosses my path, I know that I can light up my little space in the world, and hopefully bring some light into others' lives as well.
This is getting more and more esoteric & spiritual, and perhaps some will get lost at this next bit, but I know that some here, if the conditions
ripen for them to read this, will appreciate, or at least should understand it. Of course, I openly welcome any feedback or discussion. I have
recently developed a theory, knowing what I have experienced, researched, seen, discussed, about all kinds of varied topics in our universe. These
range from:
- a Buddhist upbringing which, mostly due to my debt as a son, I am still very heavily involved in, mostly to keep my mom happy;
- shallow, lazy forays into meditation, which, following the start of a guided meditation series that was recommended to me the other day, and I
believe also my lighter consciousness nowadays, I enjoy much more & am looking forward to explore more deeply & consistently;
- what the average person would surely call excessive experimentation with all kinds of narcotics and altered mind states, and years of questions &
unorganized research trying to figure out just what it is that gave me a brain which is only slightly, but undeniably & noticeably, not
neurotypical;
- quantum physics, or more accurately, science in general, and its convoluted relationship with all of the major religions, especially historical
conflicts, as well as New Age spirituality (and of course politics);
- deeply intimate & personal human relationships with people around me who, despite not growing up with and not even living on the same coast as, have
had many startlingly similar life experiences as me;
- that which the establishment slanders as pseudoscience, especially in the area of psychic abilities, energy healing, astral projection, etc.
- the growing recognition of predictive programming, subliminal messages, and a standardized narrative in both entertainment & news media, a facade
which I think even his detractors would have to honestly credit President Trump with exposing & weakening;
- more than a decade of casual interest & reading about what the normies would label 'conspiracy theories', some of my own interest, and some which
were piqued by experiences that good friends confided in me about. These include ancient civilizations, mythology, shadow government, alphabet
agencies' covert activities, cryptozoology, secret societies (especially Canadian Freemasons
), royal families & bloodlines, aliens, spirits,
ghosts, astral energies, you name it;
- a better understanding of human psychology, for example childhood trauma, generational curses, harmful cycles, and reaching a place where I've been
able to release much of my own pain & negativity.
Anyway, knowing that all matter is in fact comprised of energy, and that this universe I perceive myself as inhabiting is a product of my own mind's
perception, arising & ceasing incessantly with each thought, so relentlessly that it appears to me as a vast 3-dimensional landscape, inescapably
beholden to the laws of physics, which I must patiently wait out this life in and try not to mess up any more than it already is. Knowing the law of
attraction & the secret of gratitude, and the principle that you will attract the same energies you radiate. Believing that there are in fact
different dimensions & higher realms, alternate universes - but that these may arguably exist only because my mind perceives them, whether I
consciously realize and comprehend them or not, even if I never do see them with my physical human eyes. Having a more thoroughly developed
understanding of time as the fourth dimension, and the very potentially possible concept of time travel by these higher dimensional beings.
Understanding the meaning of potential, and that our primary focus should never be on holding on to the past, or anxiously fearing for the future, but
instead doing our best to take the most positive, practical path in the current moment. And understanding the principle of unity, and that every
single thing, even unique & individual psyches across completely unrelated species, even inanimate objects, is truly interconnected and affected by
our every thought (seeing way too many weird coincidences, and the mantra that there are no coincidences, helped with that one). I truly believe that
the current state of affairs & show of events in our world is much, much bigger than U.S. politics, or even the globalist players we know of like
Soros, Elon, the United Nations and its one-world government 'NGO's.
Sorry for too many words, actual theory in next post lmao