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originally posted by: Lynzer
I don't know how to describe what happened to me over many years.....so I'll just tell my story. I hope other people will know what I'm talking about....so I'm not alone or a freak!
I have always been an empath. I absolutely hate going to any kind of emotional event, like a wedding or funeral (even if I got dragged there and I don't know anyone involved), because I will always pick up and absorb other peoples emotions. It's overwhelming for me. Does this have anything to do with this? I don't know.
originally posted by: fusiondoe
originally posted by: Lynzer
I don't know how to describe what happened to me over many years.....so I'll just tell my story. I hope other people will know what I'm talking about....so I'm not alone or a freak!
I have always been an empath. I absolutely hate going to any kind of emotional event, like a wedding or funeral (even if I got dragged there and I don't know anyone involved), because I will always pick up and absorb other peoples emotions. It's overwhelming for me. Does this have anything to do with this? I don't know.
But the onset began about puberty. I started having experiences where I would be asleep, but my mind would wake up. I could not move my body or open my eyes. At first, it was frightening. Not being able to move my arms or open my eyes when I tried really hard to move them was scary. But I started to notice that if I just relaxed, eventually I could move them. Does the onset of puberty have anything to do with this? I don't know.
Then it turned into something else. I would wake up, recognize I was frozen, but didn't panic. Then I started to realize I was having a very weird sensation that I wasn't in my body and had the idea that I was floating just below my ceiling, if only I could open my eyes to see. This went on into adulthood.
And then it turned into something else again. I would wake up, sleep paralysis....but I would start getting a grinding noise in my ears, and feel like electricity was coursing through my body. I would be in frozen position, "float" out of my body and launch out of it. Out of the house, into the sky, and start floating over my neighborhood. Over tree tops, over rooftops.....but none of it was in my control. Until I would get "pulled' back in to my body. And wake up. Heart pounding. At time I saw something coming out of my stomach, which at the time because I had no other term, I thought of as a rubberband. I have since learned this is called the Golden Cord.
Now you should know that I am a very active and vivd dreamer. I know the difference between dreaming and being awake. These experiences never ever felt like a dream! It felt very real, and also I knew I was wide awake. So what is it?
Anyway the last experience happen in my early 40's. Sleep paralysis, grinding in ears and electricity in body, and launch. But I kept thinking how I didn't want to do this anymore. It would exhaust me, I want to go back! Suddenly I'm back, but in other bedroom in my house. I lifted my head, and clunked my head into another head....of what I dont know. Then whatever it was put its hand on me like trying to hold me down and I screamed! The next thing I know I'm back in my bed, coming out of sleep paralysis, and my heart is pounding in my chest. And I've never had a OBE experience again.
Has anyone else ever had something similar Happen to them? I know everyone has sleep paralysis while sleeping. But why these other experiences that seem so real? I never felt like it was a dream. I have always been relunctant to tell anyone because it's so weird. Am I alone?
Thanks for hearing me out!
Night terrors/nightmares bringing on sleep paralysis... Nothing to see here folks
originally posted by: Lynzer
feel like electricity was coursing through my body
originally posted by: fusiondoe
originally posted by: Lynzer
I don't know how to describe what happened to me over many years.....so I'll just tell my story. I hope other people will know what I'm talking about....so I'm not alone or a freak!
I have always been an empath. I absolutely hate going to any kind of emotional event, like a wedding or funeral (even if I got dragged there and I don't know anyone involved), because I will always pick up and absorb other peoples emotions. It's overwhelming for me. Does this have anything to do with this? I don't know.
Night terrors/nightmares bringing on sleep paralysis.. It is as simple as that.
Nothing to see here folksedit on Sat Dec 8 2018 by DontTreadOnMe because: trimmed overly long quote Quote Crash Course