posted on Feb, 6 2018 @ 05:01 PM
I said the truth about you
and you just chose to ignore it.
You laughed.
Cause you knew so damn well
that life can flower, anyway
any way you want it
I remember that smile
of knowing
knowing what it's all about.
Innocence had left you
but the spirit remained
I was with you also
the way you flowed, the way you danced
Just like a seed in the wind
you could suddenly rise up
drop out or move in.
You took me places
I had never ever been.
At least that what I thought at the time.
Bit by bit, I realized.
It was all a trip to nowhere
nowhere else but in.
In me, in you.
You had taught me
how to swim.
To the place
where nothing ends
nothing begins.
Now I really knew what it was to sin
to miss the point.
To truly love.
God, I love you so much
your smile laughing
you were watching me
watching me enjoying
that sinking in.
Your only love
is that for love.
That highest thing
or that wonderful nothing.
Dissolution,
To be what we are.
You certainly gambled with me,
but of course, you had nothing to gain.
To you, it was all
more and more
of the same.