posted on Jan, 18 2018 @ 09:43 PM
It's raining again on me, from a cloud that apparently only I can see
The cloud it follows me wherever I go, why it does this I just do not know
The rain falls heavy, sometimes it falls slight, it really don't matter, it blocks out the light
It comes without warning and I just can't see, why is it only raining on me?
It's raining again today, when it will stop I just couldn't say
It's relentless and stormy on some of these days, oft-times it just wants to get in my way
I really just wish it would go away, but like a bad odour it just seems to stay
No rhyme and no reason, no explanation why, it just keeps raining from an invisible sky
Today the cloud it went away, came back with reinforcements and then said "Hey!"
I try to ignore it, I try to implore it, then I ask the cloud "Why?" while staring inanely up at the sky
The cloud smiles while it tells me this, "There is no real answer, it is what it is.
Don't worry, don't fret, I'll soon leave you be." and yet it still rains down continuously on me
The days drag by but the cloud remains, just like a movie that's stuck on one single frame
Nothing works and nothing seems to help, I'm a recluse in the dark in my own private hell
I know it will leave of its' own someday, but when that will be I just cannot say
Until that day comes I can barely see, why is it always raining down on me?
The rain is uncaring, deaf dumb and blind, most days it feels like it's mean and unkind
If I could grab the cloud I'd strangle it to death, unfortunately the cloud does not need breath
For now I just try to make the best I can, as a weak and weary beaten-down man
Tomorrow might signal the end of the cloud, but perhaps I should not voice my hopes aloud